Decision made
hola Sam, this is Jose again. I came here to read your answer to my last message and give you an update because you are really important to me and I think you deserve to know. But I was surprised to see other Alphas and faggots interested in my situation. It was really good to read the opinions of my Alpha brothers Jase and Paolo, so thank you for that.
I had a long voice call with Lorenzo yesterday, and he told me that he never meant to put me under pressure or make me feel weak. He said he really wants to get closer to me and have me as his little Alpha brother, but if fucking me is a deal breaker, he doesn't want to lose me because of that. He was really sweet and thoughtful, giving me total liberty to decide whatever I want to do, including never sucking his dick again. And exactly for this reason I made my decision: I will let Lorenzo fuck and breed me. I trust my brother more than anyone else on Earth and if this is what he wants, he will have it. I have just booked my flight for Aug 24.
You know Lorenzo very well, right? You know how organized he is and how much he loves schedules. He told me to stop jerking off on Aug 21 to be extra horny, then I will arrive there on Sunday in the afternoon, he'll pick me up at the airport. He said that we'll have a really special night with the boys Gio and Rafa. He even told me the positions in which he will fuck me, first riding his cock to take my virginity, then missionary while we hug and in his words "embrace our alphahood together". He thinks doggy or anything ass up are only for faggots.
I don't know how it will go, Sam. I don't know if Gio, Rafa, and Bruno will really respect me as a Man after that. But I made my decision and I can tell Lorenzo is really happy and proud. Juan also told me that I made the right decision and that we'll be closer than ever from now on. We have a group chat together with the 3 boys, and all of them seem to be excited for Aug 24.
I want to thank you again for having changed my life, Sam. Wish me love, courage, and luck!
