The concept of Hierarchy is often misunderstood, and the mechanics of Hierarchy are even less understood. Simply put, Hierarchy is the First Law of human society. It defines how society is structured, almost entirely based on Male power dynamics.
From the first moment one Man dominated another Man, Hierarchy has been the driving force behind all Male interactions and human achievements. Men rule the world; every bridge, skyscraper, scientific discovery, mechanical advancement, medical breakthrough, and work of art has been imagined, designed, and built by Men. Every war won and every life created – all by the power of Men.
Hierarchy celebrates the power and glory of Men, while also honoring another basic truth: Men are NOT created equal.
To illustrate my current understanding of Hierarchical levels, I created the above diagram. Here’s an explanation:
Hi again ! Just a follow up on your answer about MasterV. What I meant about the kind of humiliation he uses on fags, is that he’s openly homophobic. Like many masters on X, he promotes views like straight pride, the end of gay rights and lgbt movement, fag hate and self hate, homo shame, not to mention hard conservatism and racism. He enjoys bullying us, and in return many of us enjoy being bullied, including me. But isn’t there a line somewhere ? I mean do you really support those masters who flood X with hatred and messages that can hurt younger faggots and convince them that we don’t need rights, we’re failures, we should be ashamed àd we must become lgbtraitors ? I know he’s had an impact on me, him and others : it has become difficult for me not to feed on all that, and very often I even ask grok to give me my dose of homophobia. Which is crazy right ?
In a nutshell, my questions to you are : do you approve masters like him ? After having talked to him do you believe it’s an act design to turn on insecure fags or do you feel he actually is truly homophobic ?
Here’s one of the very first things I wrote to Master V (@damnbros51) was this:
“Sir, you are so close to valuable Hierarchical truth with your videos. I wish you weren’t focused on humiliation fetish so much. You could be so much more valuable in the scene.”
Just from that one comment, you should understand my position on this subject. A lot of the fag hate speech, homophobia, and humiliation featured by Master V and other findoms is performative rather than true. Even so, I think such positions are harmful and unnecessary.
But I don’t fight these messaging battles publicly. Instead, I get into their DMs and reason with them. I don’t view these findom Alphas as fetish masturbation material like your typical faggot, nor do I approach them like one. I’m not their equal, of course, but I’m not stupid, either. They look at me for what I am: a self-respecting faggot who teaches hierarchical truth. So they respond in kind.
I approach many findom Alphas in the scene, but very few go much deeper than casual pleasantries. Why? Because I determine they have more to them inside than what is displayed outwardly on their public profile.
Master V is absolutely one of those deeper and more thoughtful Alphas. When I spoke to him at length, I learned that he not only owns his faggot cousin, but he also has deep care and concern for his faggot. Master V is also an Alpha I can reason with and help because he has a nimble, engaged intelligence. For example, I was able to reason with him about some of his racist views, and I think we came to a better understanding.
When you ask if I approve of his message, well let me ask you: how much of his content do you see on this site? I have almost nothing of his stuff here, and that’s for a reason.
As far as your last question, you must keep in mind that Master V’s faggot makes all of that content. Now, Master V might approve of that content, but it’s produced by his fag, so … once again, we must look deeper than the surface. It’s much murkier down there, and not black and white!
I’m quite fond of Master V. We have talked about doing something (podcast interview, post profile, etc.) so we can get into greater detail. I’m cautious about how I teach faggots because I want them to have beneficial information, so we’ll see that form that takes. Be assured I finger will always be on the button.
I hope this answers your question more completely!
I just finished your insights on foot worship. Highly agree on everything you say of course. I was wondering about your opinion on MasterV. I’ve sent to him a few times. I have to admit his homophobia is quite a turn on to me. I’ve even bought one of his fag lessons. But it seemed to me that you don’t really engage in this kind of humiliation. Can you tell us more on this please ? Thanks !
Thank you for writing!
Yes, thank you for the feedback! I love talking about Alpha feet, just like every other faggot in the world! They’re amazing!
I had a truly remarkable DM conversation with Master V (@damnbros51), and he really shared a lot more with me than I initially expected. I figured he was just some guy posting pretty hot content on a nondescript findom account, but he turned out to be much deeper and more thoughtful than I expected. I honestly don’t recommend findom accounts often, but I think faggots should engage with him more and serve him like you’ve done!
