The concept of Hierarchy is often misunderstood, and the mechanics of Hierarchy are even less understood. Simply put, Hierarchy is the First Law of human society. It defines how society is structured, almost entirely based on Male power dynamics.
From the first moment one Man dominated another Man, Hierarchy has been the driving force behind all Male interactions and human achievements. Men rule the world; every bridge, skyscraper, scientific discovery, mechanical advancement, medical breakthrough, and work of art has been imagined, designed, and built by Men. Every war won and every life created – all by the power of Men.
Hierarchy celebrates the power and glory of Men, while also honoring another basic truth: Men are NOT created equal.
To illustrate my current understanding of Hierarchical levels, I created the above diagram. Here’s an explanation:
I’ll call myself Osvaldo. I’m a 22 year old Mexican fag who’s been following your content for over two years now. It has made me realize my place in hierarchy. I really love to surrender to a man and service him. I’ve done it sometimes with men I’ve met on Grindr, but I’m pretty much done with that.
Anyway. I’m writing to you ’cause I want your advice; you certainly have experience with these things. I want to serve an alpha man, just one; for life, if possible. And I think I have the perfect candidate.
I’ll call him “Matt”. He’s my same age, and I met him in my university. To picture him physically, think of a trust fund kid (he ain’t got that much money now, but he was born, raised and still participates in that environment); he’s a bit shorter that me (I’m 5’9″), slimmer than me, really hairy an very, very handsome. And yes, like any man from that context, he’s straight and kind of religious. He knows I’m gay and he’s chill about it, he’s even said that in the future, he’ll help me adopt children so I can build my own family, haha.
I have kind of served him for as long as I’ve known your content. “How so?” you might wonder. Well, he’s an entrepreneur and I’m his personal assistant; as well as the assistant of one of our friends, as they do business together. Also, as we’re in the same classes at uni; I’ve been his teacher whenever we have a test and I’ve included him on group projects and he does nothing, as I know he has more important things to do. He’s aware of the things I do for him off-work, and he sometimes thanks me. I wish I could get to the point where I can take his load from all my holes, but I’ll conform with servicing and worshipping his feet for now, haha. I’ve thought of I few strategies, and I’d like your feedback on them.
I’m thinking about feminizing myself, by doing the following: 1. Going to the gym to become slimmer. Rn, I’m kind of chubby. Not fat nor thin. My body concentrates some fat on my belly, but mostly on my thighs and ass. I want to train to have a slimmer figure, femboy-like. 2. Shave my whole body. I’m naturally kind of hairy, mostly on my lower back, arms, legs, (and again) thighs and ass. I’ve started to do so recently and I have received positive feedback from the men from Grindr, but I’m not sure if it’ll apply to him as well. 3. Wear feminine clothes. I’m thinking on start wearing fishnets, a choker (maybe) and lingerie for my fat ass (haha). I can’t outright wear women’s clothes, like skirts as I, for starters, don’t really like wearing those; and also because Matt, his business friend and my other boss, and our whole friend group don’t like “stereotypical” gays (i.e., loud, promiscuous and feminine wannabes). Also, because our line of work involves the local government, and our city is kinda conservative, I can’t do that openly. I’ll have to be discreet.
Now come all my questions, and I’d like to read what you think. Also, if your followers have some tips on the matter, I’d like to read them too: 1. Do you have a gym routine I can follow to reduce my belly fat and to define my thighs and ass? 2. Can you recommend a skincare and shaving routine? My body hair grows quickly and my skin is really sensitive to that, and to shaving 3. What discreet things can I wear and how do I show them to him? 4. How do I deepen further my service to him? I’ll be off-duty with him for either six months to a year, ’cause unfortunately I have to attend some personal business.
I plan to be working with my other boss and with Matt for the rest my life, though. That’s why I thought of Matt to be my master. I want him to know that he has a service faggot in me, and that he can use my mouth on fag pussy whenever he likes, either because his future girlfriend/wife doesn’t want to take his load (his past girlfriends have been like that), or just because he wants to blow some steam quickly. I don’t want to be an unclaimed fag forever.
