Being an owned faggot
Dear brother sam,
thank you again for all your work educating us on hierarchy! This website and its predecessor changed my life and helped me understand my true faggot nature. I am a married gag in a marriage (to a woman) that is 100% non sexual and we are fine with it. We are together as friends raising a family and I have full latitude to pursuit my sexual needs as I see fit. This has opened up my life to pursue my true sexual calling as a submissive male. I've been very lucky to have a number of very satisfying encounters including my original master Alpha who "made me" a year and a half ago and showed me the way of the faggot serving his master and I never looked back. I only see him sporadically as he lives 5 states away and his only ask is that I share with him all details of any sexual activity and I always do with pleasure.
Recently I found a new Alpha who is amazing! He's younger then me which I usually don't like, but I could not resist his power. I was rewarded with incredible stamina and my first 4 load session from an Alpha (wow, so lucky i am!)
the issue is he is incredibly possessive. He has ordered me to end all communication with my original Alpha and does not want me serving anyone else. He wants me to be owned exclusively by him.
I am uncomfortable with this as I feel obliged to my original Alpha and I'm so grateful to him for showing me the way.
one of the liberating and beautiful things about gay sex, man on man sex, in my view is a rejection of monogamy. Men have sex for pleasure and as a true faggot I want to give pleasure to any Alpha who wants it. Recently even forbid me from addressing other men as sir. I address all my superiors with respect as a true submissive, it's agent my nature not to.
i don't agree with the idea of him forbidden me from serving other men ever.
to be clear, it's not an issue of getting his permission, which I would, of course happily do. He's very clear and there's to be no one else in any way shape or form.
what do I do? It seems ridiculous, even absurd for a old faggot like me to turn away from a big powerful virile younger Alpha who want my ass all the time. Like a good fag I have learned to embrace dressing up like a sissy faggot for him something which was never part of my interest in anyway, but I now enjoy because it is pleasing to him. Because as you've taught me, it's his pleasure that is the most important thing. I shared this to say that I have been willing to grow and adapt as a good faggot should for a master.
as an aside he also gets off on saying filthy disparaging stuff about my wife, which I tolerate but it doesn't do anything for me, and actually bothers me because we have an understanding and I it's a huge distraction from my faggot identity to have to refer to her as a bitch, whore, etc.
sam, I need your guidance as always.