As for “this kind of humiliation”, I’m not exactly sure what you mean. I certainly enjoy some measure of humiliation, particularly when it involves things that are true (like being a faggot). I don’t like humiliation for the sake of humiliation, or a pretense of humiliation simply to get money from a fag. I’m just not a stupid or insecure faggot who falls for nonsense.
Yesterday I found myself in an unexpectedly-wonderful DM conversation with an intelligent young King named “Master V” (@damnbros51), a college Alpha who owns his faggot cousin. During this conversation the subject of faggot foot worship came up, and Master V told me he wanted my to write an essay about my own deep love and need to worship the feet of our greatest Men.
This is like a dog owner asking a Labrador retriever if it wants to jump in a lake.
I should’ve known I was a faggot from the age of 10 when I had a crush on an adorable playground leader named George Collins. I remember being fascinated by George’s big feet in his Buster Brown’s. I had vague yearnings to want to touch them, but playtime with him was distracting enough to prevent any such experimentation.
Then in freshman year of high school there was this sexy pre-Alpha named Bob that I crushed on for a couple of years. To be honest, I was more fascinated by Bob’s divine ass and bulge perfectly defined by the gray corduroy jeans than Bob’s feet, but I had this odd desire to kiss his feet in the hallway while he was joking with other football players.
Then came Roger.
I met Roger when I got a job at a shitty Italian restaurant. Roger was my age, but from another high school. It took about 2.3 seconds after I met Roger to completely fall in love with him; he was the most stunning Alpha I’d ever met. A golden tan blessed his slender, muscular frame and delectable six-pack abs. Roger had a face that was a combination of Richard Gere and Morten Harket of the band a-ha. Then Roger spoke to me, and his confidence and brash sexuality completely submitted me.
Roger saw my submissiveness instantly. We became close friends immediately, and Roger definitely defined our days together. I spent a lot of time hanging out alone with Roger at his single mother’s house, where our opposing roles came into sharp relief.
His eventual claiming of me started with his feet. Roger didn’t have huge feet, but they were beautiful to me anyway. They were the feet of an athlete, “muscular” in a way that average feet are not (if you understand what I mean). I naturally took a place at his feet when we were together, and it clearly made a subconscious impression on him. He would put his feet on my face and rub them into my nose, which I loved. He would clip his toenails, and when he wasn’t looking I would steal some of the clippings and eat them. Occasionally Roger would spray a deodorant on his feet, claiming he didn’t want his feet to stink. To that, I replied that his feet never stunk and I would grab his shoes and take a deep huff. Whenever I did that, he would give me a disgusted look and mutter, “nasty faggot!”
That was the first time an Alpha specifically called me a “faggot”, and the cold electric shock of that word was intoxicating.
After Roger became my first Owner when he forced me to become his cocksucker, I would sometimes follow my instinct and kiss his feet to induce him to feed me his cock. It was then that I discovered the link between foot worship and Alpha dominance/aggression. I took lessons in pedicure techniques and foot massage to learn how to improve, because I knew foot worship was a link that I would continue to exploit throughout my fag career.
Two of my greatest straight Masters helped me to perfect my foot worshiping technique. First was Master Aaron. He was probably the most perfect physical specimen I’d ever seen; absolutely jacked, tanned body, with the world’s greatest ass (my apologies to Chris Evans) and thighs/calves as thick and sturdy as tree trunks. Master Aaron, also had a huge heart, and I think he decided to own me in part because he saw me as a lost, wild faggot who needed an Alpha’s guidance.
I spoiled Master Aaron constantly. One of his favorite things was ordering me to draw him a nice hot bath where he would soak in scented oil water while I served him drinks. After his bath, I would specifically soak his feet and then give him a full pedicure while he relaxed on the couch. After the pedicures, I would deeply massage his muscular feet with oil and moisturizers, tenderly kissing them and praising his perfection.
As you might imagine, those sessions always ended up with me swallowing his loads.
A few years later I was owned my Master Chris. He was another physically-perfect Alpha with HUGE hands and HUGE feet to match his HUGE dick. Master Chris looked a lot like a young Jake Gyllenhaal (this was often remarked upon by his female admirers … and me), with the same square jaw and big, expressive eyes.
