Being a blessed beta

Hello Sam,

Thank you for everything you do to serve alphas and faggots alike. You have opened my eyes to what it truly means to serve alphas around me.

My problem is that I don’t fit the stereotype of a faggot. If anything, I get mistaken as an alpha but I am far from it! You see, I’ve been blessed with good genes. I’m pretty good looking, have a naturally masculine physique, and an above average penis.

This has made it difficult to find what I’m looking for from guys. The gays are vain af and take one look at me and think I’ll dominate them. But the truth is, I am not dominant at all. I recognize the privilege I have as a hung, hot, straight passing guy. But I also know my place in the hierarchy and it ain’t at the top! I just want to submit, serve, and worship alphas. But it’s hard to find someone that isn’t intimidated by me or my size. I know those aren’t true alphas if they get intimidated by a beta.

I’ve approached a couple of straight alphas and they just want to bro out with me. One let me worship him with a blow job but wanted me to do it naked so he could demean me. But that didn’t go well, as you can imagine. Gay alphas suddenly turn vers when we hookup. I have no desire to top. I don’t want an alpha to compare dick size. I don’t deserve to have a straight “bro.”

How can I make myself more serviceable to alphas? How can I downplay myself to be a better fag? Please help!