I need your opinion, please
Hey Sam,
This Jose from Mexico again. I've been talking with my brothers Lorenzo and Juan everyday since I came back from Lorenzo's paradise. I really need your opinion because my brother Lorenzo is getting more and more serious about fucking me. You know that I gave him some blowjobs and really liked it, but now he's telling me that he really wants to try my ass next time I go to his paradise.
I trust my brother completely and I don't think it will hurt or he will humiliate me. But I still have a big mental block, I'm afraid thay Gio and Rafa will see me as another fag if I let Lorenzo fuck me. Lorenzo told me that I should see this situation as an opportunity to learn more about hierarchy and how complex it can be. He said that there is no reason to be afraid because we're brothers and he just wants to establish our roles, not cause me any harm. He always tells me that I don't need to do it if I don't want it, and I can keep using Gio and Rafa, but he also says that he will be much happier to have me in his house if I let him do it as a proof that I respect his alphahood as a King. I don't know, I guess he's right but I told him that I want to bring this discussion to your website and he said it's a great idea. We're both curious about your opinion, so please be completely honest.
Juan and all the boys know that Lorenzo wants to fuck me but the fags are really polite and discreet, they never mention this. But Juan texted me a few days ago to tell me that nothing would change between us if I decide to do it. He also said that when we got together for our summer break he brought Bruno and Lorenzo had his 2 boys available for us, so Juan thinks it's fair that I accept my place as an Alpha but a less powerful one who doesn't own any fags yet. He was nice to me and said that I need to follow my heart because life is too short. He also guaranteed me that Bruno will still serve me no matter what happens. Juan said that I should talk more with Bruno to understand how different we are because Bruno lived for years like a Master and today he's a completely submissive bottom, while I have no doubt in my mind that I'm an Alpha.
I don't know Sam, I feel really attracted to Lorenzo, to be honest. Although he's not the stereotype of the porn star, he has a thick cock, big balls, and treats his fags with so much care, love, and power. He's my biggest role model and he knows that. So the only man who I'd ever let touch my ass is he for sure. He became a wonderful friend and mentor, so he deserves to have what he wants. But I still have a big mental block and sometimes I feel that the second he put his cock inside me, nobody will ever see me as a Man again. What do you think Sam? Am I being ridiculous and overthinking this whole thing? I really value your opinion and whatever you say will have a big influence on my decision...