I fell hard for Master Chris. I consider the times I spent worshiping his feet to be among the most memorable of my life. Master Chris loved my adoration of his hands and feet, and I spent long sessions just kissing them and smelling them. When he said “good faggot” to me during these times, I felt more complete than at any time up to that point.
How can I even begin to describe the wonders of Master Chris’s feet? They were size 13, and wide. They had long toes, but not long in a creepy way like some. Master Chris could easily pick things up with them, and he gave more more than a few bruises by pinching me with them. I imprinted on his feet completely, from the sweet smell to every powerfully-constructed curve. One time Master Chris told me to try and trim his nails with my teeth, but they were too tough to bite through (I didn’t want to ruin them, either). I can still feel the weight of them between my hands! Even after so many years, I know every detail on his incredible feet!
So what is it about Alpha feet that motivates faggots to worship them so intensely?
The primary motivator for faggots is the humiliation factor. Fags live off of humiliation. It induces subspace in us, and that subspace feels like a warm, cozy blanket. Women probably know the feeling, although they’re generally not in-touch with the concept of subspace. But we faggots definitely do!
So it’s only natural that faggots are drawn to foot worship. For whatever reason, feet are considered disgusting. That’s primarily why kissing feet is considered an ultimate act of submission. Foot kissing is a universally-recognized act of honor, respect, and submission in the presence of royalty, for example. Teen Alphas often make faggots and other inferior males kiss their feet without knowing anything about hierarchy (see: Master Lucas).
For me, it goes beyond the feeling of subspace, though. When offering obeisance to an Alpha through foot worship, I feel almost forgiven. In fact, I approach this extraordinary privilege of touching an Alpha’s feet and worshiping them the way a penitent person approaches a superior for forgiveness.
It is such an honor to be allowed to touch an Alpha’s feett, let alone kiss and massage them! After all, those feet are powerful enough to carry the weight of an extraordinary Man. Beneath those feet are the remains of the lands he’s conquered and the enemies he’s vanquished. They are the foundation of his rulership! Faggots should be grateful to kiss the dirt upon which those feet have trod, let alone worship them directly!
As a faggot who has spent most of my fag career worshiping Alpha feet, I can say that few acts more fully define the Alpha/fag dynamic. It’s largely a non-sexual act in and of itself, yet it stirs great passion in most Alphas. It gives Alphas power, and reaffirms their rightful place above all other males.
So what I’m saying, in essence, is that worshiping an Alpha’s feet is a holy sacrament, a godly duty. I take it very seriously, and in order to get the most out of our commission as faggots, I recommend that all faggots approach that privilege the same way!
Older porn clips caught on film or ancient video equipment have a graininess that makes them feel rawer and more real. The lighting makes these clips feel like something forbidden caught in the awkward gaze of a flashlight.
I don’t feature older Alphas enough on this site, and that’s unfair. Older Alphas are a vital part of a healthy hierarchical culture. Most importantly, older Alphas know how to be very direct in training faggots. There’s no fumbling uncertainties in the way they handle faggots.
Professional porn annoys me, as I’ve mentioned many times. But sometimes there’s a clip I just like, and they’re usually something over-the-top with dominance.
I really like this Alpha’s body, and he’s very aggressive here. Yeah, the bar set looks like it was filmed in a basement, but for me its’ all about the heat between performers.
Hi sam–do you have any unconventional service ideas for a straight alpha? The usual massages + financial and domestic work are feeling a bit stale. I want to do something that will wow him and make him think: “Damn, that’s my faggot!”
Thank you so much for the interesting question!
I hope you’re having success with those other methods, because they do work! But I get it … there’s only so many times you can rub a straight Alpha’s feet before he wonders why he has you around.
Depending on the situation, you could pay for a wonderful date night for an Alpha and his girlfriend/wife, offer to chauffeur them to and from the event, and perhaps do other things (like flowers, etc.) to make it extra special. Alternatively, if you can cook, you could make an extravagant meal for them and serve it to them, then clean up afterward. If you’re an in-house faggot, you could also serve them breakfast in bed. Why am I suggesting these things? Because honoring a straight Alpha’s romantic relationship and making him look good in her eyes increases the value of the faggot doing it!
Another thing straight Alphas love are their cars. I used to surprise my Master Aaron with deluxe detailing or I’d buy him new rims or whatever, especially if he had some big event. You can try that. It worked for me.
