Origins Of Alphahood: Master Ben

This post is part of a thread following Ben, a young Alpha who is learning how to manipulate and use faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

Stories of teenage Alphas discovering their Alphahood are the lifeblood of this site. I know there are a lot of Alphas who read this site and are learning about ways their Alpha brothers came to embrace this destiny. They want to know they are not alone, that the use and ownership of faggots is normal and natural.

This process can be especially difficult for gay Alphas. They grow up with today’s misguided “everybody is equal” mantra of the gay agenda drummed into their heads, so calling a sub male “faggot” or using it as a slave feels “wrong” to them.

Thankfully there are examples of natural gay Alphas like Master Ben out there leading the way!

I want to share Master Ben’s extraordinarily well-written account of his formative years and how he developed his ownership of faggots.

As a bit of background I’m 23 years old and from the United Kingdom.

It’s only relatively recently that I’ve come to think about hierarchy, alphas and faggots etc… in the way you describe on your site/twitter. I have always known and felt that I was superior to the vast majority of people I have come into contact with, I’ve always known that I was better. For me that feeling of superiority, that I now recognise as the beginnings of me realising my true nature as an alpha, has always been there and has grown stronger as the years have gone by. I don’t meet most people’s stereotypical idea of what an alpha male is, I do not have the body of a Greek god, I do not always need to be the loudest voice in the room or the centre of attention and I am not particularly interested in material things. For me these things are irrelevant, of course there are genuine alphas out there who do have fantastic bodies, who are loud and always making themselves the centre of attention and who are wealthy etc… and that is perfectly legitimate. But in many cases, these things are used as facades, as a front to cover up insecurities or failings in someone’s character and they do not truly represent the person within. For me, being an alpha is more to do with how a man sees himself. True alpha males know that they are innately superior to those around them, they are not without flaws or insecurities but true alpha males know who they are, the good and the bad, and they own it.

That assessment pretty much sums up my experience. In high school I was never one of the popular kids because I never wanted to be one of the popular kids, I didn’t seek/need others’ approval and I wasn’t going to change the way I behaved in order to fit in with boys who were deeply insecure about themselves. In my very first year of high school word quickly got round the school that I was Gay, mainly because I never tried to hide it. Of course, as they do, some boys decided to take exception to that and attempted started to (or rather attempted to) bully me, seeing me as a kid that was not particularly athletic, outgoing and also, ironically, a ‘fag’. I let this go on for a couple of weeks mainly because it never really fazed me, their name calling etc… never bothered me and, though I wasn’t particularly athletic, even back then I was not a small guy, being tall and relatively stocky. I drew the line about a month into high school when these boys found out another of my classmates was also gay. Seeing that I wasn’t really bothered by their bullying tactics they put their full effort into tormenting him, verbally and physically. So one day I offered to walk with him to the bus stop on the way home from school so that he wouldn’t be alone when they came to bully him. Sure enough two gay guys walking together was all they needed to kickstart their bullying and it was at that moment I drew the line, turning around to face their ringleader and beating the shit out of him in front of pretty much the entire school as they all left for home. I told the rest of them that I’d happily do the same thing again to each and every one of them if they so much as looked in either of our directions again. From that moment on until the day we left that school neither I nor my gay classmate ever had trouble with those guys again.

I think that incident was a turning point for me. Simultaneously, I had gained the respect of many who had witnessed the situation unfold for standing up for myself, a more vulnerable friend and taking down the guy that had, until that point, King of our year group whilst also teaching teaching everyone a valuable lesson that I was not to be messed with and that I was the one on top. After that, the way people started treating me, and continued to treat me throughout school, got me thinking. I was universally respected, many looked up to me and some, including my gay classmate and some of the my former would-be bullies, even started showing signs of what I now recognise as submission and deference to me, particularly as we all grew up and started to become sexually active etc… People listened to me, usually did what I asked them to and some would go out of their way to do things for me or to speak with me. At the time I didn’t realise this for what it was.

Fast forward to university and that’s when I would say I really started to explore and exert my influence, though at first I just saw it as a simple dominant/submissive fetish situation. I found that I naturally fell into leadership positions, people would ask me for advice and I had a certain authority over many of my course mates not only as someone they saw as being strong, self-assured and assertive but, in some cases, because I was top of my class all the way through both of my degrees. Those were the smaller, less obvious signs that could just have easily pointed to anyone who happens to have decent communication or leadership skills. I began to realise that the innate superiority and dominance I had always known was a part of me was also being noticed by those around me, this was particularly clear to me in social and private settings. In social settings I’d have people paying for my food/drinks, they’d offer to to do jobs and run errands for me, they’d give up their seats or places in lectures/fieldtrips if necessary which I now feel confident in recognising as Betas. Of course, there were also those who would go further, who I now recognise as fully fledged faggots, that often offered their service on a more consistent and long-term basis ranging from doing my laundry and grocery shopping for me while I relaxed or went out with my mates through to being my regular ‘hookups’ as referred to them before finally learning and accepting the wisdom of hierarchy and the alpha/sub relationships. These hookups were often very subservient, submissive and I always knew I was the one in control, I could be rough, degrading etc… and none of my partners ever questioned it. As I said earlier, I had always just assumed this was dom/sub fetish, but in my final year at university I met a self-professed faggot who told me that I was not just a dom but I was, in fact, an Alpha. Unfortunately once I finished university I moved to far away to use and own that faggot but the more I began to read the more all of my life experiences so far have begun to make sense.

Now that I know that I have realised I am an Alpha and have learned about the true hierarchy that underpins all of our lives I am much more finely attuned to picking up on faggots, their behaviours and I am much better at using my influence as an Alpha to my advantage. Up until now I’ve never taken a faggot for my own, though I do make good use of Betas in my workplace and personal life. I am now, however, eager to learn much more about what it means to be an Alpha, how to exert my influence and the mindset of faggots. What I have noticed about myself, and I think this extends into my treatment of inferior men, is that I do not have a consistent approach. For those who I judge to be good people, kind, caring, intelligent etc… I tend to feel very protective and treat them as pets in a way. If, however, I judge someone to be of bad character, bullies, those that take advantage of those weaker or less well of than themselves I can become very aggressive. There have been instances where I have felt the need to break, humiliate and degrade them, sometimes in public, as a form of punishment. Maybe that makes me something of a protector, seeking to care for those who need it and break/punish those who deserve it.

You can really sense the development of Master Ben’s outlook as circumstance forced him to accept his truth. Alpha power cannot be suppressed or denied forever. Alphahood is like water, always seeking its center of gravity.

I’m just glad that Master Ben discovered this about himself early in life. That will give him decades to reign and hone his skills as a Master and owner of faggots!