The following post is part of a thread detailing the struggles of an innocent faggot named Noah who is being fucked roughly by a big-dicked Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Noah’s previous QFR (CLICK HERE) caused quite a stir on the Hierarchy University Discord. In it, Noah discussed how his big-dicked Master essentially forced Noah to take his rut even though it was hurting. Noah’s female friend was (of course) horrified by this, calling Noah’s Master a rapist and demanding that Noah stop serving him.
Most of the Discord (especially the Alphas there) firmly believed that Noah needed to endure the pain because that’s a faggot’s place and lot in life. Many echoed the familiar phrase “that’s what faggots are born for” and the like. I agreed with this, and essentially said that in my response to Noah’s question.
The main reason why I felt good about advising Noah that way was Noah’s insistence that his Master was a “good Man” who didn’t mean to harm him. I think that’s how I would describe most Alphas, who certainly can cause pain while in the midst of their ruts (and they’re not thinking about anything other than cumming) but otherwise return to a more normal state once the storm has passed.
Well Noah has returned with an little bit of an update, plus a little background that proves to be quite revealing …
Hi Sam!
My name is Noah. I sent you a message a few days ago about my Alpha who doesn’t stop fucking me when I tell him that he is too big. I had a conversation with my best friend today and I decided to set some boundaries and said “I love you and I know that you love me, but I don’t want you trying to change the way my Man treats me, and I hope you understand”. She insisted and tried again to tell me that I need to break up with him, but in the end she gave up and said that “when he breaks my heart she will be there for me to cry on her shoulder”.
It was so good Sam! It was a relief for me. I was so happy after setting these boundaries that I texted my Alpha and just said “my hole is so empty without you”. He loved it Sam, and told me to go to his place at the end of the day. He fucked me so much Sam, and I was bred twice. It hurt less than the other times and I understood that this is the life I need and want! During the fuck, he choked me, slapped me, put his feet on my face and chest, and it felt amazing. Now I am here in the middle of the night still feeling his cum in my hole and the taste of his cock in my mouth brother!
To finish, just a quick fact about me: when I was little I loved the Hulk. There was a Hulk movie when I was 3 years-old and I was obsessed with him. It was like that during my whole childhood. When I was around 14 or 15, I had two big green gloves of the Hulk, but instead of playing with them, I would give them to my friends to punch me. I LOVED to lay on the floor when I was around 15-16 while my friends would punch me with the big green gloves. There was nothing sexual about it, but I felt so good being crushed by them… now, a few years later, when my boyfriend bangs my ass and puts his feet on me, I understand why I loved being crushed so much.
This is my place! Under the feet of Men! And I am not ashamed at all of that.
I’m glad that Noah stood up to his friend in favor of his Master. It’s nice to have well-meaning, supportive friends, but they often do not understand hierarchy (and more often disagree with it), and they absolutely don’t understand the needs of faggots. Better to keep them out of the loop!
It’s not surprising that Noah’s latest breedings were less painful and more enjoyable. Part of the reason why is because of the fact that his pussy has been stretched by his Master’s big dick, but the other part is what I call the “Wide-On Effect”. When faggots get turned on and needy for cock, their pussies widen in anticipation of penetration. This widening aids in penetration, and that, coupled with the faggot’s need to fill “The Void” makes the penetration much easier and more enjoyable.
But it’s the story Noah tells about his early love of The Hulk that interests me the most. Like Noah, I had a thing for feet when I was in grade school, early hints of the faggot I would become. Noah’s attraction to The Hulk and the “abuse” he received while roughhousing with his friends were early signals that Noah was BORN A FAGGOT.
These things are inescapable. I want my fagot brothers to understand that this was what we were meant to be, and fighting that truth is not only pointless, but even destructive.
Fortunately, Noah isn’t listening to anything except that inner voice that has been guiding him to this point, to his Master, and to his purpose! I’m proud of him!
The following posts are from straight fag Owner and Master @king_kabeer. He’s a young, powerfully-built Alpha who seems innately understand owning faggots.
I was deeply moved by the video straight Master @KingRajahFindom posted on X today featuring one of his personal faggots worshiping his feet.
The faggot repeatedly expresses its love and devotion for him, and rightfully so! Master Rajah has been in the scene a long time, and he’s built up the trust and the skill to shepherd faggots to their happiest subspace.
