Did i lost all chances?

There's a hot guy i admire on Instagram. I tried contacting him and said i could serve, buy his used shoes and pay him. At first he would only read without answering and then he just blocked. Since i found his email i send him a money transfer asking to be forgiven and to be given a chance saying he could ask for anything so i can make up for it and the intensity.

But is it already too late? Did I lost all chances already?

Is there a way to save this and have me still serving him?

Thanks in advance.

P.s. what would be the best one to approach hot Alpha on social media that are pure strangers?