Early in 2022 I received a letter from a faggot named Shawn. He told me an incredible story about a rape by his subsequent Owners, bisexual Master Aaron and his straight Alpha friend Master Michael.

And then, quite out of the blue, Master Aaron began writing to me to set the record straight (Shawn hadn’t told the entire truth) and to give me more insight into his viewpoint on faggots.

That thread always stuck with me, because it gave me new insights into the thought processes of straight Alphas who own and use faggots. Master Aaron was particularly manipulative (in the best possible way), always seeking to push his faggots and help them achieve greater degrees of subspace intensity. It also really helped that he was a gifted writer, able to truly articulate his methodology and perspective.

I may be getting back in touch with Master Aaron (fingers crossed), so I painstakingly restored his legendary thread from FWA to this site for posterity.

You can access that entire thread in chronological order by CLICKING HERE!

I hope you enjoy it!

Hi Sam.

I’m the bottom who wrote you about two weeks ago wondering if I had cunted myself with a dildo. In my first message I mentioned how I started riding my toys without touching my cock and learned how to anal orgasm and that now it was a lot harder to orgasm from jerking off without anal stimulation. Well, I would like to report that two weeks later it is almost impossible for me to orgasm from jerking off even with anal stimulation. My erections are softer and stimulation feels a lot more muted than before. It’s gotten to the point where I could do it for an hour but I still get soft and don’t care about finishing.

The only thing that makes me feel satisfied is a couple anal orgasms now. I think my brain has actually been rewiring since accidentally cunting myself because it’s the only way I can masturbate now. It actually has become a bit of a turn-on like I’m emasculating myself and I’ve started to refer to my ass as a pussy and my orgasms as pussygasms because my penis is no longer a sexual organ. I’ve even been looking at chastity cages to make sure it stays this way.

So my questions are:

Is this a common experience after cunting?

Is this what “the void” is?

Can I still call myself a man after this?

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION. 

Hi brother! Thanks for the question! 

I’m honestly so glad you wrote in again with such an insightful follow-up, because your first question caused me to really consider self-cunting and the larger implications of the cunting process. Your follow-up touches on some of the same thoughts I had, namely the alterations that happen due to cunting. 

I’ve never self-cunted through anal play like you did, so my viewpoint was skewed. I always attributed the severe changes that occur within a faggot once it’s been cunted to the power of Alpha cock alone, and not the physiological changes within the faggot. But your experience shows that a faggot’s cunting changes its very nature, and not in relation to Alphas at all. It’s interesting. 

To answer your questions:

1 . Yes, what you’re experiencing is very common among cunted faggots. After my first cunting, my urge and ability to masturbate severely decreased. Part of the reason for that (I think) is because the sensations of cunting are so extraordinary that traditional masturbation pales in comparison. But there’s more to it than that.

2. What I call “The Void” is related to cunting in a way, although “The Void” can occur in uncunted faggots. “The Void” is simply the aching emptiness we faggots have after having Alpha dick inside us. That ache causes us to stumble around in a daze in search of having another dick fill it up again. 

3. No, you cannot call yourself a Man after this, because (as you should now realize) you weren’t a Man before you cunted yourself. You acknowledge this in the fact that you’re now referring to your hole as a “pussy”. That’s why I call mine a pussy as well. Every cunted faggot has a transformed view of themselves as something almost like a third gender. That’s why we have a separate word to describe us: FAGGOTS. I suggest that you get used to it.

Semantics aside, I would never insult Men by putting myself in the same category as they are given the mind-shift I’ve experienced through cunting. I’ll never be the same again. 

I’m a little surprised I haven’t heard from faggots who’ve tried (and succeeded) in cunting themselves with large dildos after you published your experience. I know I’ve been eyeing up this huge black dildo I have … but I’d still rather be cunted by actual Alpha dick. But who knows? I’m weak! 

Thanks again, brother!  

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This is a pretty good overview of the basic positions for proper faggots. We want to know these so well that we automatically assume them on command the way a soldier responds to a drill sergeant.

Of these. It seems that faggots struggle with the position that is also the easiest one: SIMPLE KNEELING. Too many faggots have their hands on themselves!