I hope you can read and answer my query. I’ll be expectant! Thank you for everything you do with this site, you’re the best!
Sincerely yours, Osvaldo
Osvaldo, thank you for your detailed message!
First of all, I’m curious about how you think you’re going to seduce a straight Alpha that you said “doesn’t like stereotypical gays who act too feminine” by dressing up in feminizing clothes. That doesn’t make any sense. Straight Alphas will use faggots that look masculine. They respond to submission, not your clothes or use of makeup and stuff like that. They want their DL faggots to be passable males so that others don’t think they’re interested in faggots. Get what I mean?
As for your questions:
1. It’s almost impossible for me to go into great detail about a gym routine here. You’re young, so dieting will go a long way toward shaping your body. There are several routines online you can try to develop your glutes (ass muscles), something all straight Alphas will notice.
2. If you really grow hair quickly (and thickly), I’d recommend waxing. Waxing actually thins and reduces hair if you do it often enough, and allows you longer periods of time without needing to shave. Straight Alphas generally want us clean-shaven everywhere, so this would be the route I would take.
3. You can wear thongs that could show above the waistline of your pants. Maybe wearing more pink colors or feminine colored clothes? This is a hard one because typical male clothing isn’t particularly designed to be sexually enticing (although that is changing somewhat).
4. I’m not sure I understand what “off-duty with him for a year” means. It sounds like you WON’T be with him, so … I dunno, the wording confuses me. Just be genuinely complimentary, submissive, try to get physically lower than him (closer to his feet) whenever possible, etc.
I think it’s great that you want to be a long-term owned faggot, and that’s certainly possible. I wouldn’t just fixate on one Alpha right now, because sometimes we miss opportunities with other Alphas while focusing on one specific person. You’re young and you have a game plan. Just execute it with every Man, and you’ll find success!
Sziasztok! Egy 58 éves férfi vagyok Magyarországról, egy kis faluban élek. Van egy volt férjem és két gyermekem. Végre elfogadtam, hogy meleg vagyok, így ez már nem jelent problémát számomra. Jelenleg van egy partnerem, aki tud a szexualitásomról, de mostanában a kapcsolatunk többnyire spirituális/érzelmi, különösen az ő oldaláról.
A legnagyobb fétiszem a nyilvánosság: azt akarom, hogy mindenki megtudja, ki vagyok, ami a kis falusi környezet miatt intenzív. Sőt, néhány évvel ezelőtt elkezdtem magamról szubmisszívű, pikáns képeket posztolni az internetre, és a fiam véletlenül rábukkant az egyikre, és felismert.
Egy igazi faszimádó ribanc vagyok. A teljes megadásra vágyom, arra, hogy kihasználjanak, megalázzanak és engedelmes lyukként bánjanak velem.
A kérdésem a következő: családi háttérrel, otthon élő partnerrel és egy konzervatív kis faluban élve, hogyan tudom igazán kiteljesíteni önmagam, és hogyan élhetem meg ezt az alárendelt életmódot a lehető legjobban?”
Hello! I am a 58 year old man from Hungary, living in a small village. I have an ex-husband and two children. I have finally accepted that I am gay, so it is no longer a problem for me. I currently have a partner who knows about my sexuality, but lately our relationship is mostly spiritual/emotional, especially from his side.
My biggest fetish is publicity: I want everyone to know who I am, which is intense due to the small village environment. In fact, a few years ago I started posting submissive, spicy pictures of myself on the internet, and my son accidentally came across one of them and recognized me.
I am a real dick-loving slut. I crave complete submission, to be exploited, humiliated and treated like a submissive asshole.
My question is: with a family background, a partner living at home, and living in a conservative small village, how can I truly fulfill myself and live this subordinate lifestyle in the best possible way?
