I’ve been checking on this blog for A LONG while. Just found you again after years I feel like.
Anyways, I might be a faggot. I’m not really sure tbh. Maybe it’s my past relationships or maybe just kind of my style, but while really submissive in the bedroom & like taking care of my man, outside I’m dominant//wear the pants.
It’s always been this way & I guess… Idk Sam!! I’m thin. I shave my legs. I’m pretty femme. Like I love the concept or fantasy of serving a true alpha, but maybe the reality of it would hurt my feelings too much. IDK.
A bit about me: I’m married now. Have been for 3 years. My husband is really great. But he recently told me i’ve made him into my bitch so the bedroom has become hard for him. I make more money. I’m the provider. And yeah, I think I can be a bit bitchy. I do wish I could you know… Hype him up in a way. I read these testimonials on here & really wish… like my husband is fit. traditionally masculine. I wish he would talk back, put me in my place, etc. He does have that “alpha” appearance like he’s fit muscular etc, but— idk. He is gay like me & he does have a sensitive/anxious side, so maybe he’s just a soft top.
I just wish he would just… grab me and throw me down and fuck me. like really dick me down. but it’s hard for him because apparently i’m too bossy outside of it. IDK. this is probably stupid, i’m sorry.
Basically! hi! not sure. Do you have any advice on what I should do maybe, show him. hey. this is ok? or how do i know hierarchy is for me?
Thank you for writing in after such a long time!
This question – “Am I a faggot?” – hangs over the head of every sub male, especially ones who feel unfulfilled in some way. I’ve been asked it every which way, which is why I finally wrote a book to help unsure subs come to their own answer. It’s entitled “Are You A Faggot?” Most of it discusses the purpose and functions of faggots in hierarchy. However, the book ends with test that will help you understand yourself and your true needs much better.
You can buy that book on instant download RIGHT HERE.
Aside from that, it might do some good for you to show him some of this website. It might open up conversation with him just showing him your question and my response.
If you are indeed a faggot, he needs to understand what you need from him. Many times Men hold back in order to be “respectful” of their partner, but that approach is completely wrong for true fags. He can’t possibly know this unless he becomes informed.
As for you, I think you should check out the book and also work on being more generally submissive. Being “femme” is about more than shaving your legs and wearing panties. It’s about embodying the essence of that persona, namely a service-oriented, submissive mindset. Work on cultivating that.
Thanks for the response I didn’t think you would reply so fast. I’ve been digging through the site and had some follow up questions. Mainly about how to be a ‘good’ fag or how some black fags can fulfill their role better? After reading a few stories specifically Master Girad and fag Kamal I left with wanting to know more about service & desirability as a black fag and to learn from fag kamal in regards to gender studies and the hierarchy. I have taken you up on your last message and been wearing a cage, more frequently, however I am a little hesitant to wear it out as you suggested given how small/connected my city is.
Thanks for the follow-up, Javi!
Because of black culture, I think most black males fall into one of two very distinct groups: (1) hyper-dominant Alphas, or (2) hyper-effeminate, “flaming” gay stereotypical subs.
I usually don’t refer to these subs as faggots because, while they take on the faggot role sexually, they are anything but submissive outside the bedroom. Despite the fact that they’re some of the best cocksuckers on earth, they’re typically more trouble than they’re worth for Alphas because they’re so hard to train.
I know I’m painting with a wide brush here, but hopefully you get my point.
To be a “good” black fag you need to be submissive in all things. Be obedient. Be genuinely grateful to serve. Be clean. In other words, be like every “good” fag of any race!
I’m proud of you for trying chastity! I think you’ll notice changes within yourself as you go deeper into using it. I do understand your concerns about small-town life, but I also think nobody’s going to say anything to you about it except for the guys who might want to use you.
Im Javi and in 24. Im kinda torn on things, I come off very masculine hairy, strong, assertive etc. But I know I’m not an Alpha, while growing up I naturally preferred doing feminine chores with no resistance while I hated doing the manly stuff cutting grass, trimming trees, etc i prefer doing feminine deemed like making perfume. I know that id like to be a fagwife but can’t seem to meet men who make me want to submit or ig I can respect as I dont get the “Alpha” aspect from them. I can respect their ability to be men but not in a way where I can submit without feeling like I settled. Most times its been men who had bravado but I am more endowed than, or men that couldn’t lead. Part of me feels like I should try to dom those under me but I also know my place is serving a real man
I know I shouldn’t hunt for a Man but I am tired of wasting time by dealing with men that can’t own me and would like some insight from an experienced fag.
