Master Ben’s Mentorship

This post is part of a thread following Ben, a young Alpha who is learning how to manipulate and use faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

I don’t have much of a desire to understand what it’s like to be Alpha except for one thing: I’d love to experience Alpha mentorship. The training of other Alphas and the brotherhood they experience is beyond anything I receive as a faggot. As a student of Hierarchy and the teaching that happens here, I get just enough of a taste of this natural mentorship to make me wish I could experience the fullness of it.

The latest example of Alpha mentorship might be my favorite. Recently I mentioned that Master Ben had a straight Alpha friend named Ciaran who had been introduced to the ownership of faggots and had made a move on a gym faggot as an experiment. So to help his Alpha friend Master Ben proposed a get together in order to test this gym faggot, but also to teach Alpha Ciaran the finer points of faggot ownership.

It went better than either Master Ben or I could possibly imagine:

So, I had one of my mates, Ciaran, around to mine on Friday night with his new, prospective, faggot. As I said, he had noticed the fag checking him out at the gym for a while but over the last few weeks, after I’d introduced him to Dean and the concept of faggot ownership, that he began to wonder if this guy was a fag. He text me and told me about their interaction so far and asked me what I thought about the situation, he was unsure whether the guy from the gym was a faggot or just a gay guy looking to take advantage. Apparently, after weeks of this guy checking him out, Ciaran decided to go over to him and ask him if he liked what he saw on the gym floor and the fag said that he did. Long story short they finished their workout together (more detail on this later) and he ended up asking the fag if he’d be interested in sucking his dick sometime and, of course, the faggot agreed. He told me that he’d had one blowjob from the fag but that he still wasn’t comfortable with the situation and was still uncertain about whether the guy was a faggot or just a gay guy looking for some straight dick. I told him that it’s possible that the bloke is just gay and trying his luck but it’s more likely to be a fag. Anyway, I told him to come over to mine on Friday night and arrange to have the fag from the gym come over too, a little after he arrived so we’d have time to talk about it. 

Anyway, Ciaran arrived on Friday and told me he told the guy from the gym to come over in about an hours time. I had Dean and Jack there, I told Calum to stay away as I don’t think he’s ready for the others to know he’s serving me now, and the two of them brought us some beers and then went off and made themselves busy around the house while we talked. I asked him in more detail about their interaction at the gym to see if there were any clear signs of submission, rather than simple attraction, on the part of the ‘fag’. He told me that the faggot had looked scared when he saw my mate heading in his direction and was reluctant to maintain eye contact when they were talking (clue 1), Ciaran had asked him if he liked what he saw and the fag nodded and said he did so Ciaran invited the fag to work out with him. I asked about the fag’s behaviour and demeanour. Was the fag confident when working out in front of him? Was he acting how you’d expect someone to act whilst working out…focused, pumped, aggressive/psyched? Did the fag make conversation or speak only when spoken to? etc…. My mate said that the fag hadn’t done any of those things, after their initial chat the faggot hadn’t initiated any conversation but happily replied when my mate addressed him, the fag seemed to have abandoned his own work out and was essentially just following my mate around the gym, spotting him and passing him his towel/water etc… (clue 2). My mate said the fag seemed intimidated and nervous when he was pumping himself up which is not entirely unusual, even in non-fag gay guys when around straight men, but taken with this guy’s other behaviour it was very telling. So I told him that, based on what he’d said about their impromptu work-out session, it was pretty clear that the guy was a fag. I then went on to ask about the blowjob and how it all went down (pardon the pun). He told me that once he’d finished working out he headed to the changing rooms he asked the fag if he’d be interested in sucking his dick, the fag agreed almost straight away with no hint of nervousness, before they exchanged numbers went their separate ways. A few days later Ciaran text the fag about mid-day and asked if he wanted to come over that night, the fag replied almost immediately and asked where/what time. The fag turned up on time to my mate’s place and Ciaran said there was very little conversation, being a straight guy he said he felt uncomfortable with the idea of getting his dick sucked by another guy and didn’t want to have to sit and ‘chill’ with the fag before they got down to business. The fag arrived, Ciaran let him in, and they pretty much got straight too it. My mate said that he’d given the fag instructions while he was being blown and had finished off by holding the fag’s head down and shooting his load down the fag’s throat (with no complaints from the fag) and then he told the fag to leave. Short, sweet and to the point…
So at this point it was pretty clear that the guy was a faggot and I told my mate as much but he said he wasn’t sure because he hadn’t acted like Dean or Jack do for me. I explained to him that faggots have a deep urge to submit and serve superior men but they don’t come pre-programmed (in most cases), I told him that fags needed to be trained and guided by the Men that use/own before they get to the stage that Dean and Jack are at. I asked him how comfortable he was with the idea of using faggots and how willing he was to dedicate time and energy training and caring for a fag (or faggots) in the future. He sort of misunderstood what I was talking about and thought I was talking about forming a relationship (in the typical sense) with the fag and said he wasn’t interested in ‘being with a guy’. I explained to him what I mean by dedicating time and energy to your fags, that its not about romance, wooing them or anything like that (their own urges render all of that irrelevant) but instead its about teaching them respect, discipline. I also made clear that there is a certain level of responsibility that comes with using and, in particular, owning faggots…as an Alpha/Master it is your responsibility to make sure your fags are safe and well (mentally and physically) and that they aren’t pushing themselves too far or putting themselves at risk and explained the concept of aftercare with to him. I explained that, in addition to the satisfaction of having a fag submit to you as an Alpha, part of the utility of faggots is that they can generally be taken further and used more roughly/frequently than women (for straight Alphas) or other non-fag gay men (for gay alphas) and because of that you usually need to spend some time building up a certain level of trust before and spend time on aftercare so that you don’t end up burning your faggot out or essentially end up abusing them (intentionally or otherwise). Hearing all of this I think my mate had started to think owning fag’s was more trouble than it’s worth and he was voicing his reservations about whether he wanted to get into that sort of stuff. 