My Hungarian brother, thank you for writing!
You have a peculiar situation, and your fetish for exposure isn’t great to have in that situation, either. I was quite upset to hear that your son found out about what you’re doing. I just don’t think that’s something kids should be learning about their fathers, or at least not that way. Again, the small village situation makes that all the worse.
Is there some way you can conduct your faggot activities in a nearby city, away from the village? I know it might be inconvenient for you, but at least in a larger city you and your family will be safer (and you’ll also have more people to expose yourself to). That would be my recommendation, brother.
Magyar testvérem, köszönöm, hogy írtál!
Különös helyzetben vagy, és a leleplezés iránti vágyad sem túl jó ebben a helyzetben. Eléggé elszomorított, amikor hallottam, hogy a fiad rájött, mit csinálsz. Egyszerűen nem hiszem, hogy ezt a gyerekeknek kellene megtudniuk az apjukról, vagy legalábbis nem így. A kis falusi helyzet még rosszabbá teszi a helyzetet.
Van valami mód arra, hogy a buzi tevékenységeidet egy közeli városban, távol a falutól végezd? Tudom, hogy ez kényelmetlen lehet számodra, de legalább egy nagyobb városban te és a családod biztonságban lesztek (és több emberrel is találkozhattok). Ez lenne az én ajánlásom, testvér.
You can tell that Master @SherlockHoles94 has been using faggots for years. He uses almost perfect rhythmic control to guide this cocksucker through being throat fucked.
I wanna fuck my fag boyfriend every 24h but I think that’s too much for him. It’s my first time with a fag, so I don’t know. What is a good average for fags to take cock and not hurt their holes?
Master, thank you for writing to me!
Congratulations on taking ownership of your first faggot, Master! That’s great! I’m sure you’re experiencing a surge in your own personal power through the worship and service you’re receiving!
I think the popular consensus is every other day in order for the faggot’s hole to heal enough to take dick again. That said, I’ve been fucked daily for long stretches (weeks) without terrible issues. I’ve known other fags who have as well. Ultimately, every faggot is different, and as its Owner it’s entirely up to you and your needs how it’s used. Remember, your needs ALWAYS come first. The faggot will recover from constant use.
But I will add this: many Alphas own multiple faggots for this very reason. That way they can alternate holes to fuck and give the other fags an opportunity to recover. Just a little tip, Master!
Hey, I am 25 and I have a friend called Andres. I am very straight and have no interest at all in having a guy sucking my cock, but Andres is very obviously gay and is struggling to accept it. It’s frankly embarrassing to see him trying to hit on the girls, while he is more feminine than any of them. He had a date with a girl and when they went to his place he told me that he couldn’t get hard (I wonder why). He is 23, still a virgin, and I really wanted to help him embrace his truth because, to be honest, our youth will never come back, and he deserves to be happy. I’ve been fucking girls for years, and I can’t imagine being a virgin. I’m very open-minded and interested in hierarchy, although I’ve never used a fag. I found you online and wanted to know if you have any advise for a straight guy willing to help his gay friend in the closet.
Thank you so much for writing to me, Sir!
Every so often I receive a message like this from a straight Alpha who wants to steer his gay/faggot friend in the right direction or, as in your case, help him accept himself. I cannot tell you how important letters like yours are, Sir! You’re not only a symbol of hope for all of the gays/fags out there lying to themselves, but you’re also an example to other straight Alphas who are too selfish or homophobic to try and help these weak ones. So you have my deepest respect and gratitude, Sir!
I want to first establish that not every gay male is a faggot. We faggots are extremely submissive and exist only to serve the needs of Men, whereas submissive gay males are still interested in some amount of reciprocation and a “shared” experience with a dominant Man. I guess it’s a fine line, but to someone like me the difference is as wide as the Grand Canyon.
From what you’d told me, it’s very clear that Andres is very gay and very frightened. What he needs is a Man like you to put him at ease and start directing him toward more proper and fulfilling pursuits. That is going to be the approach I recommend, Sir.