Hi Javi! Thank you writing!
The issue you’re having definitely occurs with a fair amount of bottoms and faggots. It really speaks to something I’m always emphasizing: the body size, dick size, or body fitness does NOT determine our place in hierarchy! As you so aptly described, our place is determined by the person we are within!
I’ve encountered plenty of tall, beefy, hairy, hung, and/or muscular fags over the years, and it can be difficult to handle given the general expectations of most Alphas.
But I said “MOST” for a reason. I’ve met plenty of very powerful Alphas who love to own/use faggots like you. I think there is some conquering instinct at work in these situations. I distinctly remember Master G (a smaller, straight Alpha) who took ownership of his much larger fag friend Jamie … and he ended us marrying Jamie eventually!
Finding those kinds of Alphas could be a challenge, but it’s not impossible. You really need to emphasize your submission and desire to be useful. Be deferential and complimentary to the Alphas with whom you interact. Be useful to them.
Here’s another, more radical suggestion: put yourself into chastity and parade around the locker room/showers with it on. You’ll be surprised how Men and Alphas react to it, their curiosity piqued and imaginations running. Wearing a chastity cage will instantly eliminate your size issues and diminish you in their eyes.
I published this video a day or so ago about rimming, and in it I made mention of how the tips contained in it, despite being directed at pleasuring bottoms, can also be applied to pleasuring Alphas. However, I added a caveat: “Use discernment”.
Some unidentified reader (who sounds Alpha) picked up on this and wrote the following comment that I wanted to highlight:
When it comes to rimming, Sam said used discernment, so use it.
If you’re an Alpha and getting rimmed, the first thing to know is that you would not be positioned like the faggot in the video. Instead, consider standing in front of a floor length mirror, so that you can see your faggot as he KNEELS behind you. That’s right. Your faggot lowers himself to his knees, and KISSES YOUR ASS (because you’re the boss). Don’t just pass over what I’ve written; take time to really think about it. There’s a faggot on his knees kissing your ass. That’s the reason an Alpha has a faggot rim him. And while it’s occurring, that’s the perfect time for any verbal reinforcement or training. Your words will penetrate deeply during this moment of union.
As for the actual mechanics, the video gives great advice. Start light, and end with full tongue penetration of your Alpha ass. You’re thinking “Huh? I won’t do that. My ass is sacrosanct.” The problem with that is you’re thinking like a man, and how your ass doesn’t get fucked. You need to flip your mindset for better understanding. Your ass is not, never will get fucked. Dicks do fucking. What is happening with tongue penetration is that you are being RESPECTED. Your status, your authority, your dominance are being given proper, full respect. The only question is whether you want to be lightly respected, or deeply respected. As an Alpha and as a Master, you should want to be deeply respected.
That’s when you reach behind, grab the back of your faggot’s head, and push his face completely into your ass. Rub your ass up and down. Make sure your faggot gets his tongue firmly implanted into your ass. Further than either he or you think is possible. This is the full Omega position to your Alpha status. When we look up “Alpha and the omega”, this is the picture the dictionary should use to illustrate it.
This is exactly what I meant by “use discernment”. Rimming an Alpha is (and should be) a completely different experience with a different set of intentions and approach. Rimming an Alpha should be a profound act of worship, not a way to emasculate him.
Something like this:
Like I’ve said elsewhere, more and more straight Men and Alphas are exploring this option for the immensely-satisfying power they feel when its’ done correctly!
Thanks to this anonymous reader for the added perspective!
At 39, I know finally that I need to belong to a man that will transform me to his liking and give meaning in everything I do. Because he will be at the centre of my decisions. A man that can make most things sound like a great idea. He could even lock my dick if I knew his grows even at the thought of mine out of the way. I need to be moulded and I just don’t know how to go about this. Some guys I’ve talked to don’t want to put in the work (let’s face it, they can get this from younger men without any effort) and say I should be already what I crave to be, at this age. Time is flying and I got lots of potential that I don’t want to go to waste.
Any ideas that might help? Thanks
Thank you for writing to me!
It is a little frustrating to be coming at this so late in the game. I wish you could’ve been more honest with yourself earlier, when opportunities were more plentiful. However, all is not lost.
