How to fully submit to my boyfriend – new dynamic
Hi brother Sam,
I thought that you would like to know how my process of submitting to my boyfriend is going. After all, it was thanks to your advice that I managed to awaken the Alpha that he had in him as I told you last month: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/questions-from-readers-267/
In my last message, I mentioned that I thought that his work trip would slow down the journey to his alphahood, but I couldn't have been more wrong! If anything, the long distance made him extremely controlling.
When I messaged him during his trip he often left me on read or just replied "I'm busy", but when he texted he expected me to answer immediately and send him nudes on command. His messages were things like: "legs up, now", or "show me your bussy". He also asked me not to masturbate or finger myself while he was away, as he wanted me to prove that I cared about him and told me that he would know if I had done it: "when I come back I will put my finger up your ass and it better be tight like a virgin". He had never talked like that but I have to admit that it made me leak!
And sure enough, this is what he did as soon as he came back for the trip. I made sure to have dinner ready for him, but he did not pay much attention to the meal. As he told me he would do, he threw me to the sofa, pulled down my pants and pushed his fingers inside my hole. He soon realized that I had followed his orders, as my hole was very tight and my balls were full. I was expecting a sweet kiss or some sort of appreciation, but instead it felt like a beast awakened inside of him. He pushed his dick inside me without any lube or preparation and started to fuck me while I screamed. He did not stop sailing me until he finished inside of me, and whispered in my ear: "this is what you were asking for".
After this, he acted like nothing happened, we chatted normally during dinner and we cuddled in bed before falling asleep. It wasn't until the next morning that I realized that I had not come the night before. While normally I would masturbate and make myself finish after sex while he was scrolling on his phone or asleep, that night I did not feel the need to. Even though I did not feel the pleasure from the release, it somehow made me feel more complete and accomplished.
I feel very happy with the new dynamic that we achieved: he expects me to get most of the housework done while he plays videogames, and he then rewards me with hard sex. Although we haven't talked about it, he also looks pleased that I have not been masturbating after sex, as he often grabs my balls and laughs at how big they have become!
Oliver x
