Can a faggot serve a goddess?

Hi Sam you know im a faggot and i have a crush on lucien. i love alphas and i want to serve them. but i have a question? is it normal for a faggot like me to want to serve women too? be submissive to them? like alphas? im confused Sam. whats wrong with me? But she only contacts me when she wants money. the Goddess is called Alexandra.