Attracting Straight Men: How Can I Subtly Express My Desires?

Hi Sam, how are you doing? I'm from Brazil, 32 years old, and I've been a long-time follower of your site (FWA). After your absence, I noticed the site went down, and honestly, I was devastated... it was a true oasis of information and content about the Hierarchy for me. It was the first site where, when I read it, it became crystal clear to me what I truly was: a submissive faggot.

To my joy, this week I "rediscovered" that the address has changed, but you're back! Welcome back!

I've always thought about writing to you, and today I finally took the initiative.

You know, Sam... I've always admired virile, masculine men. I rarely have sex with other gay men, as my arousal comes from being used by a brute specimen (and the gay men I know rarely are). I have a normal life, I'm not out, but whenever I can, I go to certain gas stations (popular with truckers spending the night) and bars (I look for the ones with a higher proportion of men). In these environments, I easily find the kind of man that excites me: rough, rugged, ogre-like, macho, virile, and most of the time, needing a hole to stick their cock in and have some fun.

I don't have mannerisms or a voice that easily identifies me as gay, but in these environments, I always try to wear tight jeans that really show off my huge, round ass. I get absolutely ecstatic watching the men there looking at me curiously. Some even try to approach me. Sometimes a simple conversation happens. But my biggest difficulty, Sam, is getting them to realize what I truly am - without exposing myself to too much risk - in these environments. Would you know how to help me?

Thank you so much,

From your big Brazilian admirer.