Here’s what I propose: Get together with him alone. Have him kneel at your feet (you can be standing or sitting). Have him look at you directly, and try to maintain eye contact so Andres knows you’re serious. Say something like this: “Andres, you are my friend, and I care about you. I want you to be happy. But you cannot be happy while living a lie. I know you’re not straight. You were born gay. I have already accepted this about you. But now I need you to accept this about yourself. I want you to admit it out loud right now. Say ‘I am gay’.”
Once you get him to say it out loud, have him repeat it a couple of times until you feel he’s accepting it (Andres might even start to cry, Sir, so be ready). When he does this, say “good boy” and maybe even stroke his hair like a dog.
Now, from here there are a couple of nonsexual things you can do to test the waters of his faghood, Sir. The first I recommend is that you have him worship your feet. It can be as simple as kissing your shoes, to full-fledged bare foot kissing worship. That’s entirely up to you. This will test out his worshipful nature.
Then you could move to scent training by using your armpits. Have Andres put his face in your armpit and deeply inhale your Alpha pheromones. Then switch to the other armpit. This will regulate Andres’s mood and help him accept his submission.
If you’re comfortable, you could also employ crotch sniffing. This can be done through the pants/underwear. As you probably understand, your most powerful pheromones are centralized in your crotch, so the dopamine hit a true faggot receives from this area is unmistakable.
After you’ve done this, have Andres look at you. You might notice a different expression on his face now. Then ask him: “are you a faggot?” Don’t let him get off by simply saying “yes” … force him to say “I am a faggot”. Have him repeat it multiple times until you’re convinced.
This is how we reprogram a faggot’s mind, Sir.
I’ll stop there, but I’m always available if you want help with additional steps. Feel free to contact me here or at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.
Again, thank you so much for writing, Sir! I hope it goes well for both Andres and you!
Young, big-dicked straight Alphas these days are much more likely to own a couple of faggots to use on the side to get the service/worship their girls can’t or won’t give them.
Thanks to the internet, they’ve learned that they deserve it all!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a faggot named Carson to his Alpha father Colby. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
This site has dealt head-on with a lot of controversial topics, and I’ve ferociously defended my coverage of these topics regardless of how many readers I lose in the process. Hierarchy has many uncomfortable facets that we cannot shy away from simply because it’s taboo or socially unacceptable. We stifle our growth and knowledge by hiding!
One of the more shocking topics I’ve covered are the hierarchical sexual dynamics between fathers and sons. This is extremely complex stuff, fraught with various dangers but also promising safety and mentorship. I’ve covered a surprising number of these “incestuous” pairings, and most of them became wildly successful and quite healthy. The most “famous” of these cases involved little Jimmy, the faggot who enthusiastically serves his father Master Dino and his two Alpha brothers, Masters Chad and Dean. Their story and my detailed coverage of it has helped countless people over the years.
The latest such story involves an inexperienced faggot named Colton who lives with his Alpha father Colby and his older Alpha brother. Colton came to me because he had been stealing and sniffing their underwear and it seemed like Master Colby was detecting that Colton was a faggot. You can catch up on Colton’s previously-anonymous Questions From Readers asks by following the link above.
Up to this point, Colton has sucked his Dad off a couple of times, but Master Colby has been hinting around about fucking/breeding him.
Well, it happened:
After I was done with classes Tuesday, dad picked me up to took me to the gym. My brother Phil, has taken me to the gym a couple times with to get me into it but it never really stuck so I don’t really know what I’m doing. He taught me how to do a few things but mostly focused on squats.
Back at home I’m, he told me I was going to shower with him. His scent in the car was driving me crazy so I was looking forward to being all over him.
Once we got in the shower he instructed me to get on my knees and wash his balls with my tongue. His big balls taste so fucking good, the source of the sweat and testosterone I’ve been thirsting for my entire life. His giant dick got hard while I was working on his balls.