I just wanted fags to understand that love, affection, and benevolence can (and does) exist between Alphas and faggots.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
When I met little French faggot Fabien, he was asking me for help in seducing his straight Alpha friend Anthony. Based on the circumstances he described, I gave him some recommendations I thought might work. And Fabien then followed my ideas to the letter, and Anthony took ownership of Fabien in an enthusiastic way.
Ever since, Master Anthony has grown in power as he learns the true depth and breadth of his Hierarchical power, while also being a guiding force in training Fabien into a deeply subspaced faggot. Fabien’s lust, awe, and gratitude as Master Anthony’s prized possession has been absolutely infectious
Fabien’s complete obedience to his Master caused the straight Alphas in Master Anthony’s Alpha pack to be curious about faggot service as well. Fabien served them, and then helped train personal faggots for a couple of them as well. I cannot express enough of my sheer joy of being even a tiny part of Fabien’s growth as a magnificent faggot. I’m so proud of him!
But now my pride has doubled after hearing the latest update from my little fag brother! Check this out:
My beloved brother Sam,
I have some spare time and I absolutely want to take this opportunity to write to you. I had wanted FOR AGES to tell you what happened in my mentoring of other slaves for the Alpha Pack, last June!
Most of Anthony’s Alpha brothers are used to enjoy the services of male slaves by now, and his closest friends have at least one personal servant. I don’t know if you remember that in last May, I told you about Anthony’s Alpha friend Charles and his faggot Basile. Charles is a godly young hunk, like all members of the Alpha Pack. Basile is a pretty good-looking guy, a thirty-something bartender from a bar frequented by the Pack, who was swooning at them, and Charles (who is probably Anthony’s best friend after Henri) claimed him as his slave.
Basile went with me and Clément last spring, to serve our three Masters on a week vacation I told you about. Back then, I told you that Basile was still a bit of a whiner and selfish faggot, who needed a bit of training and breaking.
Well, things did not improve at first. Actually, Charles ended up dumping Basile. One day, as I was working at home while Anthony was enjoying time outside with his bros, Basile called me. He was in deep despair and needed someone to talk. I just couldn’t let down a brother like that. So I went to his place to comfort him but also to help him accept reality and FINALLY learning his place in Hierarchy.
So I offered him a lot of hugs and comforting words but I also firmly rebuked him when he was complaining about Charles being too harsh with him. I tried once agan to explain him kindly but clearly that he was to SERVE and WORSHIP an Alpha like Charles and revel in that submission, work hard and selflessly to make him happy, to accept that he was his SLAVE and not his boyfriend.
“I can’t stress this golden rule enough: PUT HIM FIRST. It’s ALL about HIM. His happiness, his desires, his pleasure, his comfort. Nothing else remotely matters. You do NOT matter. So be grateful! Always be grateful to be with him, to serve him, be grateful for any order his gives you, for every moment you got to spend with him…”
He whined “Easy for you to say! Anthony loves you, everyone can see that!”
“And I cherish evry single drop of his love, but I keep focusing on HIM. I never take his affection for granted and I keep reminding that I must EARN his satisfaction. Every second of every day! Do your duty to your master and maybe, just maybe, he will consent to show you some appreciation. Look, I must say it bluntly: Charles is much, much better than you, and than me. He has no reason to even notice your existence, if you are not useful to him. You have nothing to bring on the table but your complete and selfless submission. Just to be in his presence is a privilege you should cherish! To be allowed to serve him and to worship him is a golden opportunity you should love with all your heart! Do you realize how many inferior boys, some of them more deserving than you, would kill to have the chance you had and wasted?”
And I went on and on… He was quietly crying but listening. Then, I urged him to repeat after me: “I am a inferior male. I am a slave for superior Men. I was born a slave, I will die a slave. I exist to serve and worship an Alpha in any way he wants.” I made him repeat it several times. The tears kept flowing, but each time his tone was a little firmer.
At last, after a moment of reflection, he weakly said “Do you think my master will ever accept me back?” I was glad he was clearly calling him his master. “I don’t know… Listen, if I can, maybe I’ll try to speak for you. But you promise me to submit to not waste your second chance?” And then, can you believe it, he threw himself on the ground and kissed my feet! He said “Yes, I promise, I will be a good slave, I’ll respect and obey my master, he will be happy…” I laughed “It’s him you must worship like that, not me!”
It was only a week later that I had an opportunity to speak for Basile. Anthony and Charles were enjoying time on the couch in front of TV while I was cooking for them. I took advantage of a commercial break and while they were chatting to go and speak to them. I did what I had to do to make them feel comfortable and capture their attention: I bowed down and kept my head close to their socked and sweaty feet (the smell was delicious!).