I told him that hearing it all laid out and explained makes it sound a lot more involved/tedious than it actually is. I assured him that in most cases (or at least, for me) all of that happened quite organically, I told him that once a faggot submits to you and/or you take ownership of them it changes both the faggot and the Alpha. It’s not a burden to have to guide and care for your fags, it’s just like taking ownership of any other kind of valuable item/property…you feel protective of it/them and want to look after them well. He said that he’d already had a blowjob from the fag and that he didn’t feel any of that (which amused me a little bit) and I explained that getting a blowjob (even from a fag) does not equate having the fag submit to you. I said that the fag obviously wanted to submit to him but that he hadn’t given the fag the chance yet, he hadn’t signaled himself as being open to the fag’s submission and that sometimes faggots need a little push/permission to fully give in to their urges. I explained how I’d taken ownership of Dean and Jack (obviously couldn’t yet talk about Calum) and said that he could do the same thing that evening with his own fag and that, once he did, he’d understand what I meant. So he agreed to go along with it and I gave him a few pointers, mainly the methods that had worked for me but also encouraging him to change his own mindset. I told him that if he was skeptical or uncertain about what he wanted the faggot probably wouldn’t respond. Of course, the fag would still probable suck him off etc… but I doubt the faggot would truly submit to him as an Alpha, who is supposed to be confident and secure in his needs and desires. After all, if you don’t know what you yourself want and need, how can you expect to guide and teach a fag? I suspected that my mate did indeed know what he wanted, he just needed to break down the mental barrier he had about using another guy (I don’t know if this is something all straight Alphas go through, perhaps they work through it when they’re younger and just starting to test their influence etc…?). I told him, for the purposes of the evening, to not think of the fag as a guy but rather a piece of property, a hole…over time, with the fags submission secured, the more nurturing and caring aspects of Alphahood would come naturally. 

