Questions From Readers
Hi Sam,
My name is Jack I live in the UK and I am at this current time a complete failure as a faggot.
I feel like I am not living life correctly. I don’t wear my cage, I don’t serve Men sexually or otherwise anymore and I am basically just a normie now.
However the pull to correct this is ever present. I feel like I was always a better person in chastity than out of it. If I served a man sexually or even in small every day ways it used to bring me a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment that would have me smiling for days.
I’m writing not because I need advice on how to fix this. Deep down I know the answers, I am just in a rut. However I feel surrounded by opportunities to correct it. For example I am in my thirties, I am working with a 21 year old Alpha Male who is feral, he hugs me, humps me, slaps my arse all in the workplace and finds it funny. I’m not sure he finds it anything more than a joke but the idea of just swallowing his load and thanking him and him finding that funny makes me think about him more than I should do.
So I guess the real question I have is have you or any of the faggots reading ever found yourselves stuck in a rut? Like when you break the habit of eating healthy or going to gym for a long time. And if so what broke it? Was it the old Just Do It approach?
Thank you for writing, brother!
First of all, you’re NOT a failure as a faggot! You’ve had the right mentality in the past, so it’s not like you can’t do it.
I think what you’re describing is quite a common problem, and I bet more than a few fags reading this are nodding their heads in recognition of what you’re saying. Look, being a faggot is not easy. People think we CHOOSE to be faggots just like they think we choose to be gay. The same rebuttal applies: why would we ever choose something that makes our lives demonstrably more difficult?? Of course we wouldn’t … and we didn’t. We are simply wired to be faggots, and our path to fulfillment is littered with pain and complications and necessary inconveniences. That’s simply the truth of it.
The question becomes: how bad do you want to feel that fulfillment, and do you want it more than settling into this rut for the rest of your life?
You’re a young faggot with plenty of life and energy left to offer Alphas. I see no need for you to surrender and be miserable in that rut, do you? It’s especially ridiculous to consider given the fact that you have a 21-year-old Alpha giving every signal that he’s ready to learn about his real purpose and discover the truth about faggots! You’ve got this huge opportunity to do something special with this Alpha, and you’re wasting it by talking yourself out of it (“makes me think more of it than I should do”). TAKE ACTION! Ask him if he considers himself an Alpha, lead him into a discussion of hierarchy, and even show him the site and the pyramid of hierarchy. Ask leading questions about what he finds there. Hell, use my “Letter To An Alpha” to strike up a more direct conversation.
There’s simply no reason to be like this, brother. This doesn’t need to be the end for your purpose. Get up and get started!
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