Bobby the “former” hockey player

Hi Sam. I’m not sure if you remember me but I asked you for advice a few years ago regarding a situation with my hockey teammate who I was also roommates with at the time. After I tried and failed to assert myself I updated you about well him using his underwear on me and I wanted to update you. A few years later and my hockey career is over. I lost my edge completely on the ice and couldn’t compete physically at all. Instead of training I spent my days sniffing my roommates dirty laundry and performing chores for him. Towards the end of the season he was performing on the first line and I was a healthy scratch. He knew it and would mock me relentlessly, but he had won. On the last day before we had to leave for the end of the season he finally fucked me. I would putty in his hands by that point and he knew it. He had me in a mating press and came deep inside me and it was pure euphoria. He actually went on and now plays college hockey but I couldn’t get him out of my mind so now I followed him to his college (I don’t go there I just live in town) and I watch his games like a fan. Sometimes it’s so embarrassing because I used to be better than him, but now I just feel like an utter simp.