do straight fags exist?

Hi! I had a quick question for you - do you think it's possible for straight fags to exist? I have never once had a "crush" on a man, only women which is why I believe to be straight. I have never had any desire to be in a romantic relationship with a man. I don't really find men hot or anything.

However I am definitely a faggot. I know I am inferior to other men, and I am attracted to the idea of serving them. I'm even more attracted to serving them non sexually than sexually (i dont really want to serve sexually, i just know it is required of me). I'm attracated to the power they have over me and them using that power. But i'm not attracted to the men themselves.

I'm pretty convinced I am a "straight" faggot, but I'd love to hear your thoughts on this!