How to get over it?

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Hey Sam, I’m a faggot from Aus I’m 21 years old about a year ago I had a sub/dom relationship with a dom we both got along and only spoken online for a year but he knew all my limits and safe words prior to us meeting I arrived and everything was going well until I kept saying my safe word and he didn’t stop I got to the point where I froze and saying my safe word and stop I left and blocked him on everything but I haven’t been able to have the courage to put myself with a man or a dom since so I guess my question is am I overreacting with my last dom and how should I get over it, thank you for making a beautiful platform I do agree with your views.