Hello, Sam. I want to share my story. I worship my childhood bully. He’s the son of my parents’ friends. When I was a kid, he took away all my pocket money. He made me do his homework for him. He’s older than me. We went to the same university. And they chose one fraternity. He was the king of the brotherhood. Everyone adored him. Parties, get-togethers. All the girls were his. And I studied well. In my third year of study, I managed to rent an apartment near the university. And get a job at the nearest coffee shop. And Trevor is the name of my bully, who was expelled from the university for drunk driving. A week later, he moved into my apartment. He just showed up. And he took a guest room in my apartment. I tried to argue, to kick him out, but it was useless. We started living together. He didn’t pay for anything. Ate my food. He took my money. The tipping point occurred during the Covid quarantine. Trevor was very afraid of getting infected. He always demanded that everything be sterile. I was terrified of strangers. I don’t know. Why, but he was very worried. One evening, when we were watching TV in the living room. There was a movie with a beautiful girl and they were kissing a muscular actor. That turned Trevor on. He did not like to muster. That’s why he asked me. I wanted to run away, to hide. But Trevor held me tight. He put me on my knees. He took off his pants and approached. His bulge pressed against my lips. The heat of this big machine could be felt through the fabric of the boxers. The next second, Trevor pulled down his panties and his cock was touching my forehead. Then the lips. Trevor was running his cock over my face. Gradually. Looking up, I saw a thin grin on his lips. Then my mouth opened on its own. It was as if Trevor had been waiting for this. He immediately plunged his cock into my mouth. A throbbing, burning cock was on my tongue. The dick of the guy who made my childhood hell. But at that moment, time seemed to stop. Trevor was already fucking my throat with his cock without hesitation. We didn’t talk. Sometimes, looking up, I saw the same grin. In about five minutes or how many, I don’t know. He came in my mouth. His cum was hard to taste because of my saliva, but I think it’s bearable. Thinking back now, I think I liked the smell of Trevor himself more. It smelled of tobacco and disinfectants. The whole quarantine, Trevor used my mouth for his pleasure. Without shame. He could come out of the shower and pull my mouth over his cock. Or during washing. When I was doing his laundry. One day he wanted to fuck me. But then he changed his mind. Unsanitary conditions. After the quarantine ended, Trevor left. A few months later, I found out that he had met the love of his life. They got married a year later. Now he and this girl have two children. He called me recently. He said he got divorced. He wants to stay in my apartment. Recall my university years.. I haven’t had another master since Trevor. I’ve only dated girls. Before him, too. Now I’m wondering if I’m a fag or not? I also think it was always him. Thanks for the advice, Sam.. I hope you won’t criticize me for not speaking very good English.. All names have been changed.. What should I do, should I let Trevor in?

Hi! Thank you for writing to me! 

That’s a rough story. It sounds like much of the time this Trevor was forcing you to do things you didn’t really want to do. And even when he forced you to start sucking his dick, you didn’t have some sudden realization that you liked doing it. That makes me question whether or not you’re actually a faggot. 

You see, there’s a line between those who are natural faggots and others like you who were repeatedly bullied into submission. Do you see the difference? 

Personally, I think Trevor seems like a selfish, ignorant pig. I don’t think you should let him in. In fact, I think you should stop talking to him altogether and find someone who can treat you better than that. 

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Hi Sam ,this is not a question but a thank you . Yes your methods work ,i took the caurage to fb message my bully which has a gf and never did dudes . You can read the whole story on my blog if interested but lss. he drove 5h by buss and i sucked him 3 times and once he fucked my brains out and it was beyond awesome ,he was super cool in every way and it just felt right. Thank you Sam ,you raised a generation . Btw im 28 now ,he is 30 and he used to bully me ,kick me and call me fag when i was 12. Life is crazy

https://noelwyatt.bdsmlr.com/post/789004069

Brother, thank you for writing! 

That’s an incredibly thrilling story! I think most faggots have high school bullies (I know I do!) who we fantasized about, but I also believe a lot of those bullies were trying conceal an Hierarchical urge to dominate and use faggots through violence. 

Reconnecting with those bullies and opening them up to the possibility of still using faggots is another level of fag skill, and I commend you for accomplishing this! Like I always say: JUST TRY. Be bold, submit, and offer service. Yeah, you might get rejected. However, more often than anybody (but me) admits, they might say YES. 

Thank you for the link to the full write-up. I want to reproduce it here (with links to you, of course) so that people can easily access it. 

I’m really proud of you! Hopefully it leads to more service opportunities! 

Here is this brother’s post in its entirety:

Today was the best day of my faggot life. My elementary school bully visited me and fucked my SISSY BRAINS OUT.

