Hi there,
My name is Andrew and I am a 49 year old sub pup living in Sydney Australia, with sadly a disability I was born with.
One thing I have struggled with is because of my disability is meeting and having Master & Sirs interested in me because of my disability.
Sadly because of this I have issue with well bladder and bowel issues (I wear pads/nappies since I was a young toddler) and having to most use walking crutches/sticks though can walk without them most of the time.
Dom tops I do meet with somewhat regularly and one off say I do service them well but they say they can never accept someone with a disability as they see it would be an impediment to being able to serve them and honestly I don’t know what to do to change this. I have been working hard to make improvements and pushing a lot of my limitations which have somewhat reduced but it seems it’s not enough.
What can I do to possibly fix this or should I just give up?
I have known I am have been a sub fag since I was fucked by some men at a local best in the late 90’s where I lost my virginity and sucked a few cocks and took a few large cocks up my fag hole but I am beginning to wonder if it’s worth the pain, time, and well effort to try a find a permanent master/owner. Granted I am on the chubby hairy side (103kgs and 5ft8 inches tall) but no matter what I do I just feel it’s never enough to have someone want to own me permanently.
Any advice or suggestions is welcomed.
Brother, first of all let me commend you for continuing to try and find fulfillment in service despite being disabled! I can imagine it’s been very difficult to gather up the courage to put yourself out there and try to serve despite the disability!
Let’s be honest, though: EVEN IN PERFECT CIRCUMSTANCES, faggots have a shelf life on the sexual side of service. As tragic as it is, Men want attractive young holes to fuck. All faggots must prepare for this eventuality and be ready to shift their service to domestic and financial forms of worship. It’s just reality.
Add in your disability, and it becomes a no-brainer.
I personally think service should be low on your list of priorities at this stage of your life. Protect yourself and take care of yourself at this point. Maybe you’ll find love – and that does happen – but in terms of pure service, it’s time to hang it up.
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