Betas using fags

Hello. I don't consider myself a faggot, because althought I act like one during sessions once I'm not horny I don't feel any impulse to be subservent, I don't like doing house chores neither I would ever pay another man, even an alpha, etc etc. I know an alpha that sometimes I serve, and I know a faggot that is very clearly a total faggot and also serves him. One time the alpha was traveling, and the fag (who things I'm pretty) started coming up on me. I ended up using him. Now, that's not my thing, but I was horny and it seemed so...right? Like, even though I'm obviously not an alpha he seemed to be very clearly below me in the hierarchy, and I could never imagine myself submiting to him. Is this normal? You talk a lot here about alphas and faggots so I'm not sure how the "middle of the pyramid" interacts with itself.