How do I let a Straight Alpha Male know I am available for service?
Hi. I am wondering how I let a straight alpha male know I am available for service. We have been friends for 8 years now and in that time I have tried to be as obedient as possible. I have always gone along with his suggestions and desires, I have done everything I can to make his life better and more enjoyable. For his part, he seems to know I am "always game" for whatever he has in mind. He has a very dominant attitude with most people in his life and I know from some very frank conversations we have had that he is a rough BDSM master in bed. I also know he has repeatedly complained about women not putting out, not doing all the stuff he wants to do and not being submissive or service oriented enough for his liking.
Next week we will be going on holiday to a cabin together, and all of our other friends have apparently pulled out. To make sure we can still go and that he can have the holiday he deserves, I have covered their shares of the holiday and I have told him it is "so he can still have his holiday" and his only response was that I was such a good friend, when in actuality I am hoping to be his good fag. I have told him I am always happy to help in any way he wants, but he just laughed and said that gay men were funny. Is he oblivious or drawing a line? And if it is the former, how do I get him to see me as the faggot I am beneath him in the hierarchy?
