Is this weird?

Hi Sam, I have a friend who is such an Alpha stud, he is literally amazing. I have been obsessed with him for years now, and always have been drooling over him and his beauty. Since recently I have started doing something some people might think is weird, as we all know AI is growing every day, so I find out about this amazing AI that lets you create very realistic pictures of people. And I have been obsessed with creating pictures of my Alpha friend. Is it too weird to make AI pictures of him?

(note: please don’t not publish this text in brackets I would be very grateful. I will give you a link for one of the pictures I created using AI, you can publish it, since I cropped it so you can’t see his face. I want him to stay anonymous, he doesn’t know I am literally drooling over him: https://ibb.co/c9FhjBh)