I was encouraged one day after smoking a lot to send him a facebook message and i did. I said i wanted to see how he is and he told me that he doesn’t remember ,that i send a pic. So i send him the cutes pic of me and he asked for more. After a while he kept asking me what do i want from him. I said only to check in because i liked him in school and thought he was mighty hot. He said i have balls to admit this but said he has a GF and doesn’t do gay stuff. I said i am not gay im a fag and i feel like a gurl and dress up as one for guys like him. I offered for him to come to my place (which is a 5h drive by bus for him) and told him i will serve him dressed as a anime girl. He admitted

 he already fucked a trans dude once but didnt want to cheat on his GF. I said ,its not cheating ,because its like masturbating. You are using me to masturbate. He laughed it off and said hes coming now and he might fuck me. I payed for his expenses of course as i ve been taught a good fag must do and gave him extra cash which he took almost as a thing was expected.

ANYWAY ,he came ,real cool ,no difference when he was in school ,he is kind but he is aggressive in every way of his being ,real real hot.
We chatted a bit ,me dressed all sissy slut ,he ignored that completely and kept talking to me as if i was a normal boy. at one point he just took down his pants real chill and commanded with finger to kneel and suck so i did.

HE was very rough and came into my mouth. After that he used my PC to play some Dota and i just sucked him of under the table/ Again more cum in my mouth.

And believe it or not after that he told suck again and this time after a short while to get him a condom. So i did. He rough pushed inside me it hurt so bad. I asked for him to give me 20 sec ,he was getting agitated and asked if i want it or not . I said i do ,and let him mercilessly fuck my brains out. it was so good but unfortunately he had a condom. he left maybe i never see him again ,but god i want his cock all the time.

Moral of the story is . Be a faggot ,be yourself ,please your alpha ,do what he wants and you get an awesome time. And it was ,one of the happiest days of my life and also a major fag score ,getting your bully to fuck you.

Thank you for reading ,be inspired ,you can do it also ,sorry for grammar.

Hi Sam,

I sent you a message a few days ago about my violent Alpha Boyfriend. I asked him on my knees if he could be less aggressive because he’s a big strong man and I am just a weak faggot. At first he liked my submission and made me suck his cock for a long time, then he told me to undress, I put my ass up, and he fucked me very roughly, much more than I would have liked, but I just closed my eyes and accepted it.

My ass was really sore on the next morning and told them that I couldn’t take his dick again, but I could suck him as much as he wanted. He said that if a faggot cannot take a dick, it is a useless faggot. Then he got really aggressive and punched me several times, I was terrified and thought he would violate me. But I took my phone and called my father and he immediately stopped. I don’t know if you will remember, but I told you that my father was a really good man and a very different type of Alpha. My parents live 3 hours away, but when I sent the pictures of my bruised to my father he left his work and drove 3 hours to rescue me.

Sam, it felt like a movie. My father showed up and I was crying, afraid of what could happen, and with bruises on my arms and my face. He held me in his arms and told me to pick all my stuff from the bedroom. My bf was trying to explain and saying that it was just a misunderstanding, but my father looked at him and just said “you will never touch my son again in your life and, if you try it, I’ll teach you what it means to be a man”.

Anyway Sam, it was a little traumatic, but I am so grateful to have a God Alpha as my father. He literally saved me, took care of me and didn’t judge any of my decisions. I thought he would be mad at me because he tried to stop me when I moved out, but he only offered me love and protection.

It was a crazy week, but I’ve never felt so safe in my whole life. My father says that I’ll find a good man one day, I just need to be patient. I know I’m sexy and young, so there are other men wanting to use me as a cumdump, but is it that hard to find a Man who will use me but also take care of me?

Thanks for your attention, Sam

I love you!

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

My brother, I was so mortified to hear this harrowing and scary story! I am so sorry you had that happen to you! I feel like my advice was wrong, and that I accidentally sent you back into the lion’s den to get mauled again. I am so very sorry!

Of course, my original answer anticipated this possible outcome because I know Destroyer Alphas and their sadistic violent tendencies. This abuser (not calling him Alpha) is apparently lacking a brain in addition to lacking a heart, and I’m glad to hear you’re away from him now.

Speaking of brains, I wish your Alpha father would’ve splattered this guy’s brains across a far wall.

I am so proud of the power and righteousness of your Alpha father. He arrived like a superhero, like Captain America, and rescued you. It probably horrified him to see the situation his little boy was in, but it sounds like he remained brave and empathetic and protective for your sake.

So now you’ve seen and experienced both the very best and the very worst of Alpha behavior, a Protector Alpha standing up against a Destroyer Alpha in order to defend the weak and vulnerable. Do you have any remaining doubts about what I preach regarding these things? Believe it, because it is very true!

But don’t worry, little brother. There will be other, better Alphas in your life, Protector Alphas who can use you and also care for you the way you need and desire. The only nice aspect of this story (aside from your father’s heroic actions) is that now you know what you’re NOT looking to serve. The signs and symptoms of Destroyer Alpha tendencies will be much more apparent, and you will know what to do.

It’s awful that you had to learn it this way, but your learned it and learned it YOUNG. You still have plenty of years left to get lost in service to amazing and virtuous Alphas. They DO exist, so definitely don’t give up, angel.

I love you!