“Forgive me to bother you, Masters. May I beg to have a word with Sir Charles, please?” Charles nodded. “What’s up, boy?” “Sir, I know you have been rightgully angry about the poor service Basile gave you. I spoke with the boy at lenght and did my best to make him understand his faults and to learn from them. He is deeply remorseful for his failures, Sir, and he begs to make amend. If you ever feel in your heart the will to generously give him a second chance, I’m sure he will be the slave you deserve to have, Sir.”
Charles pondered and turned to Anthony. “What do you think, Tony?” My Master asked me, “Will you vouch for this Basile?” I took a second to think, but I answered “I will, Master”. “Then you should get the boy back, Charlie. I trust my Fab.” Charles nodded wth a big smile. But then, Anthony turned to me.
“And you, since you vouched for your fellow slave, I’ll hold you responsible for his behaviour. If Charles is dissatisfied with Basile ever again, you will pay the price. I warn you. I’ll be very angry and I will punish you accordingly.”
As you can imagine, I gulped in terror. I kissed their feet and thanked them profusely for their benevolence. Later, when I was alone, I called Basile on the phone and yelled at him. “I vouched for you, so you better not let me down, you filthy faggot! If you jeopardize my relationshp with my Master, I will make you pay, believe me! I will make you wish you were never born!”
About two weeks later, while Anthony was having breakfast in bed and I was massaging his feet, he casually said to me “By the way, Charles told me he’s very happy with his slave’s attitude, lately. I’m proud of you. You did a good job.” A few days later, I had Basile on the phone crying with joy. “Charles called me a good boy today. He called me a good boy!”
Basile was part of the servile staff I managed during the Alpha Pack vacation this summer. And I can confirm he seems to have the good mindset of a slave faggot, now. And, of course, he’s much more happy! ;-D
I’m so glad I could FINALLY told you the whole story, my beloved big brother!
Love you !
Fab the fag
My dear Fabien is now a MENTOR FAGGOT!
There are so many lessons to be learned from this account that I think it should be mandatory reading for every serious faggot out there. If you aren’t inspired to improve and truly dedicate yourself to submitting fully to Alphas after reading this, then I can’t help you.
First of all, note how sternly and matter-of-factly Fabien spoke with his rebellious, misguided brother Basile! Hell, he sounds like ME sometimes when I’m laying down the law around here! Fabien spoke that way in order to snap Basile back to reality and force him to see how badly he was behaving.
But Fabien’s counsel wasn’t just about behavior, but it was also about developing the proper attitude. Basile had developed what I call the “equality paradox”, in which he believes he deserves equal billing with his Master when he’s clearly not at all equal. This mental problem was rightfully causing issues with his straight Master, because no straight Alpha is going to take such nonsense from a faggot. All Alphas expect faggots to completely and obediently serve and submit to them, but this is especially true of straight Alphas who don’t need to own faggots if they don’t want to!
And that’s what Fabien correctly pointed out to Basile – it’s a PRIVILEGE to serve our greatest Men!
It’s important to take note of the abrupt change in Basile’s attitude and the result: Master Charles was so pleased with Basile’s improved attitude that he told Basile that he was a “good boy”! And what was Basile’s reaction to that compliment from his Master? Overjoyed fulfillment!!
Do you want to feel that kind of fulfillment? That kind of overwhelming pride and gratitude? Then humble yourself the way Basile did, by listening to the wise words of my little mentor faggot Fabien!
This experience will forever be a touchstone for me on this site. Through his faithful service to Master Anthony and his proper mindset, Fabien has not only found joy and fulfillment for himself, but also given that same gift to his faggot brother! I am beyond proud of him for that!
Findom attracts all kinds of wannabe Alphas to it. Lured in by the promise of easy money and a few laughs, these guys often misunderstand the purpose of the scene or its actual power. They usually resort to stereotypical homophobia that borders on real hate. Typically, they end up diluting the scene and ruining it for others.
But every so often a true Alpha arrives on the findom scene, and the difference is immediate and obvious. True straight Alphas like Master @alphaaesthetic8, Master @alphasepanta, Master @thekingtyler_, or Master @alphagodadonis are undeniably Alpha, and they aren’t acting a part … they LIVE that everyday regardless of findom. And THAT is where the true heart of findom lies. It’s not in the power exchange of money given in tributes, but in the HIERARCHICAL TRUTH as its foundation. Findom reveals the hierarchical truth that happens everyday among males. It’s NATURAL.