But I will advise you that you definitely need a different outlook on this You see, it’s not the job of an Alpha to basically give you motivation to serve, or force you into submission. It’s not their job to basically build your life as a faggot for you. They aren’t general contractors, they’re superior Men.
You need to be laying the groundwork yourself through study, meditation, journaling, or whatever videos you need to get into a sub space. You need to be working with dildos and other devices to train your throat and your pussy, You need to maybe try self-locking for a month or two (Locktober is coming) in order to stop thinking about your penis.
Notice all of those sentences started with the word “YOU”, not “An Alpha”. We are responsible for our own submission so that we have something to present to an Alpha.
First of all, he’s not just “Lucas”. You address him as “Master Lucas” (because he is an Owner) or “Sir Lucas” (because he is Alpha). Show superior Men the respect they deserve.
Secondly, I don’t know his social media accounts. And more to the point: Even if I did, I would never, ever divulge that information because (a) it’s not my place to do so, and (b) Master Lucas is a MINOR.
Didn’t think there’d be so many other guys owning faggots all around the world! One of my cunt boys showed me this site, it’s awesome knowing that anywhere in the world I can find some servicing and fag pussy to use and breed.
Kayn here, Sir or Master to you, fag. 17 years old, finishing up high school in a month, and bet you can’t guess how many men I’ve owned through cunting them out (my new favourite word! Thanks fag!) I/m so grateful for my dad’s super alpha genes, me, my older brother, and my dad are all mega strong powerful men, wherever there’s men, we see potential bitches waiting to be owned and fucked. Right now, I can hear my older brother cunting out (love that word still) one of his boy faggots and its girl, dad is fucking the shit out of a gym uncle in the garage, and I got two muscled fags bred full, fucked stupid to exhaustion and kissing my feet right now.
Dad tells and teaches bro and me about how to be proper owners of our faggots, ever since we were young he told us we were different, born to lead and rule and be in control. He’s in the military, so we moved around a lot, until we settled where we are for the past six years. It’s rare to have a day where there isn’t a cunt boy or faggot in our house, either taking care of domestic shit or taking care of our alpha need. Andy (my bro) and I are basically younger versions of dad, his genes are that strong, bro is the bigger version, taller than dad and wider, while I’m shorter than both, but I love how my size makes guys think they’re my equal. I’ve tossed around bodybuilders like toys, my muscles look so much bigger on me, and what I lack in height, I make up for in my 10 inch bull-cock compared to their 9 inches. And I’m still growing and getting stronger!
That’s it from me. I got a cunt who’s rubbing against my cock like a needy slut, and I/m going to wreck it’s pussy again. The other is gonna make a late night snack for the rest of us once we’re done giving our fags some good cuntings. Hah, I love that word, it’s going into my dictionary from now on!
Oh, dad and bro are straight or bi, they don’t care. Me though? I’m gay, and own it proudly. And I will beat the shit out of and punish anyone who thinks I’m weak because of it. Understood? Good.
Master Kayn, thank you very much for writing to me and making such a powerful introduction!
Alpha genetics are amazing, aren’t they? I can’t believe scientists dismiss Alphahood in general or the concept of Alpha lineage when it’s so obvious! Just look around! I’ve served Alpha brothers in the past, known multiple Alpha brothers in one family, and I’ve covered countless true stories of Alpha fathers with Alpha sons! The evidence is overwhelming!
It certainly helps to raise proper Alpha sons when there is father teaching them hierarchical truth like your amazing Dad, Master! You and Master Andy were gifted superior genes from him, but he also taught you how to wield that great power! I adore God Alpha fathers like him! He reminds me of God Alpha Dino, and how he raised his two God Alpha sons. Their stories and more are in the right sidebar.
I would love to hear more about your family; how you were raised, how you learned about the ownership of faggots, and your first impressions when you started using fags, Master!
Thank you so much for introducing yourself to me! If you want to write back, you can use the Ask A Question box, or you can write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com!
Hello Brother Sam, I’m curious. Have you heard any updates regarding fag Kamal and his Alpha? It’s somewhat surprising how unique fag Kamal’s circumstances are and how fortunate he is that he’s able to serve an alpha who chooses to remain compassionate and loving after his confession to him.
Thank you for the question!
Sadly no, I haven’t heard an update from Kamal since he bravely submitted to his Alpha uncle Master Farid (CLICK HERE for all of his posts). I do publish everything when I receive it, so I assure you I’m not leaving anything out!
I do hope it’s going well! Thank you for checking in!
