Cuck or Trans?

Hi,

I am wondering if I’m a fag or trans. I love straight muscular men. I want to serve them in all the ways they desire. I am willing to work for them , clean after them , be a footstool , a urinal.

Recently, I enjoy when my alpha calls me a girl. Talks to me as if I’m a girl. Referencing my dick as a clot and telling me to rub it. I get so arouse at the thought of him fingering my pussy (not bussy).

I am happy to be his cuck but it’s not enough for me. Yes, I like seeing him fuck , cleaning up his cum , and washing the sheets after he has sex. However, I never care about the woman but I want to be her. I want him to fuck my in my pussy .

what am I? A desperate cuck? Another fag? What should I do now?