“Alphas” who bottom sometimes

I’ve recently been very frustrated, not sure if others agree with me on this, maybe it’s controversial. Many times I will find an “Alpha” who will dominate me and treat me like a faggot, because i am one. All is well and good, i service him until he tells me to get out.

the problem is later i see them on an app and will see them say “verse top”. Or I learn that they sometimes suck dick. I really can’t see them as an alpha in that case, but that’s just me. It is an immediate turn off for me. Same with pornstars, I see them bottom in one video and lose interest.

is this common? Am I being a picky faggot? The stories I hear on here about those ungrateful, disobedient faggots always piss me off. I wouldn’t want to come off as one of those. But I can’t fully, mentally submit to a man who likes dick up his ass.