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This post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of God Alpha Master Chad, the first-born son of Master Dino and primary heir to his throne. CLICK HERE to read these posts in chronological order!

Like Master Ben, Master Chad was moved by the plight of Zack, the faggot whose life was smashed apart by a Destroyer Alpha.

What makes Master Chad’s opinion so vital in this instance is the fact that Master Chad would probably be classified as a Destroyer Alpha himself. He’s insanely powerful and always on the verge of going out of control. He would never destroy any of the faggots he owns (and he now owns many) or any of the other people in his life – on the contrary, he would defend them with his last breath – but he’s definitely not easy on the people around him. He is the bluntest instrument.

I haven’t been reporting on Master Dino’s family over the last couple of months because they are dealing with multiple situations (including the amazing recovery of Jamie from multiple cancers) and I wanted them to have some privacy. However, Master Chad’s opinion on Destroyer Alphas is too important to ignore, especially given his unique place in the Hierarchy.

After the family listened to the podcast on D.A. I felt compelled to write. [After My own cocksucker coaxed Me into rough fucking it cause it got a little turned on thinking of the danger of D.A.]      That pointed up something that we really never talk about-the fact that many fags WANT to be hurt. Not to the extent showcased in the podcast but hell, even smart holes like mommy get hot when I choke her a little. And I’m sure you remember I had to release red faggot cause it liked getting hit a little too much.

See, I can only speak for myself bitch but I know I wasn’t the only Alpha here who, in the heat of shit, when red would be BEGGING Me to punch its face, choke it unconscious, etc… fuck, it’s hard to resist. I know you can’t picture being a Man but when you’re banging a hole with all ya got and it starts begging you to do some Macho shit like punch its face, in that moment it’s goddamn hard to resist cause it’s making ya think shit ya probably ain’t thought of. In this moment of heat and dominance a sub asking for abuse is like teasing a starving dude with a T-bone cause in that hot moment an Alpha is gonna FEED on that. Ya just got an affirmation that the cunt wants ya to be rough, more powerful, more forceful, use more of the strength that is a huge part of being a REAL Man. And I reached a point with red faggot where I could have really hurt it even killed it but by the grace of Our God, My Father, I got too hot and shot My load before I went too far. After My load was spent I looked down at the faggot. It looked like it had been beat up by a gang, broken nose, eyes swelled and almost shut, busted mouth, My handprints in red and blue marks around it’s neck and shit and it looked up at Me with love and thanked Me for using it. My cock got hard again.  Something inside Me said you go down this goddamned alley and ain’t no way out. I told it to get it’s shit and it’d be taken wherever it needed to go. I’d give it some dough, a room, whatever it needed. It actually got pissed, jumped in My face and screamed, “I fucking LOVE you, you bastard!” My uppercut sent it flying across the room into the clothes hamper. It grabbed one of My dirty socks, shoved it in its mouth, and came violently. It LIKED Me hitting it. I called J.B. and had Him remove it.        

Even though it disgusted Me I had to admit that, in the heat of shit, it was a fucking turn on. And it’s like you said D.A. may get off on hurting a faggot but the faggots need to realize this-don’t fucking BEG Men to hurt ya cause when Our Macho is out and Our testosterone is pumping, you will get what you’re asking for AND MORE. 

All faggots like it rough. It’s your nature. Men are rough. I get it. Listen, if breeder cunts could want Men for what they truly are there would be no faggots. Chicks can’t handle real Men, neither can faggots. The difference is faggots want to try, cunts don’t. If we Men lost our heads and let loose the MANIMAL inside Us no being could withstand the brutal sexual onslaught. Trust Me on this cumguzzler. We love faggots cause they know who we are and crave Us anyway. Cunts are fun, I like ’em but if you dicklickers could get pregnant females would vanish. If a real Man is honest with the world He’d tell ya the same. We like ruling the planet, We like fucking holes, and We love those who submit.

Again, as always, Master Chad has the most extreme and graphic opinion on any subject, but especially when it comes to the use of faggots. And it’s curious how much of what he says mirrors Master Ben’s opinion on the subject, albeit in a more terrifying way.

The reason why I wanted to share Master Chad’s take on Destroyer Alphas is because (a) he mirrors Master Dino and Master Dean on this subject, and (b) he’s an example of a good Destroyer Alpha.

What is a good Destroyer Alpha? This is a Man who understands that subs and faggots have a need to be used roughly and broken down. These are Men who understand why fires exist to clear out the underbrush in an overgrown forest.

Hierarchy is all about balance. Where we have the Alpha, we have the faggot. Where we have the Dominant, we have the sub. So if we have Protector Alphas, then it only stands to reason that Hierarchy would predict the existence of Destroyer Alphas, too.

I view Destroyer Alphas like the blade of a tiller, turning over soil. It doesn’t plant seed, or tend to the eventual crops … it just overturns the soil to make it receptive to planting. So too do Destroyer Alphas turn over the soil in Hierarchy, creating within it faggots receptive to seeding and watering from Protector Alphas in the future.

Just as Nature intended!