The latest addition to findom is a glorious “new” natural Alpha named Master Holden (@HoldenMastersX). I put quotes around the word “new” because this is actually a return to the scene for him after some time away so he could reassess how to properly conduct business with faggots. Much like the famous six-month break Master @alphaaesthetic8 took to rebuild his life into a findom machine that made him millions, Master Holden took a wise step back to retarget his objectives and make a better game plan.
And it’s brilliant.
Just like the star athlete he once was, Master Holden has returned to the field with a new game plan. And it begins and ends with this incredible two-part mission statement he published on his X account. Here’s part one:
When I first started doing findom, it was a funny thing to me. Yeah, I knew I was hot, a bit cocky, and had a big dick. The idea that people would just give me money because of it was a riot. As I got into, I noticed something familiar was happening. People have been serving me for years, I just didn’t know it at the time. Even back as far as high school, fags and my straight boys alike would rush to do things for me. Girls would literally throw themselves at me. Within my circle of friends, I was always the leader. So as my findom progressed, I started to understand it. I’ve always been a powerful Alpha and findom was just a natural kingdom for this king. In just under a year, I’ve made a substantial amount of money from findom. But something much bigger happened. I’ve established a growing stable of loyal fags and subs that serve me off X. They serve me financially but we’ve also developed long-term personal Alpha/sub relationships. I’ve learned to become quite comfortable in the power that I possess. I’ve even acquired a full time faggot that serves me in every day life. He does chores, he takes care of me, and even hands me large amounts of cash even though he isn’t a cash fag. Much like most of my subs, serving me has given him a purpose. But for me, it’s much more than the money. It’s safe to say that it’s been a minute since this has been a fetish for me. It’s now a lifestyle and has become a conduit for the natural alpha power that’s been emanating from me for as long as I can remember. I enjoy this. I enjoy owning fags. I spend more time texting with my loyal fags and subs than I do my friends and family. The relationships I’ve developed with them has been more gratifying than any others I’ve had. Well, except for girls. lol. That is why I’ve begun to offer direct contact with me to true finsubs and fags who really want to not only serve, but develop a long term relationship with their alpha. It costs a little bit to join, but you get my cell for unlimited texting and my telegram (exclusive to these subs) for DMs and an interactive group chat, and a ton of exclusive content not seen anywhere else. Best of all, it’s away from X and all the freeloaders and cheap attention whores. Just the real ones and me. This is for true finsubs and fags who want to serve and connect with a real alpha, not for fetish seekers who just want to talk to me. There are other outlets for that. This is your chance to serve a true alpha and have a meaningful relationship with him, but to also be part of something special. It’s a place where you finally belong among subs and fags just like you, serving your king together as a family.
So first off, notice that Master Holden first started the same way as every straight Alpha does, as a fun fetish and a way to make money.
But then comes the kicker: the worship from faggots made him MORE POWERFUL than he ever could’ve been without them! Suddenly he realized the truer destiny for natural-born, God-level Alphas like him!
Here’s the second part, where Master Holden defines his Alphahood in relation to the pretenders around him:
YOU CAN’T FAKE BEING AN ALPHA. You either are or you aren’t, and most of these findom “alphas” are not. They’re just playing a role to make a quick buck. Now me on the other hand, I’ve had people serving me since I was in high school. I just didn’t know it until I was introduced to findom and learned what it meant to be an alpha. When I was introduced high school, I was a stud. I was also the quarterback of a winning high school football team. I would have went on to play college ball, but an injury and surgery had other plans for me. Looking back now, I had almost an entire school serving my every need. I had girls throwing themselves at me. Once word got around about my big dick, I didn’t even have to try. They sought me out. I even slept with more than a few of my teammates girlfriends. My teammates were not only ok with it, but some of them were proud that I fucked their girl. It was status for them. There wasn’t a day that I didn’t at least get a blow job somewhere on school grounds from some slut. Then there were the faggots. There were a few and they would go out of their way to do things for me. They’d buy me things, offer to help me with my school work, etc. they’d pay for things too, like prom and year book dues. The straight guys weren’t much different. Thinking back, I could have had any one of them worship my feet like my fag does now. In my group of friends, I was always the leader. To this day, they still don’t do things if I’m not involved. They come to me for advice and seek my approval on things like girls their dating, a car they want to buy and so on. I don’t try at any of this. It just is because I’m an alpha. I’m a real alpha. I’m not an alpha because of findom, I’m in findom because I’m an alpha. Things just happen for me, men want to be me, and women want me (and some of the men too). This is part of why I created the Stable. Findom should be more than just online transactions. Fags should be able to serve their master proper and build a relationship with him, one not obstructed by tons of time wasters and freeloaders. So if you want a real relationship with a real Alpha male, get in my DMs faggot.
