Dacryphilia

Hi Sam, it's me again, the Alpha with "dacryphilia." I have never heard this word before jajaja thank you very much for your answer, Sam. I am 21, my bf/fag is 19. We both go to college together. I was in my third year when he entered college. In our first party together, I approached him, we kissed, he sucked my dick inside my car, and we've been together since then. I found your website on Twitter. I really love domination but I didn't know anything about that. I started reading your old posts today to try to understand more about this world... but everything is totally new for me and for him. I love daddy/twink porn for many many years, and I can only feel turn on if I have total control of my bottom. I always saw me like a Alpha, but I didn't know that there is a word for this.

About your question and this "dacryphilia" : I don't know what you mean by "cunt" (english is not my first language), but it's fucking like we fuck pussy, right? Never a fag cried after I fuck them, but for my whole life I felt like this. I have memories of me with 9 years stopping in the playground to take care of another boy who was crying too, I only left the playground when he was okay and stopped crying. I don't know how to explain this, but I feel that I need to make the world a better place for all the women and weaker men, I want to protect and take care of every single faggot that feel alone or scared. My boyfriend cryies very easyly and every single time he starts crying I end up shooting my load inside his mouth or hole, every time. I think he is already used to it, and expect this. But don't get me wrong, I don't force nothing on him, I just take care of him, give my shoulder for him to cry and relax, then when he is more calm my dick is already leaking pre cum and ready to fuck. And yeah, I ALWAYS fuck harder and cum more after I feel that I took care of my boy.

I'm so excited to know more, but also confused with this things. I thought I was the only in the planet. I still need to learn more about this hierarchy world and I really wanna talk more with you. (My dick got hard just writing this message and thinking about my bf crying jajaja)