The following post is part of a thread chronicling the journey of a faggot named Ricky who discovered the joy and fulfillment of chastity while in college. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

In honor of Locktober, I’m publishing stories of faggots who have learned something about themselves through chastity. Write to me if you have something to share!

I really am jealous of some of my brothers who have had experiences like a faggot named Ricky. You see, Ricky was taught the truth about chastity while in college, when an Alpha there took ownership of him and locked him in chastity for the first time. I didn’t get to know the meaning of chastity until later in my life, so I feel like I missed out on those precious years of discovery while in my youth.

Some might say that putting a cage on a young fag’s nub is detrimental, but honestly the benefits far outweigh any detriments. Just listen to Ricky describe his experience:

I always knew I was different from my guy friends growing up. When they would be talking about what girls they got with from school I only ever cared because I wish it was me they were fucking. Like most boys do we talked dick size and I was always the smallest out of my friends. I was always envious of their size and wondered if I’d ever get that big.

Well college came and I met my first alpha. He introduced me to the hierarchy and caged me for the first time. Once the cage was on everything made sense. I knew I was always meant to be caged. I found FWA and leaned more of my place in the hierarchy and got deeper into chastity. This site has helped me to learn and embrace my place as a fag beneath real men. The hierarchy is undeniable.

I wish I had known sooner and locked up back when I was in high school before I tried topping lol

Isn’t it funny how Ricky and I (now both long-term caged fags) wish we would’ve been caged earlier? Why do we feel that way?

It’s because chastity has been teaching us a deeper meaning to our submission. We are learning things about ourselves through chastity that not even simple denial could ever do. Chastity is a journey into oneself, into our own motivations and our reason for being.

Chastity separates us in an undeniable and distinctive way from Men. There are no excuses possible for a caged fag, so delusions. It frees up the mind of a faggot, focuses its mind on its proper place and the only needs that matter: that of the Superior Men around us.

I’m really proud of Ricky for finding a college Alpha who understood the value of caging faggots and took action to cage Ricky’s tiny dicklet!

Any faggots out there still free should really consider it, too! You’ll be a much better faggot for it!

Hello Sam, fellow fag here, I hope this finds you well.

Firstly, I must start by thanking you for your wonderful work over the years. I was a reader back when FWA was still a thing. I also thank you for being candid with your own struggles, personal and legal, and standing up to fascism. While this is a space for domination and submission it is still important to be principled in every aspect of your being. I hold tremendous respect for you.

Before I get to my question here is some context: I’ve dipped my toes at various levels with submission, exclusively online. I did get close to meeting in person but I chickened out. In fact I threw my cage away. And I’ve done that a few times now. I get scared and want to distance myself from the fag inside me. Inevitably though I always return. I know it stems from some trauma I still carry and I’m neurodivergent.

Now I have the opportunity to reach out to that alpha again. I know I don’t deserve his attention but he was damn good as my Daddy. Equally I don’t want to insult him by crawling back (for the third time). He deserves better.

I do find myself in a better headspace though and I’ve managed to beat my previous chastity lockup record and counting. Additionally, I do struggle to find the right connections with alphas that can accommodate my disability.

My queries for you are:

Could you offer advice on how to conquer that fear?
What would you suggest to fags that want to run away instinctively?
Is there a way to make things good with my Daddy? Should I even attempt it?
Do you have any external resources that you think would help unowned fags beyond content on this website?

Thank you for this opportunity to ask and I will keep following in the hope of becoming a better fag. Even if this doesn’t get a response please continue your hard work.

Many thanks,

subnameddom (I’m aware of the irony)

Thank you for writing, brother.

The issue you describe is pretty common, so you shouldn’t beat yourself up too much over it. Faggots are pretty vulnerable, so it’s understandable. 

I do think the online service stuff (like findom, etc.) exacerbates this problem. When a person gets comfortable in safety behind a computer screen, the simple act of meeting with someone in person becomes much more difficult. The same goes for masturbating to porn or Alphas online. The disconnect between the easy online fantasy and real-life interaction makes it harder to come out and live honestly in realtime. 

I’m not sure how to fix it, honestly, because at some point the solution involves you simply embracing what you need to do and then doing it. There’s no magic formula for this part. You either want it badly enough to take action, or you don’t. It’s just like the countless people out there dreaming of starting a business, but never do. They enviously watch YouTube videos of people finding success, all the while growing bitter because those people took the action they didn’t. You see what I mean?

I do think it’s bad that you’re wasting this long-suffering Alpha’s time with your indecisiveness. He seems like a good Master who deserves better. I’m not trying to make you feel bad by saying that, brother. I just want you to appreciate what’s at stake. 

If you want this to come true, then you need to say “fuck it” and just go do it. You’ll never know how it feels to actually serve and be owned by a truly superior Man until you TRY. 

I’m rooting for you, brother. I really am. I wish I had a magic wand that could make it happen for you, but life wants us to earn our fulfillment. So go grab it while you still can! 

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Hi Sam, this is fag cocksucker, a fan of your blog. I have two questions. The first is about fagBNB /subBNB, because I heard that this program has been delayed or canceled. And here’s the question: will it be resumed, do you have any updates on this, or not? Because I think it’s a program with great potential, I would very much like to use it myself, of course.

The second question, or rather not a question, but rather an idea/ different view  at fagBNB. Because I live in a place where, I think, not many masters would simply want to come on vacation or so. So, what do you think about a solution where the master announces himself and his apartment/place to sleep in exchange for service? Of course, everything must be signed in a contract, everything must be agreed upon etc. In exchange for accommodation/a place to sleep, fag can serve the master in any way the master wishes like sexual service, cleaning, cooking for the master, shopping (the master can save money on shopping), or simply giving a blowjob a few times a day in gratitude for the accommodation. Fag can be on his vacation, maybe can work from Master place or whatever. But the Master in the end have checked fag for service. I think this idea is also worth considering, because every fag would be happy to go even to a smaller town just to serve a master. Tell me what you think.

Thank you for the question, brother! 

Yes, SubBNB is currently sidelined and/or cancelled given that Master Raz (the co-creator of it) is serving in the military. However, I’ve started a proto-FagBNB on the FREE Hierarchy Discord, available right now. I am looking into ways to make it work viably on the Discord, but for now there is a room open for that service.

As to your other idea, I think it has merit. However, knowing online Masters as I do, I think it’s unlikely that Masters would open their homes to online faggots. Men (and particularly Alphas) are very compartmentalized. They like to keep the various parts of their lives separated. Viewing from the Alpha perspective, I think they’d be uncomfortable with a faggot “invading” their personal space. 

I could be wrong, though. Maybe some Alphas can weigh in on this idea.  

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