This confessional is most startling and incredibly insightful. It’s a glimpse into the mind of a developing God Alpha as he’s becoming self-aware of the great power he took for granted for so long.
People have harassed me over my ten years of teaching Hierarchy regarding my rigid definitions of roles. And it’s true, when dealing with human beings, you can’t totally shove every single person into a labelled box. However, Master Holden demonstrates every single characteristic of a God Alpha as defined by my Hierarchical chart in the pinned post of this website.
I know what I’m talking about because I’ve served God Alphas, and I know some God Alphas personally. That’s why I can be so confident in identifying Master Holden as a God Alpha.
Additionally, he’s the best kind of God Alpha because he’s benevolent, empathetic, and he sympathizes with the weaknesses he causes in inferiors. When he encounters a faggot in his everyday life and it stammers and avoids eye contact, he understands and accepts that as simply a result of his natural power over them. In fact, Master Holden welcomes that.
There simply isn’t a finer or more complete God Alpha in the findom scene than Master Holden. You all know how I feel about findom, but if I had a recommendation aside from Master @alphaaesthetic8, it would be this awe-inspiring King!
My name is John, I’m 30. I was married to a woman for 10 years and gota divorce a few months ago. When I left home, I decided to share my apartment with a fried from work and we get a long very well. He likes to cook and do the chores and usually do not ask anything in return, but for me that’s natural because I usually pay more bills, so it is fair. However, last month, after a long day at work, he asked me if I wanted a foot massage. I thought it was a little awkward at first, but I let him do it, and it felt really relaxing. After that day, he is always begging to massage my feet, specially when I come back from the gym. My older brother is gay and when I told him that something was weird with all these foot massages, he immediately said “bro, this guy wants to suck your cock”
I don’t think so, because as long as I’m concerned, he is straight too. But I admit that, as a straight man, I don’t feel like giving my friends massages so often. My brother sent me this link on whatsapp and told me that you’re a specialist in male behavior. I was surprised to see that this is a gay porn website and thought my brother was joking, but he insisted that I should reach out because you’ll know what to say. I am a big ally and love my brother but I have no intention to have any sort of homosexual relationship.
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me! I also thank your brother for sending you my way!
Just based on what you told me I must agree with your brother: your roommate is either a faggot, or an unrealized faggot.
Like you said, as a straight Man you have no desire to rub the feet of your friends. Why is your roommate wanting to do that? Also, why is your roommate so eagerly doing chores for you?
Almost all faggots have foot fetishes, and craving is so intense that Men can easily flush out a faggot by simply taking off their shoes and watching the fag get flustered. It cannot be hidden. A faggot can always be revealed through its addiction to feet and bulges.
So what will you do with this faggot now that you know what it is, Sir? Kick it out?
I’m certainly not going to suggest you get into a “homosexual relationship” with the faggot, Sir, but as this “porn site” proves, straight Men and straight Alphas use/own faggots all the time. I invite you to check out the many true stories of such things in the right sidebar, Sir.
Using a faggot doesn’t turn a straight Man gay any more than using a Fleshlight turns a Man into a doll fucker. In fact, straight Men who own/use faggots typically feel more powerful because of the fact that even males are subjugated by their power.
But I’m not going to try to convince you of anything you don’t want to try, Sir. You’re already benefitting from this live-in faggot’s worship, so you can leave it at that.
But if you’re feeling bolder (or want a definitive answer), I suggest that you order the fag to kneel at your feet while you’re standing over it and ask it if it is a faggot. Order it to kiss your feet. Repeat this several times. I think you will be surprised by what happens, Sir.
If you want, you can scent train the faggot by having it sniff your balls through your pants, or your armpits.
These things I’m suggesting to you aren’t gay, just nature. Animals do this stuff, too. I suggest them because it will reveal great Hierarchical truths to you and open your mind to your true power, Sir.
I’m always open to helping you privately via email, Sir. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. Thank you, Sir!