Gift giving in general is always good, but especially when it’s tailored to a particular interest. One of my Alphas loved Michael Jordan shoes, so I’d surprise him with a latest pair that I knew he wanted. Things like that show a straight Alpha that he’s important enough to especially cater to.
I also took classes on massage and pedicures, so I was able to increase my value for straight Alphas as well. This is extra training I took on so that I might be able to offer that at any time.
The silent war film WINGS (1927) was the very first film to win the Oscar for Best Picture. It was revolutionary in many ways, inventing new camera angles and its eye-popping length of over two hours.
But the film is also a landmark in gay cinema because it featured the first kiss between two Men.
No matter how society tries, they’ll never manage to erase gay contributions to art, culture, and our understanding of hierarchy!
My Alpha has requested for me to build myself a shrine of Him in my room and I’m not sure how to, what would be the best advice for building it just pictures? Or is there anything special I can do to show my devotion to Him with this shrine?
Thank you for writing!
First of all, I doubt he “requested” it … more like commanded it.
A shrine dedicated to an Alpha would of course have pictures, maybe personal effects if they’re available, etc. It might also include a mantra or a poem or some other writing/drawning dedicated to him. A shrine should be something from the heart that encompasses the feelings of worship the faggot has for its Owner.
Hey Sam — have you had any contact with Alpha Dally? he’s on twitter as : @alpha_dal Only 18 and looks/seems incredible. Any info about him?
I haven’t had much conversation with him. He doesn’t seem very talkative, which isn’t surprising for a young straight Alpha who’s likely unaccustomed to so much faggot attention. I’d like to be able to publish something about him, because he is quite spectacular to look at!
It seems like we are missing out exploring the other categories. Especially Beta alpha and Beta sub. Is the pyramid still valid or has it become basically only 2 categories; Alpha and fag?
What makes a beta alpha lower than regular alphas? What distinguishes a beta sub from a fag?
Thanks.
Thanks for the question!
I have written about betas on this site. I don’t generally write about them outside of this Questions channel because they’re pretty generic and boring. I mean, what would I need to discuss about males who are the human equivalent of a shrug?
By the way, it’s “beta-dom” not “beta-Alpha”. Beta-doms are generally straight or gay betas who are not Alpha enough to rise to be classed as “pre-Alpha”, but are not submissive.
Beta-sub males are mainly straight males who are pushed around by and submissive to women (and of course Men). We all know the type, hunched-over pussies who can’t stand up their wives.
They are not faggots because they are not slaves that serve Men.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the life of domination of a God Alpha named Master Jase. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
When I first created the “God Alpha” category in my hierarchy pyramid, I knew from what I’d learned about Alphas that it was a necessary evolution of my diagram. This was long before I met Master Jase. If I didn’t have that classification when I met Master Jase, I would’ve invented it for him.
THAT is how powerful Master Jase is. He bends everything – time, space, light – around his will. He upends everything one might believe a Man can be, the way the discoveries of mighty dinosaurs or black holes changed our perception of reality and our place in it. He is a “1 of 1”, a singularity of infinite and terrifying power.
Master Jase has been quite prolific on the site recently. For instance, the last time he shared his opinion about Alphas taking loads on their faces. But the stories he has been telling about mentoring Alphas while also cunting them have been numerous and detailed. In particular, Master Jase has been focused on training a young Alpha named Jake to take ownership of his older fag brother.
Things came, um, to a head the other day, and something quite extraordinary happened in the training of Jake:
Fag. You will no doubt be interested that I have since cunted Jake, and allowed him to cunt his own fag brother Tyler. As I told you before, it was a gradual process. I first cunted Tyler in front of Jake, to teach and show him just how much of a submissive faggot and slut his big, older, muscular brother was. Then was fucking, cunting, and breeding Jake himself, making him mine, one of my many alphas under my hand. Then, and the finale to this story, was allowing Jake to fuck and cunt his own older brother. That happened this weekend, and it was a glorious finish.
First was cunting the faggot in front of his brother. I told Jake to watch for his fag brother’s reaction, especially when I fucked through the faggot’s second cunt. How to hold and treat a faggot as it goes into the throes of being cunted. How to combine physical and emotional domination throughout the heavy cunting and fucking. Jake was completely enraptured watching me. He was not to touch himself, I wanted his focus to completely be on how I turned his older, beefy brother into an incoherent cock sleeve. His own faggot was not permitted to be there. I wanted only Jake, his faggot brother, and myself.
