Alpha Latency

Appreciate the quick response faggot. It has definitely helped in answering some confusions I've had about everything and alleviated some of the frustrations but they are still somewhat there. If anything I am more conflicted, intrigued and annoyed by more questions. There is some truth to what you had spoken about regarding some trauma or influences that might have suppressed that. Growing up religious also had me denying any sexual interaction with males. I would say men but faggots aren't. Growing up like that also made turn a blind eye to all the Alpha talk, I didn't believe in those labels and way of thinking. So I can attribute being religious to what might have caused the "Alpha Latency" among other things as well.

You wondering about what would happen if I had a fag in front of me worshipping my feet actually turned me on. I would be lying if I said it didn't. Just the thought of that did. Even thinking of it right now is. As ive said before, im in a very conservative place so most will not do stuff like that in fear of it coming out. It also limits me as well. Ive met some who I could tell were faggots but are friends, family. Also have seen strangers or coworkers who exhibit that behavior but all of these can get messy.