Fag monogamy?

Hi Sam--I've been exclusively owned by a straight alpha for several years now. Sexual service is rare, and I sometimes feel myself yearning to serve other men. At the same time though, I feel deep, true loyalty to my owner. I plan to be his boy for life.

I've discussed my feelings with him, and he doesn't mind if I talk to other guys too. I still feel guilty about it though. It's like these dueling feelings inside me.

My question is this: is monogamy unnatural for fags? Can I casually serve men while still remaining loyal to my original alpha?