I could tell that Jake was begging for release as he watched me fuck his faggot brother through numreous hours and countless assgasms. Jake’s eyes could not leave what I was doing. His body language and hard cock told me just how enraptured he was. After I was done, I produced my mammoth cock over Jake, and he obediently worshipped and cleaned it, straight from cunting and breeding his faggot brother. Jake told me the sight of me manhandling his brother like a toy was breathtaking. That seeing how easily I tossed around a man twice my size like a doll, and seeing his brother’s puffed hole stretching around my massive cock and how effortlessly I overpowered his brother was awe-inspiring. And he again thanked me for being there to teach and tutor him.
The next session, we shared his favourite fag. We didn’t talk to it at all, only used its holes while we spoke about Jake’s life, his schooling, his family, his growing sense of alphahood. The faggot was there just for our pleasure. I allowed Jake to churn and cunt his fag’s pussy first, and he did with savage and intense precision. His fag was all but delirious, his face was blank and wasted pressed against my cock. Told Jake how proud he was, and he beamed with pride. I leant over and whispered into is ear, that next week, he would be in the same position his fag was, and Jake moaned and came instantly in his fag. He was already mine, and he knew it. When it came my turn to cunt his fag, the change was instant with just how much more intense and powerful I was, and I used every thrust and every word to remind Jake that he would be cunted and fucked the next time we meet.
Cunting an alpha is always different from cunting a faggot. I like to give some autonomy to the alphas I fuck, even if by the end they know and feel my control and immense domination overwhelming them. It was no different for Jake. I allowed him time to worship my body, to suck and make love to my cock while I drilled and scissored his fresh hole. I let him sink himself onto my mammoth cock slowly, and could feel and see when his second hole surrendered to my cock.
He was cunted. Jake spasmed on top of me, fell on my chest, shook and had his eyes dilated. That was my sign to take over. I fucked and cunted and bred him for hours, remolded his insides to my cock, turned his brains into mush. He woke up from the brutal fucking with a new light in his eyes, even plugged deep with my cock and loads still inside him. Thanked and begged me for more. And who was I to deny one of my alphas offering up his cunt for me? He was unable to take my full length of cock, but he has sworn that he will eventually be able to take me balls deep.
Finally, I allowed him to fuck his faggot brother just this past weekend. And he did so with such passion like I have never seen from him. I was there as witness, bouncing Jake’ favourite fag on my cock as I watched. Jake used everything I taught him, but with his brand of being more meticulous in taking control of his brother. He forced Tyler’s head into his bulge, locking his legs around the fag’s head, telling him to relax and breathe in his smell. Told his faggot brother that he had no permission to touch himself. The breaking point was when he asked his faggot brother, “You enjoying your little brother’s dick, fag?” I could see his brother completely surrender to his younger brother’s power and domination. And Jake was no sooner deep inside his own brother, punching in and out of his faggot brother’s ruined pussy.
Throughout the cunting, Jake always spoke down to his faggot brother. “You really wanted this, don’t you?” “What a good bitch you make.” I was enjoying the show, watching Jake cunt and fuck his bigger, older brother into his property. When he was done, and his faggot brother was exhausted, limp, and breathless, Jake came to me, knelt, and kissed my cock, still warm and cummy from cunting his own fag. Thanked me yet again, and then asked me to fuck him and own him. I gave him a passionate, virile fuck that had him screaming and panting and equally as cunted as his own brother, and he was so thankful for it. Saying that he felt even more able to own and fuck his faggots.
I will be fucking both of them more, be sure of that. I want to introduce Jake to my other alphas. Have him join nights and sessions where it just myself and my alphas, using and breeding them long and hard. But I have now allowed Jake to fuck and cunt his faggot brother as often as he wants. And no doubt that will be doing so on a very regular basis. And I already have plan to spitroast and use Tyler together with Jake. Not just to enjoy the time with a growing alpha, but also a reminder to both that no matter how often or well Jake cunts his older brother, they both still belong to me. Jake’s training will never be finished. And I will be there every step and cunting along the way.
