GETTING AN EX-FRIEND TO LET ME SERVE HIM & HIS NEW BF
Hello.
I have a friend. Well, he was a friend, who I have recently reached out to after a long time of not talking to each other. He has known about me and how I identify as a faggot. Thats actually how we meet. A friend of his was going to use me but he swooped in and got me to meet him prior to anything happing. But I never served him. We became fast friends. He know about my micro penis and the dom sub lifestyle I am into. So we held off on it while we worked together and traveled. But he was always into it. We hung out for a year before we got into a fight over work then we dint talk to each other for 8 months. I was the one who blew him off. But I did it to put a gap between us so I could then approach him as the faggot I am. I texted him out of the blue a few weeks back speaking to him the way you do an alpha and he was really into and loved the idea of putting my faggot ass to work. I know he wants to but is hesitant and he has a boyfriend who he met just before we stopped talking. He has slowly been taking to me and has plans for me but I am getting the feeling he is holding back. I have offered to clean his car his house take care of his garden. Just today he had me bake him cookies and bring them to him at work. Which is the place out fight actually was over. So it was humiliating to have to go back there and he know that. But I didn't know that he and his bf where still togther and I now realize that might be what's stopping him or he is having trouble seeing me as his inferior and a faggot, i was his boss and was training him, its why I never served him. To complicated. But I am not sure. What I would like to know now is what do I do from here? I don't want to pester him, so I leave communication up to him because it's not about my needs or desire to serve him. Today was the first day I saw him in 8 months or talked to him, not through text and I could tell his confidence has grown. and he was gauging the situation. Before he had talked to me about filming him and his boy fuck and edit it for online, so I was thinking of making him or offering my services to his boyfriend too who I know nothing about. or if he even knows we are talking again. He has not said anything to my offers other than I will build him a green house and maintain his garden, so the desier is there of him but just not sure what to do to cross the threshold. He is super hot him and his bf and I want to please them both but not sure the best way to go about it. I am a masculine looking and sounding faggot most people think I am straight and scary so its causes some problems because I do have the look and demeanor but I want to pacify when texting him and being around him. Any thought or suggestion would be great. Thank you!!!!!!