Hi fag, interested follow up on Bergvall. But it seems he has girl friend, but still would serve as a fag for his team? Also interesting aspect is that he’s very rich so probably had people working for him, even doing his laundry. Don’t you think it may or some chaos into hierarchy? On that note, what you think is relation between wealth and dominance?
Thanks for writing!
Okay, well thanks for that updated information. Maybe Bergvall isn’t a faggot after all. Totally cool with that, although I do find the way he’s manhandled by the team a bit suspect. But whatever.
He does looks like he comes from money. There’s just something about his blonde, chiseled, well-groomed look at that makes him seem a bit aristocratic. As I’ve said, I don’t know anything about soccer and very little about his culture, so these are all barely-educated guesses.
As far as wealth and hierarchy are concerned, I’ve done a bit of studying on this, actually. I don’t find convincing evidence that wealth itself contributes to hierarchical positioning itself, but I do think it can amplify certain characteristics (particularly in Alphas). However, Alphas with inherited wealth tend to be poor leaders of other Men (see: the “Men” in Trump’s administration).
Hello to the Hierarchy University team. Firstly, I want to praise the incredible platform and content you have built here. Your articles and insights are absolutely brilliant and they’ve been a real eye-opener for me. You explain the raw truths about dominance and submission with a level of honesty that just can’t be found anywhere else. It has truly helped me understand my own mind much better.
I’m 34 and I’m hitting you up because I’m dealing with a really heavy internal conflict that’s messing with my head, and I could use your blunt perspective.
In my everyday life, I’m into women. I want a normal, vanilla relationship. I get real attraction and erections when I see women out in the world or at the gym. But here’s the catch: whenever I’m with a woman in bed, I just cannot cum. The attraction and the erection are there, but I simply can’t ejaculate, which ends up causing me a ton of stress. Even when I watch straight porn, I’m only drawn to very specific kinky stuff—like intense female submission, voyeurism, and scenes where women are completely dominated by multiple guys with huge packages.
But the real mindfuck happens when I go online. I don’t necessarily stare at a screen for 10 hours straight, but I compulsively open dozens of porn tabs at the same time, jumping between intense submissive male dominance and feminization fantasies. This hits a trigger that sends me straight to dating apps like PlanetRomeo, looking for hardcore chats with dominant Alphas.
My fetishes are very specific: I’m obsessed with total submission and “penis erasure.” In porn, I usually get turned on by bottoms wearing thong-strings and jockstraps. i want to be in their place! In my own life, I’ve started buying all this gear—tight jockstraps, strings, full-face masks, and even full-body fishnet bodystockings. I regularly take highly provocative, slutty photos of myself in this gear and upload them to these apps to attract Alphas who will treat me like an object. In those moments, I just want to feel like a fully feminized “woman” where the Alpha is the only one who holds the power and masculinity in the room.
This constant back-and-forth between my straight reality and this hidden submissive urge is causing me massive anxiety. I feel completely trapped.
My questions for you are:
Is it common to experience such an aggressive split—where my romantic and aesthetic attraction is 100% for women (even carrying over the same submission/size fetishes into straight porn), but the raw, hardcore urge to be an absolute slut is directed entirely toward men? How do these two sides connect?
If I decide to bring this fetish into reality just once—like a real-life session focusing on submission with an Alpha—just to get closure and stop this endless cycle of opening tabs and app-chatting, will it help me get it out of my system, or will it just pull me deeper into a lifestyle that contradicts what I want in my everyday life?
Thanks for your time and your help!
Thank you for your complex question! I can sense that you’re really struggling with this!
I want to address the “aggressive split” you’re experiencing head-on, because I think I understand it, You see, I’m 1000% a faggot, but despite being gay my entire life and a faggot since the age of 17, I also dated and had sex with girls from 15-17. I loved being romantic and passionate with them, having them on my arm on double dates and enjoying the perks of a “normal” heterosexual life. I enjoyed backseat fumbling and fingering, the kissing, the tits, etc. Even though I knew it was all a lie, the “romantic and aesthetic attraction” was still pulling me in.
Now, sexually I still had full erections and “performed” (badly) in bed, but I was a teenager. I could’ve fucked a tree at that time. Sex was awkward, embarrassing, and uncomfortable for me. It felt alien to me. It didn’t take much introspection to understand why – I was GAY.
Then Master Roger came along and forced me to realize it went much deeper than homosexuality. I was born a faggot, and there was no going back aftrer that.
