Fag Slave Object?

Sam I’m a newer fag still but think it’s fag slave property and an object. Feel like it identifies with no rights no freedom no life not let outside of house property. I’m still struggling to want to accept this level of myself. I want no other life that to be a slave 24/7 completely surrendered no speech unless spoken tpe

any advice for it and why it strongly resonates with being an object ?

it wants all its existence controlled decides by its Master owner and to be enslaved once collared owned.

Feel like it’s not the typical slave mindset it has compared to others. Any advice ? Can you even speak about this type of slave. .   I don’t know how to navigate this level of intensity. I’m also thinking need to learn how to gage around the dynamics of even wanting to go this far. Not sure why have intense feeling to be drawn to this level