Hi-

For years now a I doubt has been in my mind. I’m not sure if I am a Fag or just a bottom who has been watching too much porn?

The thing is I crave in my mind to serve cock. I’ve bought and used by myself a cohort of plugs, and a couple of chastity cages. But once I am with a Top and he inserts his cock into my hole my instinct is to back away immediately. It’s uncontrollable and I’ve struggled with it ever since my sexuality kicked in. I’ve moved into cocksucking but it’s hard to find purpose in the act, and it does not satisfy the alphas per se. Also I almost never cum, just working to milk the alpha.

So I keep coming back to it: Am I a real faggot or have I just watched too much porn and tried to replicate it? Or am I really a fag that needs to be broken down by a very aggressive alpha who cares not about my instinct to back away and just plows through? (Ive never found one of those, just gentler tops who stop once I complain, and part of me is scared of an aggressive alpha as such.)

You’re in luck! I wrote a book titled “Are You A Faggot?” that goes through the symptoms of faghood, and then concludes with a quiz to help you figure out the truth about yourself. 

You can get that here: https://payhip.com/b/o8E9L

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