I give you that personal experience because I do think that’s what’s going on with you but you’re still in denial/fighting it. If you’re actually straight, then you’re a “beta-sub” male who needs extreme humiliation to feel complete, or you’re a gay faggot who is in denial about it.
I think you’re desiring Alpha dominance because their overwhelming power feeds into your need to be humiliated/feminized. I think this is a the real crux of the issue with you, but I’m unsure if you’re coming at it from the straight beta-sub angle or the faggot-in-denial angle, And that’s something only you can answer through experimentation and honest self-discovery.
But by “experimentation”, I DO NOT mean piddling around on apps and screens. That will not help you. Get on something like TheBlowers.com or Sniffies.com and meet up with a couple of Alphas. Have real experiences with real Alphas (not online Alphas). Enough with the games and lies. It’s time to find out where you really belong!
Hi Sam! I’ve been reading your blog off-and-on for years now. I’ve finally accepted long-term chastity this summer. I was wondering two things: 1) Would you happen to know any alphas here in LA who could use a faggot like me? 2) Master Jin is a GOD. His posts are the reason I come back to your website so often. I know he is in Toronto, already has faggots, and has a successful medical career, but if he’s ever in LA, or is open to using a faggot visiting Toronto ever, you could pass on my contact info. My Insta/TikTok is eacj0506 and my email is below. Thanks fellow faggot!
Thank you for the question!
I don’t do any kinds of hook-ups anymore Too many issues came from that, and I simply don’t want to waste my time or risk my personal capital that way.
I really appreciate what you had to say about Master Jin!. I completely agree with you! In addition to the faggots in Toronto he trained , he’s inspired faggots worldwide to embrace their purpose and the benefits of chastity, He understands the faggot mind in a particular way that is very different from other straight Alphas. He’s an amazing Master, and his growth as both a Man, an Alpha, a Master, and a professional has been onw of my great privileges.
Master Jin and his two beautiful faggots watch this site, so it’s very likely he will see your message!
I’m a 34 year old faggot and I have a question for you.
I’ve been very much aware of my identity as a faggot for a long time. I have started calling myself a faggot about 10 years ago and have tried to embrace the faggot lifestyle since then, serving Men sexually and non-sexually.
I can’t explain how this happened, but I ended up in a relationship with a vanilla guy I have been very much in love with, for now over 3 years. Things got very serious when we decided to buy a house together. I have never come out to him as a faggot. I cosplay as a “real man”.
At first, I tried to deny my faggot identity, deleted all the websites and stopped chatting with Alphas and fellow faggots. But… I simply can’t fight my nature. I have served several Men in non-sexual ways (mostly performing tasks making Their lives easier, providing domestic service, a bit of remote humiliation). Serving sexually has been a line I haven’t crossed as to me, this would really mean cheating on my partner.
The thing is, an Alpha I have been serving for domestic work now wants me to serve His dick. It’s a bit of a mindfuck, because obviously I want to serve Him with my holes but it feels absolutely wrong…
He has given me one week to think it over, if I don’t comply, He will replace me.
I am completely lost and don’t know what to do at this point. Do you have any tips for me to cope?
Thank you
Thank you for the question, brother!
This is why I’ve always emphasized to faggots that they need to fully embrace the unshakeable truth and undeniable reality of being a faggot. It’s not like catching a cold. Faggots have needs for service that cannot be suppressed or replaced, and certainly not with a vanilla life of equality.
I definitely think it’s time to have a conversation with your significant other about this. First of all, you don’t really know what he might be wanting that he’s not getting, either. But he definitely deserves to know the truth about your needs. I know this isn’t going to be an easy conversation to have, but it’s an important one.
I know the timing sucks, but you put yourself into this box by not being honest with yourself and then sneaking around behind your partner’s back. You might need to let this Master and that opportunity pass until you clean house … unless your partner learns the truth and he’s okay with it. Sorry brother.
Hey bro. Long time sub fag here. Was never really close with my younger brother growing up, but now that we are both grown, we have been reconnecting. He knows i am gay and into fetish, and has told me that he and his wife are into kink. He is moving soon and will be about an hour away. i woke up this morning with my nub straining in its cage, was thinking about what if he knew i was a faggot and decided to make me serve Him. Not sure how to fully admit to him that i am a fag and ask if he is an alpha and i would be ok if he decided to follow the hierarchy.
Thank you for writing!
