Is it worth it?

Hi Sam,

I've been following your website and profile for a while now. You've definitely had an impact on me as I came to terms with my desires to submit and serve. I don't agree with everything you've said over the years, but I know I am a faggot and I know you helped me get there.

I've recently been feeling really desperate to serve. There are these 3 guys I follow on socials and I know two of them personally-- really one, but I've spoken to the other in some of my classes a little. We all go to the same college.

The first guy I knew in high school and he was kind of my friend and kind of not? It was always weird cause sometimes he seemed to be using me. Like I helped him through some of his classes, but I got annoyed and stopped speaking to him.

The second guy, like I said, I only speak to him a couple times in class but we shared a dorm building before. I've seen him shirtless in the halls a couple times, but I doubt he really knows or remembers me.

The last guy I found from the second guy's social media. One of the hottest men I've ever seen-- real Alpha type. I think he's trying to be a fitness influencer or something.

There's a part of me that really wants to reach out to one of these guys and try to serve them, but we don't really talk. I'm worried that if I were to reach out to them they'd think I was a freak and either ignore me or out me to other people. So I guess my I'm asking how do I submit to them? Is it even worth trying to? Or should I focus on other Alphas?