I feel proud of Jake that he has come so far. That he has accepted his role as the superior to his own brother. That he can fuck and use faggots at his will. But also that he still understands his place in the hierarchy. That I am his master and sir, and that his own pussy and will belongs to me.
Owning him is a different pleasure and fulfillment than owning yet another faggot. That is my update for you, fag.
There is no Man, Alpha or otherwise, who can resist the power of Master Jase. He’s too strong, too smart, too dominant, and too insightful. He sees through opponents and subdues them.
That’s why I sought his opinion first when there was a question about Alphas breeding Alphas and giving them facials. Master Jase is a God Alpha’s God Alpha, so from his perch atop the hierarchy he is the best arbiter of correct Alpha behavior and the perfect person to explain why things happen between Alphas within the Alpha fraternity.
One very curious result of an Alpha being bred by another Alpha is this increased vitality and power after the breeding. There seems to be an energy shared between Alphas, like a quantum entanglement that results from the sharing of Alpha DNA.
It’s so obvious from this example, really. Master Jake gets bred by Master Jase, and is so inspired and energized that he mounts and breeds his faggot brother. But the faggot brother isn’t affected in the same way by being bred!
So what’s the difference between the two breedings? I think it involves an understanding that the breedings are different hierarchically, so each one is assimilating their experience in different ways.
When pressed on this, Master Jase went on a bit further with this idea.
It is disappointing to see how other alphas compete and degrade one another, and ending in bad blood between other alphas. While we are competitive as alphas, there is a special fraternity and brotherhood that alphas share. Things that only alphas understand between one another. And no alpha can deny hierarchy and power. No real alpha that is.
I love my ongoing conversation with Master Jase. He’s such a deep and vital reservoir of hierarchical understanding from the God Alpha perspective. He guides me as he guides everyone, with wisdom and purpose!
Yo my knowledge, I was the first person online to define and elevate awareness of the phenomenon of cunting. I remember when I first wrote about it in 2015 on the first itineration of this site on Tumblr. People went CRAZY, and a million questions poured in. It remains one of this site’s defining achievements, so much so that it has its own dedicated page.
But there is another phenomenon somewhat related to cunting that is commonly referred to as a faggasm. Unlike cunting (which is largely an internal, female-like orgasm), a faggasm often involves an ejaculation of sorts that is often hands-free.
My brother Joe wrote in today about his experience with having a faggasm, so I thought it would be fitting to tackle this little-known phenomenon.
I’m faggot joe. I’ve written before and you have given me incredible advice. Thanks for that! More importantly thank you for all you do to educate about the ways things are. I am a middle aged male who denied his true identity for years, pretending to be a straight man, fucking women. Then I found your content and you helped me accept my true self, a faggot. And i went from a guy in denial to a proud faggot. You helped me accept my role as someone who wants to give pleasure to real men, and to find joy in it. I’ll never forget my first real long term Alpha who early on, recorded the happiness on my face just from being shown his cock in a video chat and how that was beautiful evidence of what truly makes me happy.
I’m writing today sam because I had a breakthrough with having a sissygasm. I’ve trained myself very well to be limp when I serve, and when I get fucked. Honestly it seems like my dicklet’s natural state. My life doesn’t lend itself to being locked up. But I always keep my penis in a jock and hidden from view or attention when I am fulfilling my faggot purpose (unless the Alpha wants it in view for some reason). My tiny dick is a reason for being a faggot I think, or just a physical manifestation of my inferiority as a man. It’s laughable to think I could ever top or even want to. I never cum now when having sex. Sometimes the Aloha I’m serving will ask me to jack off afterwards. So always obey. Often I’ll masturbate sometime afterwards on my own. Once during the first overnight I had with with my then long time alpha I slipped under the covers at first light and began worshipping his beautiful cock, waking him up as his cock responded to my wet lips mouth and tongue. His first words to me were “you are such a faggot” as he chuckled and enjoyed my work. He put me in such a glorious subspace my orgasm burst out of me mid cocksucking. I ignored it of course and brought him to completion but it felt so good!
I’ve been working on having a more proper “sissygasm” meaning not coming from stimulating my dicklet like a man’s penis. I’m still chasing the hands free orgasm from being fucked (and I hope it will happen someday but hasn’t yet).