He told me to get up and he spun me around, started inspecting my ass and commented on my lack of ass hair. He soaped up a finger and put it in my hole. I made a little yelp and he said “goddamn you are tight”.
He spat in his hand and started rubbing his dick, so I placed my hands up against the tiles to brace for what was coming. He squatted down a little to get to my level placing one hand on my shoulder, and the other was guiding his manhood to my hole. I could feel that meaty head pressed up against me. I felt the pressure building until busted open my hole. I don’t even know what type of noises I was making at this point. I was in pain but I felt so full and so used it was amazing.
He took me in that position for a while until he grabbed me by my waist. He got up from squatting down to my level so my feet were dangling. My only support was his grip on my waist, his cock inside me, and my hands against the tile. He pulled me onto the base of his cock and something changed. I wasn’t focused on the pain anymore. I felt so primally full of his manhood and like I was serving his purpose. I think I had an anal orgasm because I was shaking all over him.
I think the way I was shaking felt good for him because he started pounding me faster for a few minutes until he made a deep grunt. I could feel his load shoot into me, then he set me down.
He called me a good boy and had me finishing washing his body. After the shower he told me to go to bed. I was exhausted and feel obedient so I did.
Two days later my ass is still sore but I feel like I need him again. I feel an emptiness like I was meant to take him. I’m excited for my cage to come, I think he will want to breed me again after he locks me up.
What an incredible experience! Master Colby knew exactly how to take his son’s virginity! He was firm, yet tender with his faggot son, helping Carson to accept his place while also experiencing vital lessons in how to properly take an Alpha’s cock!
I wanted to address the “shaking” that Carson mentions. Carson was definitely cunted during the fuck (there is plenty of material on the site involving cunting), and the involuntary shaking is one of the key indicators. I wish all faggots could experience being cunted as part of their first time! It would make the entire experience much less traumatic!
I wonder how many faggots Master Colby cunted in his early years as a straight Alpha using fags. I don’t have any indication of how often Master Colby used faggots in his past, but he clearly knows how to wield his cock!
Carson mentions the emptiness inside of him, something I’ve termed “the void”. It’s like a yawning chasm inside a faggot’s gaped and bred hole that practically growls for more cock. Master Colby must have a pretty big dick to have gaped Carson so thoroughly! Part of the effects of “the void” comes from the actual penetration, but another part comes from the load deposited inside the faggot. The Alpha’s cum is absorbed directly into the faggot’s bloodstream where it then induces powerful hypnotic submission in the faggot. This causes the faggot to crave the Alpha even more, just as nature designed it.
The coming chastity cage will dramatically increase Carson’s need for his Alpha father’s cock/cum. I think it will also arouse Master Colby more than he realizes right now. But, more importantly, the cage will help structure and enhance the training to come as Master Colby shapes his faggot son into a proper faggot.
It’s interesting that gays once had to resort to a secret language known as “Polari” in order to communicate their sexuality with others without being detected.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling Nathan, a faggot who once served a straight Alpha wrestler named Tommy back in school. They’ve reunited after ten years when Alpha Tommy’s father took ill. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Most of the time we focus on powerful Alphas forcefully using faggots and dominating them in every kind of way. Honestly, that is how most Alpha/fag interactions typically go.
But I’ve always tried to stress that, though Alphas don’t often easily reveal their feelings or intentions, they are in reality Men of incredible emotional depth and staggering insight. They see everything around them, and usually take on the burdens of others because he knows he is stronger and more capable of handling it. Every time I’ve ever felt like I understood an Alpha or Master, they’ll say or do something that reveals how drastically I underestimated them.
These are the burdens and concerns they carry inside them as Kings.
We faggots are in a unique position to help Alphas unload their cares and refocus. Sometimes (well, oftentimes) that involves selflessly servicing them sexually. Our completely submissive worship recharges them and lifts them up. Our domestic service helps to keep their lives stabilized while they work through issues. Sometimes it just involves us being at their feet with quiet care, like a faithful dog that never abandons its Master.