The following post is part of a thread following the story of Mika, a teenage faggot in Peru who bravely and successfully seduced a straight Alpha named Gael. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It may seem haphazard, but the porn featured on this site is (aside from the odd selection) highly curated and purposeful. The same goes for my successful Twitter/X accounts. I use porn for something more than simply masturbation material. I use it to teach.
A couple of days ago I posted this clip of a faggot begging to be impregnated by the Alpha fucking it, which of course led to the Alpha immediately breeding it. In my accompanying commentary I pointed out how well this technique works in manipulating an Alpha to breed fags.
Leave it to one of my best students, little Mika of Peru, to take my advice and run with it! Listen to what he said:
Hellooo my friend Sam!! This is Mika from Peru again :)) omg Sam, you’re so perfect and help me so much with everything you do.
I saw the video you putted here about the guy saying “get me pregnant” and I think it’s sooo hot. Yesterday, Gael said that wanted his girl again (me), so I prepared my ass and my make up just like he likes. I sucked his dick and his balls as I always do, but when he started fucking me and calling me Luna again, I wanted to do the same thing in the video, so when he was getting strong and fast with his cock in my ass I looked in his eyes and said “please, get me pregnant, I want your babies”
OMG Sam!!! It was so crazy, he loved loved loved that and banged so hard, it started to hurt a little bit, but he was so happy fucking me so instead of saying stop I said “give me your cum please, get me pregnant” and he shot soooo much cum inside of me. I think it was the biggest cum Sam, really, was crazy.
When he finished he said that he was really proud of me, and he put me in his arms, it was so good. He only calls me in the feminine now, only calls me Luna, and he said that he doesn’t know who is Mika anymore. I’m his girl, his Luna, and I’ll take his babies in my pussy now.
I feel that I’m turning a real girl for him. I am not trans and I like to be a boy, but he is training me so well to be a girl that I love that 🙂 do you think he will stop banging me when his girlfriend decides to give him her pussy?? Because the real Luna (his girlfriend) is a virgin and is waiting for the wedding. Of course she has no idea that he is fucking me, but I’m afraid he will stop with me when he has her… I don’t know
But thank you for this wonderful video Sam!! All the faggots should say “get me pregnant”
Hahaha I love that adorable and sexy experience! It’s exactly what I wanted to help faggots do in the moment to more fully please their Alphas!
I must give credit to Mika for keeping his head in the game! When being pounded by an Alpha, it’s hard to stay focused! But Mika was able to remember and use that lesson he learned from PORN! Good boy!
As far as his concerns about Gael abandoning him once he gets pussy from Luna, yeah, there might be a slow-down and some infrequent use for a while (he is, after all, straight), but there’s NO WAY Luna is fully replacing a good faggot like Mika! Master Gael has discovered the wonders of faggot worship, and I don’t think he’s going to give it up now!
One way to further protect against losing Master Gael is to become even more worshipful of him. You must give him the kind of worship he loves and will only get from faggots (because women are generally bad about worshiping their Men).
So what do I mean? Like, kneel and kiss his feet when you meet up with him. Massage his feet. Serve him food like a slave does a Master. ADORE HIM and PRAISE HIM. This will prove to be what ultimately draws him back to his special faggot slut again and again!
Hi Sam, I’ve recently been embracing my role as a faggot in London by offering foot massages to superior men. This has led to some amazing meets where I’ve started by rubbing their feet and it turned into full foot worship when they realised they enjoyed me sucking their toes and licking their feet with some men even rubbing them all over my face and making me repeat that I’m their foot fag which felt amazing!
The trouble for me is that men often also want their dick sucked while they’re relaxing and being worshipped but I’m still a virgin and inexperienced in sucking dick. The taste of the tip puts me off especially when they start to leak precum and I don’t know what to do when it’s in my mouth unless they guide me and take full control of my head. I feel so embarrassed since these men deserve full service in any way they please and my lack of experience makes me feel like a really useless fag for not being able to please them in this way.
Thank you for the question, brother!
It’s so weird that you love serving an Alpha’s feet, but you’re grossed out by sucking dick. Inexperience is one thing, but you seem uninterested in sucking it at all. You need to develop a hunger for cock if you’re going to keep massaging the feet of Alphas, because they aren’t going to enjoy a faggot that only provides partial service.
I have no idea how to advise you on developing a hunger. It should be coming up naturally inside. You need to think about the great opportunities you’re wasting.