When it’s difficult to obey

Hi Sam

Faggot hopes you can help it with a bit of a problem but first of all it needs to give a bit of context.  Faggot is very lucky to have irregular but relatively frequent meetings with a Master who is significantly younger than it is.  Faggot feels very privileged to be able to serve and does so to the best of its ability.  Master likes to administer pain and to humiliate faggot (both in private and occasionally with other men present).  He also uses faggot for sexual relief.  Faggot craves the lash, thrills to the humiliation and longs for Master's seed - a precious gift which He bestows when He sees fit.

The problem for faggot is that very occasionally Master likes to take a cock in His arse and He has instructed faggot to uses its dicklet to fuck Him.  It embarrasses faggot even to write these words, so unfitted does it feel  to perform this function.  Master generally refers to its penis as a dicklet or a clit and faggot has learned to consider it to be of no importance in any sexual encounter.   Over the years, however, faggot has developed its own mantra 'Master, if it pleases You it must please me.' This is a mantra it uses whenever Master instructs it to perform a new task and He has the grace to ask if faggot likes it.  On the two occasions it has been told to fuck Master (how shocking those words sound!) it has been unable to perform. Faggot has lost its hard-on and has feebly fumbled around trying to insert its inadequate and rapidly softening dicklet into His most private place.  Master has tried to convince faggot that this is not a situation of faggot 'taking charge' because by fucking Him (again it pains faggot to write those words!) it is merely obeying an order, just like any other command.  Faggot hates to be disobedient (obedience is its favourite word in the whole English language) but it has come up against a block in its journey of submission and feels itself to have let Master down.  Master, in His wisdom and kindness, does not dwell on the point but it is clear that He is disappointed and for faggot this is almost too much to bear!

Faggot would love to hear your comments on this, please.

Fag charlie