Anyway, the faggot turns up on time and my mate lets him in and tells him to come through to the living room. As I said I’d given him a few pointers and told him what had worked for me with my fags but I had told him that once the fag arrived it would be down to him to take the reigns and make it happen. He brought the fag in and told it to get down on it’s knees in front of the couch where we were both sat, he introduced the fag to me and then told the faggot that from now on he’d address both of us as ‘Sir’ and the fag responded with a “Yes, Sir”. He told the faggot to get undressed and after a little bit of hesitation, and with a little encouragement from me (for both Ciaran and the fag), my mate repeated his instruction more firmly and the faggot began to strip. The fag got down to his underwear and stopped, I would have told it to take them off but I looked over at Ciaran and he seemed to be satisfied to leave the fag’s underwear on (possibly still not fully comfortable having another guy naked in front of him), so I left it. Ciaran stood up and undid his trousers, grabbed the back of the fag’s head and shoved his bulge into the fag’s face and asked the fag is he like it. The fag nodded and said “Yes”…I prompted them both with a “Yes WHAT?…” and the fag replied with “Yes, Sir”. I told him to say it louder, and he did so I told him he was a good boy. It was at that point Ciaran when off the rails a bit…he tried to cut out all of the training and go straight to getting his dick sucked. He pulled out his dick and told the fag to start sucking. I stood up and faced him, the fag on the floor between us, and told him to remember what we had talked about in terms of training, that jumping straight to using the fag’s holes wouldn’t get him any further forwards. I took hold of the fag’s hair and made him look at my mates dick and asked “You want that?” the fag just nodded so I told him to answer me, he replied with “Yes, Sir”, and then I told him he’d have to work for it. I shouted for Jack to come through and told him to get on his knees in front of me and told my mate we’d do it together. 

From that point on, the night went similarly to the evenings I spent breaking in my three fags. Getting the fags to admit what they were, admit who owned them etc… (of course, for Jack this was just a chance for him to perform and show off what a good faggot he is). I started off by ‘training’ Jack and letting Ciaran follow along with his own faggot before gradually taking a back seat and letting him take the reigns again. He made his faggot admit its inferiority, made sure the fag was looking at/listening to him rather than me and eventually started picking up on the importance of the smaller details such as being addressed as ‘Sir’, ensuring eye-contact etc… As the evening progressed, the fag grew more comfortable and confident in its surroundings and Ciaran gradually began to feel what I’d described to him earlier in the evening. As his confidence grew, I think he started to realise how simple the whole process really is and, more importantly, how good it feels. Once that feeling of satisfaction kicked in and he started to get turned on not just by the prospect of getting his dick sucked but by the process of breaking down and controlling/training the fag he became a bit more comfortable with the situation and I think the mental block he had about using other guys sexually had started to break down. Eventually he, unprompted, had the fag kiss his feet and thank him for the opportunity. Eventually we both ended up sat back on the couch, Jack had followed me over and was sat by my feet (as I’ve taught him) and Ciaran beckoned for his fag to crawl over to him and then we both got our dicks sucked, side by side, by our respective fags. He shot his load down the fag’s throat, I told Jack to hang back and came on my stomach/chest and got him to lick/kiss it off me. I suppose there will always be some key differences in the way Gay and Straight Alphas use their fags, I don’t mind having my fags show me a little extra affection but I think, at least for the time being, Ciaran prefers to keep the more affectionate/intimate aspects of owning/using fags at arms length. 

I asked Ciaran if he wanted another beer, he said he did, so I gestured at his fag with my eyes hinting to him that this was a small opportunity to reaffirm that his fag’s service was not limited to just sexual acts. He got the hint and told his fag to bring us the beers from the kitchen, while the fag was fetching the beers I told my mate to stay the night (it was quite late and he’d had a bit to drink) and we could chill together and continue to train/use the fags. I wanted him to start getting used to having his faggot around so he could continue to overcome those mental blocks that were making him uncomfortable being served by a male fag and also realise that the use of faggots doesn’t have to only be sexual. He agreed and when his fag came back with the beers he asked it if he was able to stay, the faggot agreed and thanked both my mate and me for allowing him to stay over. I told Jack to go and get Dean, make up the guest bedroom and then come back to the living room. While Jack and Dean were off sorting the guest room out I ordered some food, plenty for me and Ciaran to enjoy with some spare for the fags. I had to go for a piss and when I came out of the bathroom, Ciaran was standing outside the door, he said wasn’t sure what he was supposed to be doing with the fag now that he’d throat-fucked it. I again reiterated the importance of bonding and forming a connection with your faggots, how it strengthens their loyalty and commitment to you, how it encourages both Alpha and Fag to look beyond the purely sexual and discover new ways of serving/being served etc… and again stressed the importance of aftercare (even if the fuck wasn’t that rough) showing the faggot it’s cared for and appreciated increases it’s dedication to you and the fulfilment it feels from serving you. I told him to just chill, stop overthinking things, and see what happens. 