I would start with asking him if he considers himself to be Alpha. It’s likely he does (unless the “kink” they’re into is beta-sub/Domme nonsense). That’ll open him up to a discussion about hierarchy and your place in it.
Remember: he’s your brother, and he’s open-minded. You’re safe.
Hi Sam. I hope all is well! I’m wondering if you still have your old archive of videos anywhere? On the old site there was a favourite of mine, it was this big muscular black God Alpha discipling His white faggot. I think it was called The Importance of Aftercare. The faggot is naked and blindfolded and kneeling before its owner. Then the Alpha struck it hard across the face, knocking the faggot off balance. The Alpha then lowered Himself to the fag and held its face gently explaining why He had to punish it. He even softly kissed it. The fag then asked if it could hug its owner and the Alpha stood back up and allowed it to hug Him around the waist. He then fed it his cock. It was amazing! I’d love to see it again.
Thanks for writing!
I love my OG readers and their terrific memories! Yes I definitely remember that video! It was such an unusual one, so it stuck out.
It’s not in the archives (video wasn’t preserved), but I might have it on my hard-drives … but everything is currently in storage.
Hi fag, some time ago there was a question about lucas bergvall, footballer. You said you think he’s a fag and team you, and you were going to ask some football master for opinion. Have you heard anything?
Thank you for writing to me Sir!
I did ask straight Master Jin about it. Of course, as you might remember, Master Jin is an avid footballer/soccer player and has been for most of his adult life.
Master Jin said he’s almost 100% certain that Bervall is a faggot. He also addressed the whole Alpha/fag dynamic in football/soccer, and he said that it’s very common for straight Alphas to own and use faggots around the world.
Not sure about WHY that sport lends itself to hierarchical dynamics, but according to him it’s almost expected.
The other day I mentioned my experience picking up an Alpha Lyft driver, and I figured I would receive at least one question about it. Sure enough, it arrived like clockwork:
Hi Brother Sam, Thank you for running this site as a just turned 18 year old fag I have found it very helpful and informative, I was scrolling through your page about to ask a question myself when a recent reply caught my attention from one of your stories, you mentioned you approached a Lyft driver and Managed to serve him in 2021, could you please share the story with me and inspire me? I only ask as I use an Uber to and from work every day the last month and it’s always this stunning married mid 40’s muscle gym bro who drives me to work and home, we have built up a relationship since the start of July (when I first started using him) and he is very Alpha. masculine, confident and gives off incredible energy, I find myself with the urge to serve him as a fag and was writing to you today for advice/how to approach it as I’m still so new to this world and want to serve him and embrace my duty as a fag and then I saw you mention a lyft driver which is so similar to my story, could you please provide tips/advice and share your story of how you convinced your lyft driver to let you serve him ? thank you brother Sam! much love and respect – Ryan the Fag xo
I wrote about the experience on the previous version of this site, but for some reason I couldn’t find it in my archives (I did find my post about the Alpha I drove home and serviced him after, which I might repost). So I’ll tell the story again, because it really illustrates the power of fearlessly speaking hierarchical truth!
As many of you know, I was arrested in late August of 2020 when a friend of mine asked me to drive a car to him in another state, and that car had meth inside the doors (of which fact I was naively unaware). I spent three weeks in jail before being released on my own recognizance. Three days after my release I came down with a paralyzing staph infection of the blood and pneumonia arising from the chemo port still in my chest from my bout with cancer two years prior. I nearly died from that while laboring in the COVID wing of the hospital, but I eventually overcame it after two months of antibiotics.
I was in rough shape!
I had sold my car to pay bills, so I was immobile for the first time since I was 16 years old. One day I needed to go to an Office Max store for some supplies, so I called a Lyft ride to drive me 15 minutes away. My driver was “Antoine”. I would later find out everybody called him “Twan”.
I was pleasantly surprised when I saw Twan in the driver’s seat. He looked young (turned out he was 24 years old) and wearing a Cardinals jersey. He had a neatly trimmed goatee and his short hair was twisted in little braids. He grunted at me when I greeted him with that indifferent black Alpha attitude I learned to overcome long ago. And so we started off.
I started by asking him how long he had been driving Lyft. “A coupla months,” was the blunt reply. So I quickly pivoted to my own previous experience driving Uber and Lyft for a year, and I mentioned how weird some of the rides had been. No real response. Then I said, “I’m sure you get a lot of people flirting with you since you’re Alpha.” He chuckled a little bit and agreed. “My girl don’t like that part.”
