older

I'm older. I've always looked for a Master with whom to have a true Master-slave relationship. When I was younger, I knew several Masters, but for fear that the relationship would destroy me, I left them. Recently, I found a new Master, bisexual (he lives with his girlfriend). He's a true God and lives like one. I think he makes a living off social media and the slaves who pay him and buy his videos. From day one, he demands that I come to his house. He locked me in a chastity cage, and with him, I broke my record for days without masturbating (28 miserable days, but a lot for me). The first sessions were incredible, and I couldn't understand how such a perfect being would want to be with a normal individual like me. But the last few sessions have basically been like domestic slavery; with barely any sleep, I can spend 12 hours cleaning and cleaning. The only exciting thing is that when he needs to urinate, I have to swallow his pee, and when I leave something dirty behind, he spanks me. Nothing more. The truth is, I feel a bit like a cleaning lady. I was supposed to stay all night last night, but after 7 hours of cleaning, I told him I had to go. He got angry, but let me. In the morning, he texted me saying I should be under his feet right now. Like a fool, I came back. After 3 more hours of cleaning, a few mouthfuls of pee, and a few spankings for some mistake, he let me go home.
I don't know what to do. Should I continue to care for him until I feel more fulfilled, or should I leave?