Unusual Problem
Hey Sam, I really want your opinion about something
I am 42, bisexual Alpha, I spent 18 years in a wonderful marriage with a lovely woman, we had 2 children who I love We got a divorce a few years ago, but everything eas very peaceful and we are still friends. She has a new boyfriend who treats my childre very well and I have nothing to complain about it.
I tok have a new boyfriend, a sweet and submissive 19-year-old faggot who loves calling me his Daddy. I introduced him to my children and, although it was a little awkward at first, they get along really well.
As you can see, everything seems to be great in my life, except for one detail: my fag boyfriend is the hungriest cocksucker slut you can imagine. I am 42, he is 19, so I get it, we have different levels of libido. But this has become an actual problem for our relationship. He is at college, I am a lawyer with a really stressful routine. While I deal with dozens of demanding clients everyday, he only needs to worry about looking sexy, going to the gym, and getting good grades. And so, sometimes I am too tired or stressed to fuck him, and he doesn't accept it easily.
To be more clear: I would be happy fucking him every other day, maybe twice or three times a week. But he wants cum in his mouth every morning and hard cock in his ass every night. It's simply impossible for me and I don't intend to take pills just to get hard for him every night.
My wife and I used to have sex once a week. It's been impossible to follow his pace and please him. Last night, when I told I wouldn't fuck him, he got mad and said that if I keep refusing to fuck him he will need to "find a random jock at college and ride his cock". It really hurt my feelings and he ended up apologizing, but I can't stop thinking about it now.
I already fuck him good at least twice a week and I know I have a nice body and a good cock. I can make him moan very loud when I am banging him doggy or missionary, so it's not like I refuse to fuck him, I just can't keep up to his pace.
For two decades I felt like a King fucking my wife, protecting her, providing for her and my children. But now tis whole situation is affecting my masculinity a lot. It's not easy to take a faggot as a boyfriend after 20 years in heterosexual relationships, but I do love him and want to have a good life by him side. I thought about opening our relationship and letting other younger guys fuck him, but I really don't like the idea of other Men touching my boy.
I know very little about gay relationships or hierarchy, it's a whole new world for me. Am I a pathetic Man for having this issue? I'd really appreciate your opinion.
Thank you,
Jacob