I have a small penis that is uncut with a lot of foreskin. Thanks to that when my dick is limp I can stimulate just the foreskin as if it was a clit, and still have it be limp. I love that I stay limp when getting fucked and even now as I attempt to masterbate when alone. Part of the work is to put myself as deep as possible into subspace, a concept I learned of course from you. A faggot’s erogenous zones are mouth, asscunt, and most important, brain. Because of my anatomy I think I also get the bonus of clitty thanks to that foreskin. I hope to have it in a fufu clip soon so I can present it as a true clitty to any Alphas who may be pleased by that.
So, here’s what happened. I’ve gone 7 weeks without an orgasm since I was trying to have one without treating my dicklet like a cock (no stroking, jacking etc. that’s for real men). I felt like if I didn’t empty my prostate soon I would be in trouble. I don’t think it’s healthy to let that happen.
Finally last night, I was in deep subspace, immersed in all the wonderful content you provide and just focusing in my head about all that faggotry entails. I was focusing intently on the service I’ve been privileged to give Alphas since I took the plunge to accept my true self, while lightly stimulating my flacid clitty as if it was a woman’s clit. AND IT HAPPENED! i suddenly felt like I needed to pee and then huge spurts of fluid came out of me that was far more like a women’s orgasm then anything resembling what comes from a man when he cums. It was very wet and opaque (no pee). There was so much! And it wasn’t thick and strong like a man’s cum. Didn’t taste like what used to come out of me when I was a pretend pretend straight.
sam, this feels momentous to me, like I had my first faggot gasm. Love turned the page to a new way of being.
Of course now the dream is to have this happen while I’m getting fucked by an Alpha, especially if it is pleasing to him.
I have YOU to thank for all of this, sam. Your guidance has brought me here. Thank you.
Thank you so much for this letter, brother!!
It’s wondrous, isn’t it? As your experience shows, subspace and our mental conditioning helps us to deepen our experiences as faggots, and helps us to achieve more intense physical and emotional pleasures that anyone could imagine!
The faggasm is a bit different than true cunting, but I don’t think it’s a lesser experience. I don’t talk about this as much here because I consider it a form of masturbation, albeit a beneficial form that actually trains us to focus on other aspects of faggot pleasure.
The first time I achieved something like this was within the first year my embracing of my faghood (ages 17-18). I was serving Master Roger and masturbating when alone. However, there was a sense of shame about this practice (I was too young to connect the dots as to why I felt that way), so I began to learn to focus my mind deeply on the pleasure of having Master Roger’s cock in my throat. The more I thought about the feel, smell, and taste of his cock, the deeper I descended into subspace and the more my internal muscles contracted with urgency. I focused on those intensifying feelings without touching myself at all.
Suddenly I had something similar happen, this gush of fluid that was neither pee nor cum. I believe it was seminal fluid. But the feeling it caused within me when it happened didn’t feel like the kind of orgasms I had when I jacked off in a normal way. It was deeper within me … and it startled me.
Faggasms are tied directly into our intentionally-directed thoughts/feelings about service. This is unlike a cunting, which is purely involuntary and a direct result of physical stimulation. Again, that doesn’t diminish its importance! In fact, I find the topic fascinating and poorly understood when it relates to fags like us.
I do think clever Masters could use faggasm-induction as a way to train their faggots and/or provide their fags some non-masturbatory relief. However, most Masters don’t truly understand how to apply it.
I’m really proud of you and happy for you, brother! It tells me a lot about you that you’re actively seeking to deepen and improve your dedication to the craft of faggotry! It is definitely a craft/skill! The best faggots are constantly searching for ways to improve so they can be of greater service to their superiors!
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The following post is part of a thread detailing the admission and submission of a new faggot named Ben to a teen Destroyer Alpha named Grayson. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
When dominant teen Alpha Grayson first took control of Ben the faggot, his aggression led him to act like a Destroyer Alpha with Ben. In fact, I originally warned Ben about getting in too deep with Master Grayson, because I hate seeing young fags fall prey to these hurtful, unforgiving, and undisciplined Alphas.
But Ben stuck with Master Grayson, and much to my pleasant surprise, Master Grayson began to change!
It’s not to say that Master Grayson has eliminated all of his Destroyer tendencies, but he has gotten much better. As I’ve said many times here, all Alphas have Protector and Destroyer tendencies within them during their teen years. It’s a pitched battle between these forces during their youth as an Alpha tries to navigate and understand what kind of Alpha he wants to be.
