A Painful Doubt
Hello, Sam
My name is Angel, I am a faggot from Mexico. Sorry by English, it is not very good.
I am 22 years, and am a really proud faggot. I love to be a faggot and I wanna be a faggot forever. I have been exploring hierarchy since I turned 19 in 2023, and so far have sucked 14 Alphas and have been fucked in the ass by 6 of them. I think it's a good number for a faggot my age, right? I do my best to please them.
I work at a hair saloon cutting hair and doing make-up. All our clients are women and the employees there are 4 girls and me. We have a security guard there who takes care of me and the girls. His name is Garcia and he is the perfect Latino Alpha, brother. Strong, tall, handsome, big arms, big hands, hairy chest. He is a God among Men. Since we are the only men working there, he feels more comfortable talking to me than with the girls, even though I am just a faggot. His wife is REALLY toxic and jealous and tells him not be friends with any of the girls, so I am the only person he can talk with no stress. He is not very progressive and quite conservative in some topics, but he has always been respectful with me although I am a real fag and femboy.
After a few months and with our friendship developing more and more, he confessed me that his wife is really toxic but he has 4 children with her and don't want to divorce. I admit that for a second I thought he would want to have me as his faggot and that would be such a dream, but no. He asked me if he could use my house to fuck other women without his wife suspecting anything. So since last October he tells his wife that he's gonna play soccer with the guys, come to my apartment and fuck his affairs in my bedroom while I wait in the kitchen cooking dinner for him. To have a perfect disguise, I usually text his wife telling that we are playing soccer, etc
So I really want to ask you 2 questions and would be really have if you could answer them: 1) should I stop giving him my house and cook for him while he cheats on his wife? They have a beautiful family together and every time I hear him banging random sluts in my bedroom I feel guilty and afraid of destroying such a nice family with four innocent kids; 2) I am desperate to serve him, I can't stop thinking about his arms, chest, legs, and imagine how big his cock must be. But he is not at all like the straight Masters you feature here... He does not give me any hints that he would accept a blowjob from me, quite the contrary. He talks about his masculinity all the time and how much he loves pussy. But he always accepts me doing his laundry, cooking for him, and giving him my bedroom for him to fuck other girls. Do you have any tips of how to approach him in a subtle way showing how much I am begging to worship him? I have tried kissing his feet one day as a joke to see how he would react, but he immediately told me to stop with "gay shit".
Please help me, brother! Thank you so much for everything you do for young faggots like me.
