How to deal with this guilt?
Sam, this is Fernando from Portugal again. I told you what happened between me and my brother-in-law. I'm back here to ask your opinion and advice because this whole situation is completely new for me.
Pedro plays soccer with his friends every Tuesday and Thursday. So we arranged a way to make things easier and not taking any risks. Instead of leaving soccer and going to his house with my sister, he comes to my place, uses me as much as he wants, and goes back home a little later without raising suspicions. He usually arrives him at 7pm, I immediately start sucking his dick, he makes me ride his cock, then bangs me doggy style, and breeds be. He usually leaves around 7:45pm to make sure he won't be home too late.
I started feeling guilty last time he fucked me because he couldn't stop talking about my sister and how much better I am. When I saw sucking him, he said "oh, that's a real blowjob, so much bette than your sister", then he took my clothes off and said "your ass is so hot, so much better than your sister" and during his rut, when he was getting close, he said "fuck, your pussy is so much tighter than your sister's". Apparently, he gets off by telling me how bad my sister is on satisfying him. I don't understand that.
This morning everything got worse when I was having breakfast with my sister and him in their house and, when he left the table, she told me that his mood has gotten much better. Then she said that she wishes that he went to his soccer practice more often, because he always come home on Tuesdays and Thursdays sweaty, but with a smile on his face. Oh Sam, I felt horrible! My lovely and naive sister was pretty much telling me how happy she was because her husband was emptying his balls inside me. I pretended that nothing was happening and just answered that men love soccer and it's good that he keeps this habit.
So Sam, I don't know what to do... Pedro is really hot and an incredibly powerful Alpha. If I stop serving him, he might find another woman or faggot, which would be even more risky. He really loves this thing of talking about my sister while he fucks me, but I feel guilty when he does it... do you think I should just tell him to stop? Or it'll be irrelevant to ask an Alpha to change what turns him on?
My sister got married as a virgin and gave her virginity to Pedro as a gift. She always says that will never get a divorce and, although they hardly ever have sex, in her mind she has a perfect marriage. On the one hand, she is happy and Pedro is happier than ever. On the other hand, if she ever finds out, I know her life will be destroyed.
Could you please give me your opinion on this Sam? If your audience could also comment on that, I would love to listen to other opinions. I can't tell this story to absolutely anyone, so it's been hard to cope with this in silence.
I really love your content and feel like I have a friend and a brother on you.