Females whine for attention while faggots faithfully serve, and that can make all the difference!
Which leads me to the latest update from Nathan. You might remember his recent Questions From Readers letter detailing his service to straight Alpha wrestler Tommy from college. After drifting apart for many years, they’ve reconnected after Tommy’s Dad became ill. It was a touching letter, and Nathan opened his heart while describing the struggle to help his former Master through this difficult time.
Nathan has written a very interesting update on this situation:
Dear Sam,
This is Nathan, the sub to the Alpha Wrestler “Tommy” in college who was going through the process of losing his father. A lot of things changed since I wrote that last letter.
Like I said previously, I decided to step in and check in on Tommy more to take some of the weight off his shoulders, broad as they may still be. This is one of the few times I ever disobeyed one of his commands since he claimed me freshman year, as I knew he wasn’t in a right state of mind and his “It’s OK, I’m fine” resistance wasn’t sincere (let’s just say I’ve done this dance before myself.) I would come over a couple of times a week and start doing the tasks that were falling off of Tommy’s priorities list. Cooking, laundry, dishes… if you hadn’t noticed, I had somewhat forced myself back into his life as a houseboy/domestic faggot (and this was before I even sent the first letter where you told me to do just that.) But he never complained, so I just rolled with it. In just a couple of days, I started noticing a change in Tommy. He wasn’t exactly happier… obviously, he was still a wreck… but he did seem a little more energetic and a little less beaten down. I took it as a small victory and just kept going. A bigger victory happened a little later, when he started to be a little more at ease, knowing he had a support system he hadn’t for a while. He gave me the first genuinely warm smile I’d seen from him since we reunited at the reunion and did something he used to back in college. It’s hard to describe the maneuver in writing, it’s basically a kind of pinching the nape of my neck, resulting in him sort of scritching behind both of my ears at once, fingers behind one ear, thumb behind the other. He did that and I nearly melted into a puddle on the floor. Beyond just being insanely arousing, I was heartening to start to see the old Tommy emerge from his grief cocoon and start to come back.
After about a week, I was putting some laundry away in the master bedroom where Tommy’s father was bedridden. He was heavily medicated and pretty “out of it” most of the time, but as I was turning to leave the room, I saw him raise a single hand and point toward me.
“You,” he said, his voice dry and strained, “You make him happy,” before lowering his arm and falling back asleep.
I was so stunned, I couldn’t think of anything to do but walk out of the room and head back to my chores, not really sure what to make of what he said. Did he know about us in college? Did he even recognize me and know who I actually was? He hadn’t been very lucid lately.
I never got the chance to figure out, however, since not very long after I wrote my first letter, Tommy’s father took a sudden turn for the worse and had to be transferred to a facility that could provide full-time care since the burden was more than even Tommy and I combined could bear. At this point, I somewhat made the decision to stay over more often and finally, more or less move in entirely; I simply could not bear the idea of Tommy sitting alone in the silence of that huge empty house alone. Again, Tommy didn’t complain, so I don’t think he could bear it either.
They day we went to get his dad set up in his room at the facility, Tommy was the lowest I think I’d ever seen him, especially after this short conversation the two had when I went to get the car right before we left. I have no idea exactly what his Dad said to him, but when we got back, he simply dropped onto the couch with a thousand-yard-stare and stayed there for hours. Didn’t turn on the TV, didn’t change clothes, wouldn’t speak, wouldn’t eat, just stared. I didn’t really know how to begin to help him process this, so I simply reverted back to some of my basic faggot behavior. I started getting his favorite meal ready, caught up on all the daily chores I had taken on and even did a few others like changing bed-linens and cleaning the bathroom. I wanted to be nearby for him, but also sensed he simply needed a little space to process.