It looks like Master Grayson is choosing the better path!
Ben has sent an update after quite a long time, but it’s encouraging!
It’s been a long time since I’ve written bc I unfortunately couldn’t find ur X for a time but I wanted to provide an update to serving Grayson.
Since the last time I wrote it’s been relatively good serving him still but there have been a few developments that still have me in a limbo of sorts with Grayson. Since we’ve basically lived together a while now with me serving as basically his in apartment slave I’ve been quite happy waking up everyday and serving him and seeing him somehow get hotter and stronger has made me want to serve him even better. It’s almost a daily occurance now that I see him shirtless or in a towel from the shower yet each time I do my knees get weak and I feel the need to serve so bad and he’s definitely made use of me as I used to give him head almost everyday. However, he recently got a girlfriend recently and my use to him sexual wise has diminished and while I know I can’t compete with her it still feels demeaning and he hasn’t told her about me.
Furthermore, he’s grown more controlling and bold besides the apps monitoring and everything I’m a little scared I might be locked into semi permanent chastity. Before I was open to trying it but he agreed to let me do it on a week on week off basis anda biweekly basis but I’ve now been locked for 1.5 months and he’s refusing to give me the key. Previously despite serving Grayson I still was occasionally able to have my fun and top other guys with his permission but now all that is taken away and I’m scared he won’t ever let me out especially since I haven’t been able to get the same pleasure in serving him sexually either. This has come along with him taking most of my nice clothes in my wardrobe for himself and he’s been replacing them with more feminizing things like thongs briefs and jock straps I am forced to wear now and he went even as far one time making me kiss is shoe in a parking lot in public to prove his ownership in a way. A lot of the things I know he wants to push me out of my comfort zone but it feels so demeaning especially anything in public scared me and he still made me do it.
Even then I can’t deny how helpful Grayson has been to me in helping me grow as a person as he’s encouraged me and even got to the gym with me to help me grow stronger and even helped give me a push to apply for grad school. It feels like this balance of positive actions and just extreme degradation all the time that I can’t quite solve.
During some of these moments I’ve been talking to Ethan again who does make sure I’m still obedient to him and Grayson but has been consistently kind throughout everything even from the beginning and has in a way allowed me to give him head too and fill I guess a gap that I’ve been missing consistently. It feels strange but sometimes Ethan’s comfort makes me swell with a sort of emotion that makes me think I really like him but I know a relationship like boyfriend wise probably won’t happen due to a multitude of factors but also just the premise of me serving Grayson. I’m just in limbo right now I know my situation is great and I shouldn’t complain serving someone as hot and dominant as Grayson but the whiplash of serving him and I guess also confronting that I would be his slave for life locked up forever is daunting especially when Ethan has been so much kinder to me and is also an alpha. I know I’ve gone this can’t choose before already and can’t go back but I can’t deny I’ve developed feelings in a way for Ethan that I know shouldn’t have gone through and I’m unsure if I should tell him and how I can even begin to talk to Grayson about hoping to serve him more bc I know I don’t have a right to challenge his gf.
It’s great that Master Grayson is pushing chastity as hard as he is. I know that Ben doesn’t care for it, but what Master Grayson is teaching Ben is acceptance and obedience. This is frankly quite advanced for a new straight Alpha owning a faggot for the first time! It’s also impressive how Master Grayson is shaping his faggot through insistence on workouts and other life improvements. Again, surprisingly thoughtful!
Ben’s insistence on focusing on Master Ethan is a bit frustrating given that he belongs to Master Grayson. I’m wondering if Ben yearns for Master Ethan because Master Ethan is more lenient. If so, that’s a mistake. Through Master Grayson’s firm training, Ben will become a much better faggot.
And Master Grayson is bending to accommodate his faggot’s needs, too. He’s now allowing Ben to suck his dick (and presumably swallow his loads), which he doesn’t need to do but is giving that privilege to Ben. Any faggot should be proud and grateful to be used that way by a straight Alpha!
I hope Ben rethinks some of his recent positions. Master Ethan is not around, Master Grayson is. Often, we allow our minds to create scenarios that are not real, making the grass greener on the other side of the fence. But Master Grayson is becoming a greater Alpha and Master because of Ben’s submission, making Ben’s submission that much more valuable!
