Chastity device training

Hi Sam,

Thank you for your amazing podcasts and website. I am 24 and a faggot. I have serviced several Alphas since I discovered my true identity. None of them have been interested in me being locked in chastity and I have only explored this on my own. I understand that chastity is important to many Alphas and therefore their faggots but I have not experienced that yet.

i have read about how to get used to a device and how to build up the time i can wear it for gradually and carefully to be ready to go long term. i have read that it may take several devices and lots of trial and error before finding the right fit.

i have been servicing an Alpha for nearly three months and he has decided he will lock me. Unlike my previous Alphas he insists on long term locking. He has ordered a CB3000s which he has used with other faggots. When asked about getting the right fit and buildig up time in it he said that this device has always worked for his faggots so it will work for me. He said when it arrives i will wear it straight for two weeks to get used to it before any discussions.

i feel scared as this all goes against what i have read. i have tried to talk to Him about my concerns but he says i don't know what i am talking about and he does. He has locked up faggots before and knows how to lock me.

i know my Alphas knows best and has experience with chastity training but why am i scared?