Am I a Soft Alpha?
Hello Sam,
This is Jerome from France again, how have you been? I know we have never met in person but I do respect what you have to say and would like to hear from you.
You probably remember that I was alternating my cock between three different holes: Fag A, Fag B, Fag C. Some weeks ago, Fag B moved abroad because he received a scholarship to study ballet in Italy. I miss him, his soft mouth, and his tight hole, but I fully supported him to go after his dreams, and I am honestly happy for him. Fag C is still my good boy, he keeps going to therapy to deal with his hiv-related trauma and we have made great progress. His hole feels amazing and he is relaxing much more now, taking my cock with much more ease than before.
But I wanted to ask you about my situation with Fag A. Since I started fucking him, he has been asking more and more for a really rough fuck. He likes when I choke him, spanks him, slaps his face, and basically treat him like trash. When I call him gorgeous or a good boy, he says that he is just a hole and he keeps repeating things like "real men don't compliment, they just fuck hard and leave." Last week his behavior got to a critical point because after a whole day at work he texted me and asked if I wanted to spend the night with him. I didn't want to sleep alone but I was exhausted after a long day and I had pumped a load inside Fag C's ass that morning, so my balls were not exactly full. So I went to his place and told him that I wanted his company, we could cuddle, and I wanted to put him to sleep on my chest (as I do with my 3 fags). But he got really mad at me, he yelled at me saying that if I was going just to sleep with him he should have, in his own words, "bought a dildo and a pillow, not texted me". I got pissed and left his place in the middle of the night and went back to my place.
He told me that I must "stop being too soft, and become a real man", which honestly offended me, and I haven't texted him since then, but he's friends with my sister so I will eventually meet him again in person. I wanted to hear your honest opinion about it Sam. Am I being "too soft" because I don't treat him like a piece of shit? After everything I did for Fag C I thought I really knew how to take care of a sub boy, but Fag A's questioning of my alphahood has become really annoying.
I am not questioning if I am an Alpha or not. Everytime Fag C kneels for me, open his mouth waiting for my cock, and cries saying that I saved his life after his trauma with his ex, I am completely sure of what I am. My issue is here: Does Fag A have a point and I should "improve" my alphahood, or is he just a selfish fag who should be thankful for having my cock and balls available to cunt him? Can't a real Man be polite, respectful, and have feelings?
Thanks, Sam
I wish you happy holidays and a great 2026