When I had finally ran out of any more chores to do and could smell the aroma of pot roast all through the house, I finally headed back into the den to check on him, and I don’t think he had budged an inch. As I stepped a little closer, I did notice one thing: his feet are making this darting little twitches back and forth. I shared a dorm with him long enough to know what it means when he does that, it meant his shoes were uncomfortable. Defaulting to my faggot instincts and without even thinking, I dropped to my knees and immediately removed his feet from the pinching leather dress shoes and rest them comfortably in my lap. As I removed the socks and slowly started to massage them, I glanced up and see a three-act play cross Tommy’s face. First is simple confusion, then a warm recognition, like he’s actually remembering me and who I am for the first time since the reunion, before he finally settled on something I wasn’t expecting… lust. We said more with pure eye contact than words ever could. He didn’t have to actually ask and I didn’t have to actually respond. We both knew the answer, and before I had time to think, he grabbed me by the collar and pulled me up into a deep passionate kiss. After knowing all the misery and stress and pain he has endured the past few years, nothing could have made me happier than to make him just feel good.
Nathan, I’m going to MURDER YOU for ending that update on a cliffhanger! LOL There’s NO WAY it just stopped after that!
Anyway, I can only highly commend Nathan’s actions in caring for his former Master. Giving him space to process the end that is likely coming for his father while tenderly caring for the domestic needs at the house is such a beautiful and wordless gift. It was the absolute best way to truly show this King the respect, devotion, and honor he deserves!
But remember what I said at the outset about Alphas seeing everything? Master Tommy clearly watched all of the little things Nathan was doing for him, each act carefully preserved in his heart. Never take Alpha silence for disapproval! Always keep your head down and serve whether they say anything or not! Always show your Alpha that you’re there to submit to him because of his superiority, not because you need commendation or attention! Let your actions speak for you!
Master Tommy clearly showed his appreciation for all of Nathan’s little acts of service with am unexpected, silent kiss!
We don’t (yet) know where this is heading, but I’m confident in saying that Master Tommy is starting to come back to life thanks to the care and worship of his selfless faggot Nathan! This is why all Alphas should own faggots! Hopefully Master Tommy won’t let Nathan get away this time!
I showed my dad my letter and I read through the posts on Jimmy. I haven’t shown my dad the website yet.
After my dad read the letter we had another great conversation and I’m starting to feel a lot more stable about it. He was happy pleased with the way I portrayed him and told me that being a faggot and being his faggot would never mean I wasn’t his son or that he didn’t love me. He said I didn’t need to be afraid.
He did say he knew what I was for a long time because of my taking their dirty underwear and just the way that I am (which is embarrassing, but here we are). He finally thought I was ready and he needed a release.
Since I swallowed his load on Saturday he seems like he’s more actively taking on the alpha role. As I said before he would just wear underwear around the house, but now he’s been just walking around naked flaunting. He’s been having me suck his dick when he wants.
I’ve been reading your website for a bit and I want to be a good boy for him. I talked to him about locking up my dick. He wasn’t familiar with chastity but thinks it is a good idea, and says he will be my keyholder if I buy a cage. I asked about calling him sir or master, but he just wants me to keep calling him dad.
Need to say thank you for your reassurance. He told me he is going to take me to the gym after my classes today to start tightening up my ass and I’m really excited and intimidated for what that probably means since I’ve only sucked before.
Thank you for writing back to me, brother!
First of all, is there some way you can use names for everybody? Even if they’re fake names. I want to be able to turn your story into a proper thread on the site, but I can’t do it anonymously because of the nature of site categorization. Thank you!
I’m really glad that you were able to talk to your Dad about everything and share your letter with him. It sounds like he’s supremely confident about his own Alphahood and how he’s guiding you in your development as a faggot. I wish more Alpha fathers understood and appreciated the truth of hierarchy as well as he does!
Chastity is a great idea, and I think once he sees his little faggot son locked up he will understand the value of it. I hope he takes the lead in locking you if you decide to proceed with it. I think you will really benefit from it, but I think your Dad will also benefit.
