Questions From A Possible Fag

Hi Sam.

I'm 25 and a bottom.  A total bottom actually - and I read your posts about cunting with great curiosity. After some research on reddit I started to masturbate solely with my dildos while wearing a jockstrap so I wouldn't jerk off like I used to.  The first time I did this in June I focused solely on the sensations from my ass for the first time ever while riding one of my larger toys. After about five minutes I could feel something building in me and soon I felt like I had to push out. I shoved the head past my second hole while continuing to ride and felt like I was going to pass out from so much pleasure. After about thirty seconds it ended and I released my breath and laid on the floor for a few minutes trying to catch my breath.

I have a couple questions though.  Is this what an anal orgasm is? Ever since I've started to have experiences like that it's a lot harder to cum from jerking off and I need some type of anal stimulation to get me there. Does this mean I've cunted myself? Is that even possible?? I've been craving anal a lot more than before because it just feels soo good now!

Also I was wondering if an Alpha always has to be a top. Are there Alpha bottoms and Fag tops?