When we got back to the living room, Dean and Jack were coming down the stairs. I moved from where I had been sitting to the other couch so we all had some space, I invited Jack up to sit with me as reward for doing so well in front of my mate and his fag, picking up on what I wanted him to do without me needing to explain earlier on, and he lay down with his head nestled in my lap. Dean knelt down next to me, I told him he’d been a good boy for happily getting on with some housework whilst the rest of us had been busy in the living room, and I gave him permission to worship my feet and give me a foot rub which he did with enthusiasm. Ciaran’s fag was still just sat by his feet, so I encouraged him to make use of the fag. Ciaran kicked off his shoes and told his faggot to worship his feet too, and thats how we spent the rest of the night…a fag each at our feet, Jack cuddled into me on the couch, as we watched a movie. When the food came I told Jack to go to the door and then set it out for us on the coffee table, Dean asked how much it was and reimbursed me, and then me and Ciaran ate and drank our beers as the fags continued with their tasks. I told Dean and Jack to help themselves to the food once I’d had my fill, my mate followed my lead and let his fag do the same. After a few hours relaxing with our fags we went to bed,  Dean and Jack came up to my room with me and slept curled up on either side of me. I didn’t know how Ciaran would handle the sleeping arrangements for his fag but I found out in the morning he’d let the fag sleep on the floor (with a blanket and pillow) next to the his bed in the guest room. 

The rest of the weekend went very well. I think having slept on  Friday night’s events and waking up to a full breakfast on Saturday morning, cooked, prepared and served by Dean and Jack, may have helped Ciaran to realise just what he was missing by holding himself back. Pretty much the whole of Saturday and Sunday was spent chilling out, having a few drinks, watching TV/movies, gaming whilst being served by our fags. As the weekend progressed Ciaran got more and more comfortable giving his fag orders, letting his fag worship his feet and take care of his dick etc… On Saturday night I bred both Dean and Jack on the couch in the living room as Ciaran throat-fucked his faggot. Sunday afternoon was the peak of the weekend, after having quite a few drinks throughout the day both me and Ciaran were pretty drunk and I suggested we try out each others fags. He agreed, so I ordered Dean and Jack to take care of him and he told his fag to come over to me. I throat fucked the fag a couple of times throughout the afternoon, it spent some time worshipping my feet, cleaning my pits with his tongue and made sure my drink was always topped up. Of course, needless to say, my boys took very good care of my Ciaran, giving him a taste of what he can look forward to if he trains his fag(s) well. Sunday ended with Ciaran’s fag and Dean spending some time together, tidying the place up after the weekend’s events whilst me and Ciaran fucked Jack upstairs. This was the first time I’d shared my fags, I found that I can’t ever just completely give them over to another Alpha (even temporarily) though they did a great job servicing my mate earlier in the day I found myself feeling very protective, almost like Ciaran was violating them (even though I’d given my permission). However tag-teaming Jack with Ciaran was amazing, Jack being the excellent faggot that he is made sure we were both well attended to but having another Alpha involved was great. Almost as though everything was happening with added intensity, like there was a competitive edge, both of us subconsciously butting heads with each other to come out on top. I was breeding Jack’s hole and Ciaran was fucking Jack’s throat, seeing Jack between us both was incredibly hot, though I did feel a little sorry for him after the fact…it really wiped him out but I think he enjoyed himself, he was very grateful to me after the fact.

In the end, Ciaran and his fag didn’t end up leaving until Monday morning. He has said he intends to meet up regularly with his fag to use its holes and further its training, though he still says he’s not sure about officially making him his owned faggot (I suspect that will change). My two boys did very well this weekend and I’m very proud of how they’ve progressed.  We’ll see what happens with Ciaran and his fag going forward…who knows? 

How great is this experience? It’s a weekend that has possibly changed everything about Master Ciaran’s life, as well as the gym faggot. Over the course of three days Master Ciaran went from a straight Alpha consumed only with lust and convenience to a true owner and developer of his own faggot. As Master Ben points out, the transformation became obvious over the course of Saturday in particular. What that tells me is Master Ciaran came over to Master Ben’s place with an open mind ready to learn and improve. That’s huge.

I really must give credit to Master Ben and his two faggots. Jack and Dean humbled themselves and obeyed perfectly, laying the template of ideal ownership for Master Ciaran to emulate. And Master Ben’s clever manipulations helped spoon-feed Master Ciaran important lessons on how to care for a personal faggot.

It’s beautiful. Can you see why I wish I could experience it from the Alpha perspective?