So then I said, “Do you consider yourself to be Alpha?” He quickly agreed that he was. So then I said, “Some people don’t think Alphas are real, but I know they are.” I began to describe some of the qualities of Alphas and what sets them apart. I had his attention.
Then I said, “I’m a firm believer in hierarchy.” He replied, “What do you mean?” So I explained how males are different, and how Alphas like him are at the top of the hierarchy pyramid and other males are below and serve the Alphas on top.
Then came the magic question: “So what are you?” I smiled, and without hesitation said, “I’m a faggot, Sir.”
Twan laughed in knowing surprise. “Yeah, I thought you were.”
By this point we were almost there. Time to wrap it up: “I’ve accepted that my role is to serve superior Men and Alphas like you. It’s just the way the world is.” Twan pulled his SUV up in front of the store.
Before getting out, I ended this way: “Sir, if you want to take my number, you can call if you ever need anything.” He took my number. “Thank you, Sir,” I said respectfully as I left his vehicle.
I went inside the store and, after looking around unsuccessfully for a bit, asked a clerk to help me. Suddenly, my phone dings. I have a message from Twan:
“Come out to the truck now.”
I immediately excused myself and left the store. In front of the store was Twan’s SUV. I climbed into the back seat, asking coyly, “Are you in need, Sir?”
“Yeah.”
We drove around until we found a bank that was closed (it was COVID, and many places were closed during the weekdays). He pulled to a discreet back corner of the lot, parked, and then hurried into the back seat with me. He pulled down his sweat pants and underwear in one smooth motion and said, “suck my dick, fag!”
One thing I love about black Alphas is the length and weight of their limp dicks. Even when they’re not hard, they’re still impressive when you manipulate them or suck them. Twan was not totally hard when I started, so I got to enjoy the pleasure of it rapidly growing in my mouth. He grabbed my head and fucked my mouth for a bit, and he barked commands like “moan more!” when he wanted some vibration.
When he was getting close, I was starving for his load, but Twan loves shooting his loads on his cocksucker’s mouths/faces. He did that to me, and I pushed what I could into my mouth and swallowed it after.
Then he drive me home.
Since he had a girlfriend, he couldn’t use me all the time, but I was one of his regular cocksuckers for about a year or so until I was finally sentenced and sent to prison in July of 2022. When I was released two years later Twan had changed his phone number and mine was different, too. So that was the end of that!
As you can see, this isn’t particularly difficult. It really just requires a faggot to be fearlessly honest about hierarchy and purpose. You have truth and the insatiable Alpha sex drive on your side! Use those things to your advantage just like I did then!
Hello fellow faggot, i have been in a depressive episode lately and wasn’t able to serve me online masters, what should I do?? Im sacred?? How do I separate the wrothlessness i feel and my faggotry, I love being degraded but some Alphas are just so….they dont have balance of care and superiority for their fags, is it wrong of me to expect this?
Thank you for the letter, and I’m sorry you’re depressed!
We all go through periods of depression, brother. It’s natural. As faggots, it’s also natural (and probably correct) to feel some sense of worthlessness or unworthiness.
But you need to keep in mind that online Alphas are not “real” in the same way as Alphas in real life. They can’t replace real-life Alphas because they don’t need to care at all. “Training” from an online Alpha is essentially worthless because there is no real accountability. So don’t let phantom Alphas tear you down, brother. They’re ultimately meaningless.
There are better opportunities for you and your submission. Work on yourself, figure out how you can be useful and how you can use your strengths as a faggot to your advantage! You have gifts to offer an Alpha. Never doubt that!
I love you for caring about your truth! Stay strong!
What are ways to subtly practice being a faggot? Besides chastity (i cannot access) and servitude (i already do). I wanna be more of a faggot
Thank you for writing!
I appreciate your desire to deepen your submission and experience your faghood in more meaningful ways! It’s good that you’re already practicing servitude (although I’m unsure of what that means exactly), because that indicates you’re working on your mindset.
I guess if you don’t have access to chastity, you also don’t have access to toys like dildos or other oral/anal training devices. If you do, I would get one or two and start practicing with them. If not, then use carrots in order to practice and train your oral skills. Focus on deepthroating. Journaling can also be helpful along with meditation. And, if you can afford it, try findom as well. Although I almost never suggest findom, in certain circumstances it can be helpful.
