Alpha in the making?
Sam, I was coming home on a plane from Thanksgiving and at the gate waiting for my flight I saw a father with his 16 year old son. This kid was beautiful -- a short fire plug - built like a high school wrestler or gymnast -- definitely a jock -- but a total pretty boy. A mop of thick black hair framing a ridiculously handsome face that bordered on pretty. Perfect porcelain skin too.
He had on big headphones and was wearing only a blue T shirt, grey sweats and sneakers. But he was built -- big jutting jock butt, muscular arms and torso. He radiated a kind of swagger mixed with arrogance that you could tell he was popular at school.
Anyway, I was trying not to stare. (I’m not even into young dudes, I go for older manly alphas) but I was fascinated (and I guess turned on) by how this kid looked and carried himself. I was trying not to stare but at one point he caught me looking. He instantly looked away but something must have registered w/ him because a moment later he looked back at me to see if I was looking. I was. An odd kind of smirk crossed his face. And what happened next kind of astounded me. He started casually stretching -- like when you warm up for the gym. Rolled his neck, stretched his back out. At one point he stuck out his ass, as if he were stretching out his quads – his big bubble butt straining in his sweats right near me. He didn’t look at me. At one point he lifted his T shirt as if absent mindedly scratching his stomach -- revealing perfect 6 pac abs. He even flexed his bicep a few times, as if checking them out for himself. I thought I was going to die. It was all done so casually but I couldn’t help feeling he was doing this for my viewing, That he knew I thought he was hot and he was putting on a bit of a show. While we were on line to board, he did look back at me once more before he turned away. We didn’t sit near each other but in baggage claim he looked at me a couple times across the luggage carousel. His look was direct now, harder, as if the fact that he would never see me again made it safer. It seemed to me that his look was now saying something like “Faggot. I know you’re a faggot. You think I’m hot, don’t you faggot?”
It all left me breathless for all the obvious reasons but also it got me thinking – Alphas don’t just materialize out of nowhere at 21! At 15, 16, maybe even younger, these kids have to know who they are, know the score in some sense, don’t you think? Any thoughts on this?
