Dick Problems

Hey Sam, I know this will sound weird but I promise I'm not a fake not I'm trying to joke with you.

I am 19 years old and it's very clear for me that I was born to fuck and breed. I see myself as bisexual and I really like girls and femboys. My problem is: I have a really thick dick and I hardly ever find femboys willing to take it. They usually like to suck it and jerk me off, but when I try to fuck and breed them, they give up. My best friend is straight and he says that I should just fuck girls because their pussy is easy to open and stretch, but girls are even worse, they're too picky for a hook-up and their blowjob is usualyl much worse. My question for you is: is it that hard to find a sexy femboy twink able to take a really thick dick in their boypussy? In real life out of porn how many fags can actually take a big dick without crying about it? I've considering to look for older fags with more experience and loose holes, but I'm really into twinky femboys.

I haven't fucked for two months, I always end up jerking off to porn cuz I know that fags around my age on Grindr will probably give up on taking my cock. They get excited when I send pictures but they give up once they look at it in person.

I know it might sound funny or a weird thing to complain about but I feel really bad for being unable to have an active sexual life. It's very frustrating and depressing. Can you please share your thoughts on my problems!

Thanks!