Questions From Readers

Hi sam–I’ve been in an exclusive service relationship with a straight alpha for several years now. Thus far, he’s never allowed sexual service, but he does let me massage and worship his muscles sometimes.

This weekend I was giving him a back massage, and he said “You know, if I get a serious girlfriend, we won’t be able to do this anymore.”

I pressed him on it, and he’d like to keep me around, but would be uncomfortable with anything physical behind his girl’s back.

My question is this: what does long-term service to a straight man look like? What happens to a fag when the man enters a serious relationship? How should I navigate this once he finds someone?

Thank you for this important question, brother! 

It’s curious that this straight Alpha has kept you around (and wants to keep you) despite the fact that you’re only really massaging him sometimes. I wonder why you don’t seem to be doing more for him, like domestic or financial service. 

I think I would’ve tried making myself more valuable over the years so that letting you go would be harder for him, but that opportunity is now largely gone. I guess you could still try that while he appears to be single.

But I think you need to be prepared to be dismissed. Every straight Master who owned me (and mind you, I was doing more than you have been, including sexual service) dismissed me when they fell in love and started toward marriage (or also moved away for jobs). It’s the nature of the beast. It’s very rare for a straight Alpha to keep a good faggot once he gets married and committed to a female, but I have covered a couple of cases here. 

Ultimately, we exist to serve these Alphas. We are possessions to be used until we are no longer needed or useful. It’s harsh, I know, and a faggot can get hurt in the process. But in my case, these dismissals made me stronger. I’m not really one to do much worrying or being afraid. 

So pull up your bootstraps and use every opportunity to serve while cherishing it all. 

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