Fag with feelings
So I have a important question and I think your experience as a faggot can help me. I am 19 y.0. from Brazil and came to Germany for a study-abroad summer program. I will spend 2 months here in total and I've been with a German family since the beginning of June. The idea of the program is getting to improve my command of German while learning more about their culture and daily habits.
I knew that I would stay in a house with three people: the parents and a 19 y.o guy. I thought it would be awesome to have someone my age to hang out, play soccer, and look for sexy German girls while here. However, as soon as I arrived here, literally on my first day before meeting the guy, his mother called me in the kitchen, told me that they were very happy to welcome me, but she needed a favor. Her son had just came out of the closet two days before my arrival and he was having a really hard time to deal with his feelings. Although she was very supportive, his father didn't know how to react and the environment in the house was a little weird. I told her that it was completely fine, and it wouldn't change anything because I don't have any type of prejudice and would be happy to be friends with her son anyway. She thanked me and said that really appreciate my response to their issue.
A few hours later, the guy arrived home, and I left my bedroom to talk to him. His mom forgot to told me that the boy is the sexiest femboy ever lol he looks like a Disney princess, super skinny, blue eyes, smooth skin. He is just gorgeous and with a wig and little make-up nobody would ever imagine he's a man. I consider myself straight but I am into femboy porn, I come to your website from time to time to jerk off to the videos. I've fucked 3 trans girls before and their holes are even better than female pussy. So of course I got horny as soon as I saw that sexy German fag in front of me. I couldn't stop thinking about how tight his pink hole must be.
That was two weeks ago, on the first days of June. I wanted to be a nice guy, so I told him that I would like to make friends with him, that we could hang out whenever he wanted, and that I would be happy to know more about him and his friends. He told me that he didn't have many friends at school and that he spent most of his time at home playing videogames. The boy is super shy and speaks fast, so I was basically trying to focus and grasp German words but I couldn't stop thinking about his red lips and imagine how nice would be to give some dick for him to suck.
We really got close to each other in these past 2 weeks. We play videogames everyday, talk until late at night, and I'm having a wonderful time here. I can feel that he is happy to having me around. With his father being so cold, my presence has been a way for him to find some male support. His mother is amazing but I bet that you'll agree with me that a teenage fag needs a real man to take care of him. And I've been taking care of him since I arrived.
You must be asking yourself why I haven't fucked him yet, and that's exactly the reason why I'm sending you this question. I think the boy has developed some real feelings for me, he looks at me with so much joy and care that I am afraid of hurting his feelings. I know that I sound very gay saying this lol but I'm afraid he'll be devasted if I simply use him as a cumdump and leave by the end of July. He's very romantic and has confessed to me that wants to live a real love with his future husband one day. So I feel guilty to claim him and using as I want.
Since I arrived, I have been jerking off twice a day everyday. I wake up hard and need to empty my balls again before going to bed. It would be amazing to have his soft mouth or tight hole to put some loads for the next 6 weeks. I'm sure that 6 weeks is enough time to claim him and make him my faggot, but I don't think it would be a responsible thing to do. If he was just a random whore, like so many other fags here in Germany, I would've fucked him right away when I saw his face. But that's not the case.
So Sam, what do you think? Would I be an asshole if I use this sexy fag and leave the country without having any feelings for him, or Men were born to breed and I must teach this boy that he's a cumdump anyway? My straight friends from Brazil have been telling me to destroy his pink pussy while I still can and stop being such a sissy. But they are not exactly what I would call reasonable guys lol My older brother, who is much more reasonable, said that I would be an idiot if I promised to the faggot something that I cannot give him, but he thinks it's perfectly fine to feed this boy some cum as long as I am clear that I must go back home in July and we'll never be a couple. My brother is 30, he is straight and not into faggots at all, but he understands me very well and said that I should see it as a "summer love". He told me that, if I don't take the fag's virginity, somebody else will... so why not me?
I don't know, I learned very good role models of masculinity from the way my father treats my mom and the way my brother treats his wife, so I don't wanna be an asshole with this fag who obviously feels lonely and in need of some support. I recently saw what Jerome did with his fag with hiv and this is exactly how I think a weak boy should be treated.
Help me out, Sam!! I'm too horny to make a thoughtful decision!!
