Have you met someone like me?
Yo fag,
Like many of your readers who ask you questions, I've been a long time reader. I find your hierarchy analysis quite impressive in its detail and explanations. While most of the people whom you speak with seem to fit in with a specific label quite well, I do not.
Labels are meaningless to me so I am not asking because I need to be labeled, more, I am curious if throughout your tenure as a faggot, you've come across someone like me.
Ever since I was a kid, I was always the one people flocked to. Teachers, coaches, aunts and uncles, always seemed to hold me in the highest esteem. Always stating how good I was, how lucky my mom was, worshipping me in a way. Though I was far too young to understand as I was just being me. I was the one that people reached out to for protection and advice. The one who defended my younger cousins from people far older than me from being hurt or bullied. I remember being 9yrs old and in a game of "make-believe," I made the 13-14 year old neighbor boy kneel before me. I always felt extraordinary in potential, ambition, intellect, etc.
Now I'm sure it seems easy to guess at this point but if I had to classify myself, I would be Protector Alpha. Here is the catch. I'm a bottom, fully. As I've gotten older, I don't really have any desire to breed unless it's to have bio-kids. If I decide to fuck, it's on my terms, it's how I want, it's to satisfy me. Generally, "men" who claim to be doms, like to think of me as a faggot because what man would take dick. It's a fair statement. I can play the part but as I stated before, it's because I decided to, not because I saw them to be superior to me in anyway. I even consider other men who get fucked are generally weaker and based on my culture and background, that belief coincides with that statement. But not me. I also think it's fair to say I am bit narcissistic, but I just don't feel bound by these restrictions.
In high school, I had a friend who was a dom/master. Older than me and known to be a gay slut fucking everyone who caught their eye. We never hooked up but throughout the years, I noticed a shift in his demeanor and started suggesting that he explore his feminine/submissive side. He felt safe with me to explore these feelings. And I enjoyed turning him into a good girl. It was one of the reasons why I enjoyed bruno's transformation. There's nothing that turns me on more than forcing a "master" come to the realization that they are not real men and are actually faggots.
Anyway, I just wanted to share a little about me. Keep up the good work fag.
-Steph