He is definitely going to fuck and breed you. I wanted to tell you that in my first response, because I could tell from his questions that he was already thinking along those lines. Now there is no doubt. Again, this situation is quite normal hierarchically (even though it sounds insane from the outside-looking-in). If you read Jimmy’s thread, you know that his father has bred him many times. You just have to disassociate it from being a father/son situation, and look at it as Alpha/faggot or predator/prey. Think of it in animal terms, because that’s what is really at the root of it.
Just continue to follow his lead and obey his orders. I have a question: where is your older Alpha brother in all of this? Is he not around? Is this being kept secret from him if he is around? As you know, Jimmy is used by both his father as well as his two brothers, and that is not the first time I’ve encountered that type of faggot sharing within families.
Thank you again for writing, little brother! You’re in my thoughts!
Sam Im a sub and going thru the process of accepting that I am a faggot – leaving all that is involved but I think lower ? It’s there such thing as being lower ? If so ca you explain the difference if there is any between a faggot and an object ?
Thank you for writing in, brother!
I’m proud of you for embracing your truth and exploring the many facets of it! I highly recommend chastity before you start exploring elsewhere, just because the things you learn from that help with everything else.
As far as “object” goes, I don’t consider it to be a realistic goal. Nobody can just be a “table” or a “coat rack” for the rest of their lives. More realistic are the many layers of slavery that can be achieved with the right Master. I’ve known faggots who were pure slaves locked away in cages when not in use, denied clothing, etc.
So there are many ways to go. Just try chastity first.
This isn’t so much a question as it is an announcement/reminder of the truth of hierarchy. I’ve been experimenting with chastity for a while now but haven’t combined it with serving men (I guess I was just practicing with myself, getting comfortable). Anyway, tonight I met up with this amazing Black alpha. He had the body of a Greek god and his cock with perfect – 8″ and not too thick. I worshipped his pecs and abs before dropping to my knees and nursing on this amazing cock.
Like a good fag, I stayed locked and wore a jockstrap to contain myself. He fucked me relentlessly and now I’m sitting here feeling this weird feeling I haven’t felt in a while, and it hit me: he cunted me. I’m in such deep subspace right now and I feel a mix of sorrow and yearning for him. Maybe it’s because this was the first time I was fucked while in chastity, but it feels like it just hit me harder than ever before.
Is this what its like to be fucked in chastity?
Thank you for writing to me, brother!
I’m so proud of you for taking chastity seriously! It’s a huge step in the progress of a faggot (I actually wish I had been put into chastity 30 years ago!), and yes, it does affect how you process your sexual service! It heightens your senses and mental state, and deepens your submission better than any bottle of poppers ever could.
These qualities are vital for a true cunting to occur, mainly because you’re totally focused on your hole while being fucked. The sensations of every stroke reverberate through the body with greater intensity. It’s like strong strums of a guitar inside a large metal space. Eventually the vibrations compound until they reach critical mass.
I think you experienced something like that with this black Alpha.
First of all, congratulations on being able to serve that black Alpha. They’re amazing Kings, aren’t they? He no doubt appreciated being served by a serious faggot in chastity! I’m wondering if you were fully cunted, because you didn’t describe many of the traditional cunting symptoms that occur during the act of getting fucked. Maybe you left that out, though.
What you DID describe is something I call “The Void”. I wrote about that HERE. Now, cunting and “the void” are intimately related, so perhaps you WERE cunted. But you’re definitely describing the void, a feeling I STILL have that I connect to certain Alphas who’ve fucked and cunted me. When Alphas describe our pussies as “hungry”, this void is exactly why. The void makes our pussies ache to be filled again and again.
Chastity only intensifies that feeling … deepens it.
I sincerely hope you’re going to serve that black King again! Thanking him for cunting and voiding you might be a great way to trigger his ego and make him feel like a god! Try it!
