Am I wrong?

Hi Sam, I hope you're having a great day.

I am 20y.o. fag, from Spain, and I seem to have kind of a problem but I don't see it like that, and I just need a wise advice.

I have come across a lot of alphas, older than me, whom I have liked and have given me truly moments when I am enjoying my best 'fag life'; however, they seem to dislike me when I get into my brat attitude, but it doesn't come out of nowhere.

I have noticed that the doms I have encountered are so decided to get you, to own you, to dominate you at first, and then... they just become a dead body on the couch giving orders, and I am like... 'you know that I'll do anything you ask me, can you just... I don't know, move? go back to be that man that was obsessed touching me and enjoying me like the object I am'.

Am I the drama? HAHAHAHA thank u! xoxo.