What type of fag am I

Hi,

I am unsure how to submit to my master as I currently am.

I love muscular straight alphas. I love watching them pound pussy. I like watching then breed and wishing it was my pussy but I don’t have a vagina. I don’t want my butthole to be used but I wish I could be fucked like a woman by an alpha.

I’m willing to serve straight men by drinking their piss, worshiping their feet, or entertaining them to whatever they desire.

How do I get started? How do you advise? How do I find the right alpha?