The power of a Master’s Cum

Hey brother Sam, i wanted to know your opinion, or what research has shown you, about the power of cum. i have been sucking cocks and swallowing cum for 20 years and i find that the longer i have been doing it the more addicted to cum i have become. i find myself thinking and dreaming about sucking cock and swallowing cum to the point that all my little faggot mind does is dwell on the thought of bringing an Alpha man to climax and swallowing his load. Are the chemical properties of cum that powerful? i am worried that i am getting to the point that i cannot think of anything else. is that a bad thing? i know that there are a lot of Alpha men out there who are glad that this is the case. Maybe that is who i was meant to be and what i was meant to do. i'd appreciate your response to this addiction of mine.