Question

Sam I need your help

A while back I was serving a gay Alpha who used me in every way imaginable. He used my holes, used me as a urinal, had me cleaning and doing his laundry, worship his body, etc. He had me stop serving but we kept in touch and there's sometimes still an energy there. It's like I subconsciously am still owned by him. The thing is I have a boyfriend now and I do really love him. He's hot, sweet, and dominant himself, but he doesn't use me the way my Alpha did. I have not cheated and I don't plan to, but do you have any advice on how to get over these feelings? Or how do I get my boyfriend more interested in using me like a faggot? What if he's not into it?